Chapter 221: Three Months of Calm (41)

"Qiangwei, I'...... My mother and I have been separated for too long, and for some reason, we didn't have a good relationship before we separated, and we didn't see each other a few times. "Words, feelings, first, http://www.Klxsw.com

www.Klxsw.com So, my impression of her can be said to be ...... Very unfamiliar. With my personality, it was difficult for me to get close to her. ”

"Of course I am willing to be close to her, and I am willing to be filial to her, because she is my mother after all. But if she wants a very normal daughter, just like in the usual family, she will occasionally lose her temper, occasionally be coquettish, occasionally be filial, occasionally mother and daughter talk to each other, and discuss some things about life and work boyfriends, then I definitely can't do it. For so many years, if I had been normal, I would have died a long time ago. ”

"I will definitely be filial to her, that is, if she is left alone, I will definitely ensure that she at least has an absolutely worry-free life, and I will definitely give her a pension to the end. However, I can only guarantee her life, and I really can't give anything else. A lot of things are on my shoulders, I don't have time to spend with her, even if I have time, I've lived all these years, and my personality has long been set, I'm not that kind of ...... at all How so? I can't be a very normal and ordinary daughter who is everywhere in this world. ”

"I'm used to being busy, and I'm used to setting goals for myself, or accepting the goals that God has given me that I have to accomplish, and then doing my best to accomplish them. I don't spend my time chatting and talking, and even if I don't think it's a waste of time, I feel awkward, I can't sit still, and I don't have so many non-serious topics to talk about. ”

"There's no way I can be a daughter who can make my mother happy and not make her feel lonely, but Qiangwei can. You are very likeable, and you are also the age of lively and cheerful youth, even if it is the end of the world, you have experienced a lot of things, but you still follow me, with Guan Shu. Completely different. ”

"You're fit to be her daughter, fit to stand in my place. And, you love to be in that position, too, don't you? Qiang Wei. You need a mother who cares about you and can speak to you in a very soft and warm voice, and my mother needs a daughter, a daughter who has a lot of time to spend with her. Since you both have such needs, then you can both meet each other's needs. So why don't you give it a try, don't cooperate, and let you and my mother take what you need? ”

After listening to Ye Tianxing's words, Qiang Wei wiped her tears, she didn't know when she started crying.

"Then Sister Xing, what should you do? You are Aunt Yu Ying's daughter, you ......" Qiang Wei looked up at the night sky star, which was more than a head taller than her, and asked with tears in her eyes.

Sister Xing asked her to be Aunt Yuying's daughter, so what about her? She is Aunt Yu Ying's real daughter! Such a good mother, can't she really try to be her daughter for once? Can't she really know what it's like to have a mother? She......

"Crying for what? I'm going back to show your sister Ashu, and I'm going to write bloody novels in my heart again. Nightstar handed Qiang Wei a tissue. Her questions were not answered.

What did she do? So be it! It's pretty good, too!

"Qiang Wei, Sister Xing, please be her daughter, while you are still willing to do it and accept it. Don't be like me, there's no hope of changing back. Ye Tianxing still didn't answer Qiang Wei's question about what she was going to do, but after asking her again, he left.

There's a bunch of things going on at the home! I wonder if we can handle it all before the 10th? Luckily, there were people with cold flags she could believe in, otherwise, she would have to do these things. It's really a hassle!

went to the adoption home and found Lei Fan, who was still there, and Ye Tianxing told him his idea of choosing some of these children. If you start cultivating it from a young age, you won't have to worry about it in the future.

Ye Tianxing is not afraid that Lei Fan knows what he thinks, and most of these children who are selected will still follow the cold flag when they grow up. She is used to being alone, she is used to solving things by herself, and she rarely needs help. These little kids grow up. Or most of them to strengthen his organization. Lei Fan is the person Han Qi trusts, what can't he know about these things? Maybe in the future, when these children grow up, they will have to take care of them.

After listening to Ye Tianxing's plan, Lei Fan looked at her and was silent for a long time. No wonder Mr. Han takes a fancy to her, this is a person all the way! He really thought that Xing set up an adoption home to do something good!

However, Xing is not a really simple good person, and that's not bad! Lei Fan soon became happy again. They're not good people, Mr. Han, and to be honest, he's not a good person. If Xing is really a good person, then she and Mr. Han will definitely not be able to go to the end. After knowing Mr. Han's organization, there will definitely be a lot of disagreements between them, it's better to look like this, how compatible the star is with Mr. Han!

From Lei Fan's eyes looking at her, he could see that Han Qi understood her. When Han Qi knew that she had proposed to run an adoption home, he immediately thought of it, no! To be precise, it was immediately determined that she was going to set up a base adoption home, and it was definitely the drunkard's intention not to drink, and the star's intention not to do charity.

She seldom does a good deed, usually with her own purpose. She rarely gives in vain, except for the few people she cares about.

Like these little kids, she didn't take them to heart, she just thought they were too pitiful, and she wanted them to live. Let them survive and grow up, she has a lot of things to pay, at least others can't afford to pay, she can't give them in vain, and she must let them pay back in various ways in the future.

After explaining what she meant to Lei Fan, Ye Tianxing mentioned to him her thoughts on the training plan for this future helper, as well as some suggestions that she thought were good. Unknowingly, they discussed with Lei Fan for more than an hour, until a person came to him, and their conversation was temporarily interrupted.

Seeing that Lei Fan had other things, Night Sky Star avoided it for the time being. Stepping out of the dean's office, she pulled the door open and glanced at the time change on her electronic watch. Seeing that more than an hour had passed, Ye Tianxing was a little stunned and remembered what she had said to Qiang Wei before.

