141 Forgetting

He also heard that Li Guan had recently come to get close to the Seven County Lords of King Min's Mansion.

If it weren't for him, she and Li Guan would have been married a long time ago, and they had not been married for a long time, and there were many changes in the meantime.

Wen Rushan said: "I'll help you talk to Lord Zhu of Dali Temple." ”

The guilt for her has never been lightened.

"No, you don't." Jiang Ruoning still looked at Bao, "I entered Beijing for a few things: first, I broke off with the Song family, and now it's over; Second, I entered Beijing because of the case, and I must find out the truth; Third, it has been a hundred years of marriage with Li Guan. No matter how things develop, I am still me, I will not give up my true self because of love or resentment, and continue to do some things that should be done. Brother Wen, in the next few days, you will find a way to make Po forget about me.

I've thought about you over and over again, and the more I appear, the more suspicious I become. She and I were two completely different personalities, and I couldn't be like her. And the day I disappeared from Po's sight was the best time for her to forget me. In fact, it is easy for children to forget a person, especially as big as Po, if I disappear for half a year, she will forget. ”

Forget, forget......

Is it hard to forget someone?

Difficult! He had been trying to forget about Song Qingchen.

From loving her, to hating now, how much I once loved and how much I hate now.

He felt more guilty and distressed about Jiang Ruoning.

"The Song family sent someone to assassinate you?"

"I don't want to guess the reason, sometimes it's more important to live well than the truth, they recognize me or not, I'm still myself; They don't care about me or not, and I have to go on my own with my life. When I was younger, they didn't make it to the snow; When I grew up, I didn't need them to be the icing on the cake.

In my life, there are many paths in this life: first, marry Li Guan as his wife; Second, if I end up staggering with him, I will feel at ease to be a female catcher, or I will also do a job of dealing with corpses; Three. Take your sister to travel the world and enjoy the landscape; Fourth, one day in the rolling red dust, I met the right person. Spend your life with him...... Who knows, the world often says: the car to the mountain has its own road, all roads lead to the capital, willows and flowers are bright and another village, in short, no matter what ups and downs, gritting your teeth will pass.

Got over that hurdle. If you look back, you will feel that the ups and downs are just a life experience. In life, we must taste the ups and downs. If it is always sweet, maybe it will not taste sweet, let alone know the bitterness, taste every taste, sit down a kind of tribulation, and life will naturally be sweet.

A lot has happened lately, and I can be sad for a while, but I can't be depressed for a lifetime. Here today, gone tomorrow. I have to pull myself together and fulfill my ideals and ambitions, and live up to my youth and my passion. ”

These philosophical words of exhortation should not have been the young woman's words of what she had been through to make such contemplative but hopeful words.

Wen Rushan looked at the beautiful and young face in front of him, "Are you comforting me?" ”

"A man who is so depressed because he has no love is looked down upon." She looked to the side, "Women can be like you, but men can't. You're mourning for an unworthy woman. The memorial service is too long. ”

Wen Rushan was a little afraid to look at her, in front of her, he was a despicable man. "Worthy of love can be tempted? If it's not worth it, you can just say let it go, I'm not as good as a girl. It can be retracted and released freely. ”

Jiang Ruoning still admires Wen Rushan, in such a famous family, there are very few men like him who can guard "one life and one couple", and even fewer men who are slaves to their wives and children. But Song Qingchen didn't know how to cherish it, and actually scolded him for being unproductive, saying that he had no ambition. Therefore, Song Qingchen knew that he was ready to give up the position of the prince, so he decisively turned around and threw himself into the arms of the prince.

I don't know whether to say that Song Qingchen is too ambitious, or Wen Rushan is too unambitious, it seems that in them, the personalities of men and women have been adjusted.

"You ......" Jiang Ruoning looked ashamed, "I shouldn't be judging your feelings." ”

Let's just say herself, she has been in Beijing for some days, and she has managed to pass on a few letters with Li Guan, except for Li Guan who gave a gift and a letter on her birthday, and has not heard back since. Ah Huan even swore solemnly, "Senior sister, I asked the eighteenth brother to help deliver it, and the eighteenth brother said that he asked the brother he was familiar with to hand it over to Li Gongzi in person." "Did he read her letter?

Jiang Ruoning couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said in a deep voice: "There was once a woman who wrote a poem about emotion: 'You see or don't see me, I'm there, not sad or happy; If you read me, or don't read me, the love is there, and it doesn't come or go; Whether you love me or not, love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing; You follow, or don't follow me, my hand is in your hand, and I will not give up; Come into my arms, or let me dwell in your heart, and love each other silently, and rejoice in silence. ’”

Wen Rushan's heart trembled, she had always resisted herself, but today she was able to talk to him so calmly, and recited a poem, although it was a simple word, but it was touching, just like the humility of love, as if he couldn't take it back, it was difficult to collect it, and it was difficult to control it.

Ren is how Song Qingchen treats him, his love, his love is here, but there is no more "silent love, silence and joy." ”

Jiang Ruoning said: "I saw Song Qingchen in the Song family, if the name is true, it is indeed very beautiful." ”

Why should she criticize the woman she loves the most, even if Song Qingchen is not good, it is also what he loved, even if she is disgusted or jealous, she should not say bad things about Song Qingchen in front of someone who loves Song Qingchen deeply, then she praises Song Qingchen is very beautiful, this is a fact recognized by the entire capital and the world.

