059 I'm sorry for not giving you a sense of security
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"I know the company is important to you now, but I want my children and me to be the most important thing to you. I can support my family for as long as you want. He Liancheng said in a deep voice.
How could I not want to be with my child who is less than half a year old every day, but I am still willing to earn money on my own to support my family.
He Liancheng's words surprised me, and I hung up the phone and kept asking myself, why is a company's annual profit not comparable to He Liancheng's monthly income, and I am still insisting? In the end, I seemed to find the answer, and subconsciously, I still felt that I was the most reliable.
Maybe it was the failed marriage with Chu Yi that gave me a deep-rooted idea, or maybe I was this kind of person at all.
The next day, we had a very good conversation with Keren Daily Chemical, and finalized the preliminary letter of intent for cooperation on Sunday morning. Their promotion throughout South China is handled by me and Cao Ye.
On the evening of the signing of the letter of intent, the three parties also had a small cocktail party. I refused to participate at all, and when I called He Liancheng on Saturday night, he asked listlessly, "Can you go back tonight?" The baby seems to be very tired. โ
I promised him that I would go back on Sunday, and I was absent-minded today when I signed the letter of intent.
Cao Ye knew my situation and said to me: "You go back quickly, next time you can send two capable employees over, after all, I am in Nanshi, you can show up on an important occasion." โ
I hurriedly said thank you, grabbed my bag and headed straight to the airport.
The plane was brilliant without any delays. I got off the plane and went straight to my home, and as soon as I opened the door, I heard the voices of Tong Tong and Yuan Yuan, and hurriedly changed my shoes and walked in.
There was no wide shadow on the crib, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong ran out, and when they saw me, they screamed and their mother pounced.
"Where's my brother?" I hurriedly asked.
At this time, the aunt who was busy making dinner in the kitchen came out and said to me: "Leyi, you go to the children's hospital quickly, Kuan Kuan has been spitting up milk for two consecutive days and can't eat, Mr. He took the baby to the hospital." โ
I was so frightened that my phone fell to the ground, picked it up again, picked it up in a hurry, and dialed He Liancheng, but he didn't answer it when it rang several times.
"Listen to my aunt obediently at home, and I'll go to the hospital to see my brother." I put on my shoes and talked to the two little treasures.
They nodded and watched me out.
On the bus to the children's hospital, I was in a hurry. The baby spits up milk, why didn't He Liancheng say it on the phone? If I had come back on Friday night as planned, maybe the baby wouldn't have been like this? For a while, I regretted it in my heart.
Until I entered the hospital, I still didn't receive a call from He Liancheng, and no one answered him when I called him again.
In desperation, I went to the internal medicine clinic one by one, squeezed among a bunch of parents, and finally saw He Liancheng in the gastroenterology department.
He raised his red eyes and looked at me and asked, "Is the business negotiated?" โ
I could hear the anger in his tone, and I knew that it was all my fault this time, so I said carefully, "I just got home, and I knew that you were coming to the children's hospital, so I rushed over directly." What the hell happened to Kuankuan? โ
Kuan Kuan was in a half-dazed state in his arms, and when he heard me speak, he opened his eyes suddenly, and saw clearly that it was me, and his little mouth was flattened and tears flowed and he reached out to me to hug me.
I haven't seen him for five days, Kuankuan has lost weight all over, and his big eyes like watery black grapes have lost his energy. He Liancheng held the child in his arms and refused to let go.
"Mommy hug, mommy hug." I reached out.
Kuan Kuan struggled into my arms, his eyes were full of tears, and he cried loudly while holding two small hands to hug. He Liancheng was angry for a while and let go of his hand. Kuankuan's head was pierced into my arms, how pitiful and pitiful he looked at the small size.
My heart was crumpled, tears flowed down disobediently, and I kept kissing his face and saying, "Don't worry, baby, mom is here, mom will never go on a business trip again." โ
"He was hungry, and the doctor said that he could only eat breast milk recently, and when his stomach recovered, he would try to feed formula." He Liancheng said sullenly.
When it was wide enough to be in my arms, it kept arching into my arms, trying to find milk.
"Wait a minute, I'll feed the baby over there." I saw a mother-and-baby lounge not far away. He Liancheng nodded, and when I was about to go in, he suddenly frowned and asked, "Have you taken a bath?" โ
I looked up at him and said I had nothing to say.
I've been wearing a breast pump for the past few days, and I haven't been holding back the milk. Kuan Kuan threw himself into his arms and ate it.
After about ten minutes, He Liancheng called in and said, "The doctor said that you should feed a small amount many times, don't feed too much." โ
"Okay." I answered and hugged Kuankuan, but the little thing just wouldn't let go, and I couldn't bear to feed him for a few more minutes before I picked him up. When I saw it, I fell asleep with tears in the corners of my eyes.
He Liancheng saw Kuan Kuan falling asleep contentedly in my arms, he breathed a sigh of relief, and his feet were a little soft and he leaned against the wall and said: "When the baby spits up milk at home and spits up water and rice, my legs are scared and weak." At that time, I thought, if you come back, I won't be done with you. โ
"I'm sorry." I approached him with Kuan Kuan in my arms and apologized in a low voice.