These are the only things that can make her talk for hours. If she is asked to chat with Yu Ying, saying things and topics that are inconsequential and can only be used as talking points, I'm afraid she won't be able to hold out for a few minutes. These two times she met Yu Ying. It's because Qiang Wei, Tang Yin, Xu Lei, and Guan Shu are all there, and they always have something to say, so she can continue to talk. But if it is true that she and Yu Ying are alone, it will definitely be cold. So she'd better avoid that kind of scene.

It's not that she's afraid that she'll waste time with Yu Ying, but when facing Yu Ying, if she is really silent and embarrassed, it will really make her feel very uncomfortable. Moreover, she really worked hard. doesn't even enjoy a little bit of leisure, Yu Ying will definitely feel bad one day. If that's how it ends, it's not as good as they were before.

She knew her daughter was still alive, and she was fine. If she wants her daughter to accompany her, she also has Qiangwei. She has been with Qiang Wei for a long time, and her feelings will always accumulate slowly, and one day, she will like Qiang Wei's daughter very much.

As for her, so be it, so be it......

Nightstar leaned against the railing outside the faculty office. For the first time, she began to think about all the things in her mind about Yu Ying.

When she was a child, about three or four years old, she took the photo in the frame in her brother's study, pointed to the woman in the photo who was sitting in a dignified posture and smiling in a dignified manner, and asked who it was. The brother answered her very calmly, saying that it was her mother. She still ran into her brother's study often, but she never saw that photo in her brother's study again......

The fourth birthday party, the one time she was smashed. It was the first time she met Yu Ying. She recognized her because of the photo she had seen before, but she kept pretending to be unconscious. I can't tell why, maybe it's strange. Maybe I also know that after I wake up, there is nothing to say......

On the occasion of climbing to the top of Mount Tai, she broke her leg. At that time, because of the pain, and because of the brother who was spinning around with distress beside her, she didn't pay attention to her parents' actions. I just vaguely remember that her mother, who was a stranger, seemed to be nervous at the time......

Except for these long ago, it's just these days. What Yu Ying said to her, Yu Ying's eyes, Yu Ying's tears......

After thinking about it, Ye Tianxing found that there were very few pictures of Yu Ying in her mind. Thinking of nothing more, Nightstar thought carefully, and she walked down the steps, aimlessly walking forward. She left the railing and didn't lean on it anymore, she always felt that it was unreliable. In this small adoption home, she walked and thought about all the marks that her mother had left on her life, then and now.

Ye Tianxing didn't know what her mood was now, Eclipse Yu said that she had always been sober and self-aware, and she thought the same, but now, she was really a little confused. For his mother, if you want to say resentment, seriously, she doesn't. It was gone after being a little sensible before, and after knowing that Yu Ying didn't deliberately abandon herself at the beginning, but was designed by Tianhe, it was impossible for her to have any resentment towards her. But if she didn't have resentment, she and Yu Ying should be closer, but there was no resentment, and there was no closeness. Although she went to see Yu Ying twice, she knew whether she was close to her from the bottom of her heart. Perhaps, it's strange, it's strange! Perhaps, it only takes time!

However, is it really enough for only time? The estrangement between her and Yu Ying was so thick that it made her feel terrified. Who doesn't want a mother? No matter how much she deceived herself, she knew she wanted it, but that layer of separation made her reluctant to get close to Yu Ying.

After Yu Ying's eyes get better, how should she face her? Do you want to keep loading? It doesn't necessarily mean that it won't be recognized, and I always feel that my mother is not a simple character. But if you don't pretend, just show her the layer of diaphragm, and Yu Ying will definitely feel sad.

Alas...... What to do?

"Tianxing, just go with the flow, why bother so much?" Night Sky Star sighed, and someone sighed after her.

Night Sky Star was startled for a moment, and turned her head to look, but it was Han Qi behind her, resting his hand on her shoulder.

"Why are you so elusive? To have another time you try it! "Just now she almost took out the corrosive bone rod again, what if Han Qi really accidentally took a beating?

"You can hear me." Hanqi didn't care much.

He had been at the home for a while, and when he saw her walking around with blank eyes, he could guess what was going on with her. He didn't want to look at her like that, so he wanted to scare her. His mind is high, if he really doesn't want her to find out, she must not find out.

"I can hear it, but don't you understand the conditioned reflexes?"

"Girl, I'm a living person, I'll hide."

"What if you don't dodge?"

"Then I'll let you remember it for the rest of your life!" Hanqi's words went very smoothly.

"!" Night Sky Star glared at Han Qi, and his tense nerves relaxed slightly.

"Are you feeling better?" Feeling that Night Skystar's shoulders were very relaxed, Han Qi took his hand down and asked her.

"Mr. Tohan's blessing, I forgot everything I thought before!" Night Sky Star was still not angry, "What are you doing here?" ”

"You really don't have anything to say that has nothing to do with business." Han Qi sighed and looked at the night sky star with some distress.

"Do you have subordinates who are as powerful as you? Or are you so idle? When she was talking to Qiang Wei, this guy was actually next to her, "Do you still think I have fewer things to find for you?" ”

"Girl, I'm not idle, I just happen to be there."

Happened to be in the hospital? "What are you doing there? Do you need surgery too? ”

Ye Tianxing just asked, she didn't think that when Han Qi needed surgery, even if she did, she shouldn't go to the base hospital to do it. But Ye Tianxing didn't expect that after she asked this sentence, Han Qi immediately began to feel wrong.

His face changed for a moment, and then, almost immediately, he turned pale.

"What's wrong with you? It's really hurt......" Night Sky Star frowned, immediately worried.

Hanqi's complexion is not particularly fair, it is a healthy light wheat color. It was precisely because of this that his face suddenly turned pale, and in the eyes of the night star, it was very worrying. (To be continued.) )