"When she doesn't speak, when she sits quietly like that, she is as beautiful as the bright moon in the sky, and Yongrong is as gorgeous as a beautiful peony flower, worthy of the woman you once loved."

Wen Rushan looked at her even more unexpectedly, since Song Qingchen left, the people in the family who knew him and Song Qingchen, which one of them did not scold Song Qingchen and criticize Song Qingchen as useless, but Jiang Ruoning actually praised him for his vision.

How did he think that these words were harsher than directly criticizing Song Qingchen, and said angrily: "Are you laughing at me for judging people by their appearance?" ”

Jiang Ruoning was stunned for a moment, "Everyone knows that she loves beauty, in addition to her stunning appearance, she must have advantages that others don't see, otherwise you won't like her." It's just that these advantages, with the passage of time, slowly changed the taste, just like the vinegar brewed by the people, using the same materials, the same method, but in the end, some people brewed the purest sour vinegar, and some people brewed waste vinegar with the smell of wine, which can only be fed to pigs ......"

Song Qingchen was arrogant, there was no one in his eyes, his eyes were on the top of his head, and he was a little arrogant and arrogant, and when he saw Ah Bao, he was like looking at a child he didn't know. But Jiang Ruoning didn't want to say this.

"Why don't you continue?"

"I don't like Song Qingchen! Needless to say, I won't have anything to do with her again. ”

Wen Rushan thought that he would be very angry, but he was very calm at this time, and he was completely dead to Song Qingchen, right? "Yesterday afternoon, she brought a letter, saying that she wanted to meet at the Mingxiang Tea House this afternoon."

"You're going to see her?"

"Let's see."

Jiang Ruoning smiled bitterly.

"Shouldn't you see it?"

"That's your business, what does it have to do with me."

But she scolded in her heart: Sure enough, she is a scumbag with a cheap man, and sometimes she is self-inflicted. Song Qingchen acted so excessively, he still had to go to see her, no matter what he talked about, Jiang Ruo would rather not think it was a good thing.

Ah Bao suddenly raised his head, and saw that Jiang Ruoning was talking to Wen Rushan, and ran over with a soft call "Mother", opening his mouth, "Ah-" Jiang Ruoning pulled a piece of dim sum and put it in her mouth, and when she took the tea again, she saw another red date brewed in it, holding the red date tea and feeding it to Ah Bao.

"Bao, my mother has to go to the door, can you help me do something?"

"Mother, I'll be good."

"When your mother is away, you have to take care of your father, talk to him, eat with him, and give him sleep, don't quarrel for your mother, your mother wants to hide the cat and wait for Po to find it."

"Hidden cats!" Po repeated, "I'm going to hide the cat!" ”

"Then my mother is hiding, will you come to me? You turn around, count to five, and come to me. ”

Po turned around and counted "one, two, three" but she could only count, "five-"

Jiang Ruoning turned around and entered the main room, and then said, "Bao, come and find me!" ”

Ah Yu thought it was funny, put down the tricks in his hand, and followed Ah Bao to find someone.

Ah Bao entered the east house and looked around: "Mother! Mother's ......"

Jiang Ruoning was afraid that she wouldn't find it, so she deliberately made a sound, Ah Bao walked behind the door, and when she saw Jiang Ruoning, she screamed, "Ah-I found my mother!" I hit. ”

Such screams are joy, excitement, and the joy of a child's victory.

"Po is amazing! Now it's time for you and Ayu to hide, I'll go outside, I'll come to you in a while, and when I find it, it's time for me to hide. ”

Jiang Ruoning walked to the courtyard, and then began to count: "I counted, one, two, three......" Then, she turned around and opened the east house, "Ah Bao, Ah Yu, have you hidden it?" ”

"Mother, we've hid it!"

This is the first time the two children have played with hidden cats, at this time, Jiang Ruoning entered the east house and said deliberately: "Will it hide under the bed?" Leaning down and searching, "I can't make a sound, I'll find it as soon as I speak." ”

Ah Bao and Ah Yu covered their mouths, and watched Jiang Ruoning look under the bed very happily, the wardrobe is two groups and one high, one of them has a lock on it, and the other can be opened, "There is no one here." She said softly: "Ah Bao is very smart, he found his mother at once, has his mother become stupid, why can't he find Ah Bao and Ah Yu?" Did Ah Bao and Ah Yu turn into little fairies and fly away? ”

The two hid behind the door, shaking their little bodies with joy, but desperately covering their mouths to prevent themselves from making a sound.

Jiang Ruoning searched the house, and finally walked behind the door, and for a while the two girls found a piercing cry of joy and laughed.

"You two are so smart, but I've discovered your little secret, and you're hiding behind the door!" Jiang Ruoning hugged them and laughed for a while, "People have to be trustworthy, and children are like this, you can't play tricks, now I'm hiding, you two come to me." Bao, Ayu, go to the courtyard and count, count to five, and then you can come in and find me. (To be continued.) )