Chapter 345: I'm not sorry for you
Mu Qingyou slowly closed his eyes, not allowing himself to look at Lin Mufan's hurtful and indifferent eyes, and whispered: "If I sue you that things are not at all what is in the photo, will you believe me?" ”
There was a sense of desperation in the quiet tone of the curtain.
I never thought that the relationship between myself and Lin Mufan was so weak, and it was a photo that made Lin Mufan let go of all his love for himself and became so angry.
Mu Qingyu's reaction was too calm, so calm that Lin Mufan felt scared, she ......
Without waiting for Lin Mufan to answer his question, Mu Qing's expression was calm, and he continued: "The content of this photo has indeed happened, you are angry, you are angry, I can understand it, but your words are too hurtful, do you know?" ”
"Ziwei told me that he was severely burned by the fire a year ago, leaving these scars, and even, his feet were crippled, and when I saw the scars all over my body, I felt guilty, I blamed myself, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have suffered this qiē, I was stunned, I was sad, I couldn't believe it, so, I was stunned."
"Ziwei took me in his arms and comforted me not to cry, he said, all the pain is over, all the pain is over, he stands in front of me well, you sue me, it is you instead, what should you do?"
Slowly opened his eyes, Mu Qing's eyes looked at Lin Mufan, who was still cold, and cried and laughed: "The reason why I concealed it was not because I was still thinking about Qi Ziwei in my heart, but during this time, I was affected by my affairs with you, I was afraid, I said that I would go to Ziwei, and there would be a cold war between me and you." ”
"You left Z City, chose to go to G City, didn't answer my phone for half a month, didn't contact me, have you thought about my feelings? I'm scared and I'm panicking, but what about you? didn't say a word, just disappeared, and when I came back, I was angrily questioned, have you ever thought about me? ”
Mu Qingyou's tears became more and more fierce, thinking of what Lin Mufan had done to him in the past half a month, Mu Qingyou cried bitterly: "I know, my actions, my actions hurt you, you leave, this qiē is what I deserve, it's my fault, I bear it." ”
"But, you accuse me of not being innocent with Ziwei, I can't bear it, your eyes, like looking at a cheating wife, condemn, hate, and even cold, are very hurtful, you know? Lin Mufan, I've never been sorry for you, I didn't, I didn't ......"
In the end, Mu Qingyou squatted down and hugged himself tightly: "Why do you think I am so unbearable, woo...... Why ......"
The most hurtful thing is his attitude.
Mu Qingyou never knew that being questioned by her beloved man, and being hurt by words would be so painful, but today, she felt it, and this feeling was more uncomfortable than when she and Qi Ziwei were forced to separate.
Lin Mufan looked at the sad and crying curtain in front of him, his eyes were full of remorse, in fact, as early as the moment he said it, he regretted it, how could he not trust her, and even say such hurtful words?
The quiet cry tore at Lin Mufan's heart, he slowly squatted down and hugged her into his arms, his voice hoarse, full of apologies: "You'er, I'm sorry, I ......"
Mu Qingyou pushed Lin Mufan away, and the two of them sat on the carpet.
Mu Qingyou looked at Lin Mufan with hazy teary eyes, and roared: "You let go of me, don't you trust me?" I've hugged Qi Ziwei, don't you dislike me? Don't touch me, don't touch me......"
Mu Qingyou was in tears, and glared at Lin Mufan angrily, he didn't believe in himself, he didn't believe in himself, and he said such hateful things to insult himself, it was just too hateful.
Lin Mufan sat down on the ground, looking sadly at the crying scene in front of him, his eyes were full of chagrin: "I'm sorry, I'm ...... I just care too much, you don't know, how happy I was when Mu Yu told me that you were going to come to G City to find me. ”
"Just when I was full of anticipation, you never came, you were in a hurry and panicked, and you rushed back from G City all of a sudden, You'er, do you know how much my heart hurts when I see that photo? Qi Ziwei told you, the person you love is always him, do you know that my heart hurts and is about to die? ”
Lin Mufan got up, hugged Mu Qingyou tightly in his arms again, and shed sad tears: "You'er, I have never been confident in the relationship between me and you, I am really afraid that one day you will completely disappear from my life, I can't bear to live without you in my life, even if I die, I can't let go of you." ”
"I'm sorry, it's me who is a bastard, I shouldn't have distrusted you, I shouldn't have been instigated by Qi Ziwei, so bastard said words that hurt you, can you forgive me? I care about you so much, I don't want to lose you, I ......"
Hearing Lin Mufan's incoherent words, Mu Qingyou leaned on Lin Mufan's chest, grabbed his clothes with both hands, buried his head in Lin Mufan's arms, and cried sadly.
"Lin Mufan, you are too hateful, you are too hateful......"
Mu Qing's quiet hands beat Lin Mufan's chest desperately.
He didn't know how hurtful it was when he said those words that distrusted him, and she even thought he didn't want him anymore.
Mu Qing's quiet heart stopped beating almost instantly, and it was painful that it was hard to breathe.
After hearing Lin Mufan's explanation, Mu Qingyou hated herself again, it was herself, she paid too little for this relationship, which made Lin Mufan so unconfident, it was all her fault, it was her fault.
Lin Mufan let Mu Qingyou beat him, choked and cried: "You'er, don't leave me, in this life, never leave me, I really can't bear the pain of losing you, promise me." ”
Mu Qingyou stopped thrashing, raised his eyes, and met Lin Mufan's eyes full of pain and guilt, and Mu Qingyou cried even more.
Stretched out his hand to wipe Lin Mufan's tears, looked at him quietly and gently, and whispered: "Mufan, I will never leave you." ”
never knew that he was so unconfident in the relationship between the two, when he heard Lin Mufan's words, Mu Qingyou only felt that his heart was torn apart by a pair of invisible big hands, and all the blame disappeared in an instant, and the only thing left was distress, distress for Lin Mufan.
"During the time you left, I thought very clearly, the person I love is you, Ziwei is in the past for me, even if he comes back, between me and him, it is no longer possible."