"Let's go back." He Liancheng said, "I was in a hurry, I wanted to go to United Family Hospital, but I was afraid that the pediatric department there would not be as professional as here, so I came to line up for registration." โ
When I saw Kuankuan like this, I felt more sad than anyone else, and I regretted my trip to Nanshi. At the same time, I made up my mind, no matter how He Liancheng lost his temper, I would apologize and never come to him. In the future, I resolutely refused to accept the business that had to go on a business trip for a long time.
On the way back, I saw that he also looked unenergetic, and hurriedly said, "You come to the back and hold the child, and I'll drive." โ
"It's okay, I'm a little tired, but you're in the car, I won't get confused. Kuankuan is so easy to sleep so soundly, you hold it and don't move. He Liancheng said and continued to drive.
When I got home, I put Kuankuan on the crib, covered it with a small quilt, and wanted to ask He Liancheng to eat, and when I went to the bedroom, I saw that he fell asleep on the bed.
He had a heavy blue under his eyes, a tired face, and the stubble on his chin that hadn't been shaved clean.
I gently covered him with the quilt, kissed him on the lips and whispered, "You sleep for a while, and I'll get you something to eat later." โ
He opened his eyes slightly, and saw clearly that it was me who waved his hand and said, "You can bring two Bao'er to eat first, and I'll rest for a while." โ
I closed the door and saw Tong Tong looking at me with his eyes open to the door of the restaurant and asking, "Mom, is my brother okay?" โ
"Brother, don't worry." I said as I walked over.
My aunt cleaned up the kitchen and said to me, "Leyi, I haven't been home for a few days, and the house is in a mess. โ
"Auntie, why don't you finish eating before leaving." I say.
"No, no, I have children waiting for me." My aunt packed up her things as she spoke, and said to me before going out, "Le Yi, as someone who came over, I would like to advise you." In a woman's life, only children and home are the most important, and the outside business makes money or something for men to do. If my family hadn't left early, I wouldn't have gotten up so early and worked so late. โ
"Well, thank you Auntie for the reminder." I say.
"There are not many men like Mr. He. You don't know that Kuankuan was uncomfortable for the past two days, he put Kuankuan in his arms and slept on the big bed every day, and he was more vigilant than I slept at night. The aunt said again, looked at me deeply, patted my hand and said, "I'll go first, and I'll come over tomorrow morning." Such a young child can't live without his mother. โ
"yes, I see." My eyes were a little red when I heard it.
After sending my aunt away, I took Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong to finish eating, then bathed them and cleaned them up, and let them all lie on the bed.
At this time, Kuankuan cried, I jumped up like a spring under my feet, ran over in a few steps, and only then did I hold Kuankuan in my arms, and He Liancheng opened the bedroom door and walked out.
When he saw me, he was stunned and said, "I was dazed, and I thought you hadn't come back, so I hurriedly ran over." โ
"You go and rest first, I'll watch the children." I said to him.
Kuan Kuan quickly quieted down in my arms, and his little head burrowed into my arms again, and I knew that he was hungry and sat down to undress and feed him.
He Liancheng glanced at it a few times, rubbed his eyes and asked, "What about Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong?" โ
"I'm already asleep, you can go and rest too, I'll get you something to eat later." I say.
"I'm not hungry, I'm just a little tired." He Liancheng stretched and sat down beside me.
The room was quiet, Kuankuan was feeding in my arms, eating hard, only eating for more than ten minutes, He Liancheng reminded in a low voice: "Don't let him eat too much, get up and feed a few more times at night, it's hard for you." โ
When I learned about Kuankuan's illness, I was mentally prepared. I think he will definitely scold me with a face, or deliberately cold me for a few days. However, I didn't expect him to treat me with such an attitude, which made me feel guilty and moved.
"I'm sorry, Liancheng." I watched him apologize and tears rolled out of my eyes.
"Honey, I can't give you security, it's me who didn't do well." After he finished speaking, he leaned over, rubbed his face against mine, and said, "I will definitely try my best to make you forget this feeling of being helpless." You have to believe that I will stand by your side no matter what time in the future. โ
"No, no, it's all my fault, and it will never be like this again. It turned out that when Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong, I was at home at least until the child turned eight months old. With Kuankuan, I feel that the child has a father, and I can let go of some hands...... I was wrong. I endured the astringency in my eyes while apologizing to He Liancheng.
"Okay, okay, it's okay...... In the future, I will travel for you and help you with business. He whispered to me.
I was touched by him, I lowered my head and wiped my tears, looking at Kuankuan in my arms, and he sat quietly beside me like this.
Kuan Kuan fell asleep in my arms, I put him on the big bed and said to He Liancheng: "You look at Kuankuan for a while, I'll go and see if the two kick the quilt." โ
He nodded, leaning sideways on his arm, looking at Xiao Kuan's sleeping face.
I walked lightly to Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong's room, saw that the two little ones were sleeping soundly, covered them with the quilt again, and prepared to go out.
"Mom, don't you love Tongtong now?" Tong Tong's voice sounded behind me.
I looked back and saw that he had opened his eyes and was looking at me with a blank eye.
"Why, Mom has always loved you." I hurriedly walked over and kissed him on the forehead.
"Then why did you only accompany Uncle He and his younger brother after you came back?" Tong Tong asked