191 Then I will die for you now
Things in the world are always very wonderful, I just try, the moment I turned around, Li Qingshu really appeared in front of my eyes, but what she looked at was not me, but the ice girl crying beside me and the quiet and silent death
I looked at her for a moment, she didn't notice me, I could only helplessly turn to look at the infatuated but painful two,
None of them spoke, one was crying, the other was calm and silent and hung his head, as if he didn't dare to look at the ice girl, I was the closest to them, I could feel the thick guilt of the death, I understood that the death wanted to be brave and hug the ice girl, but I don't know what was holding him back, so he couldn't hug each other bravely, he could only carry out the silence to the end, but the ice girl didn't leave, I think there was still a play,
And the ice girl just looked at the mourn who hung her head and cried bitterly, as if she was waiting for the mourner to hug her, and then say I love you, the two of them fell into a never-ending death loop, she was waiting for him, but he couldn't
During this period, I secretly glanced at Li Qingshu again, and found that her eyes seemed to be flashing with tears, and she should have been moved by the words of the ice girl, a woman who has been in love in her heart for four years, a woman who has been pursuing her beloved for four years, is worthy of recognition, but I also have to sigh for her, but what makes me feel lost is that even though I am covered with injuries and even disfigured, Li Qingshu didn't look at me much,
My existence is ethereal, it doesn't matter to her at all, even if I disappear one day, she won't make any ripples in her heart,
Neither of them spoke, and the clear-eyed people were about to die, and they both urged the mourn who lowered his head to hug the ice girl quickly, but the mourner was unmoved, and the bar was full of discussions, and the noisy voices became higher and higher, because everyone knew him, and the focus of the discussion belonged to him.
When I couldn't help but remind him, he suddenly snorted with his head down
"I don't know how to face it, all I can do is to experience it in silence,
Love is an ocean that makes people indulge, and when you are lonely, you want to escape,
The moment I turned around, you appeared beside me, and your tears made me dare not speak,"
Yan slowly raised his head, looked at the ice girl who was close at hand with tears, humming softly, there is no skill at all, it is all true feelings, the so-called singing voice replaces words, maybe Yan doesn't know what to say at this time, or maybe he can't say what he wants to say, he can only express it with singing, the trembling singing voice instantly spreads, rubbing the sad atmosphere in the bar, enveloping the entire bar, there is no sound bar, only the singing voice of the bar singer is left, maybe he is the so-called mysterious bar owner
Yan hummed softly, and the ice girl standing in front of him covered her mouth with her hands, as if she didn't want to let her cry come out, so as to affect Yan to sing to her, what kind of torture it would be if she hadn't heard her beloved sing for four years,
Seeing the two of them at this time, I couldn't help but move my eyes to Li Qingshu standing in the crowd, even if there were too many people at this time, but she was still so dazzling, as if she was in the midst of ten thousand people, I could recognize her at a glance, but she didn't look at me at all, although the heart was very bitter, but to be able to see her, it was happy, when I was thinking, the song became high-pitched, and the trembling voice made the song fluctuate, like a river of rivers, turbulent, suppressed feelings for four years, At this moment, the real catharsis is expressed through the singing,
staring at the poor ice girl, she sang loudly, and the tears that flickered in her eyes finally flowed out uncontrollably
"I want to shout to you that you have always been in my world,
Too much of the past is hard to part with and unforgettable,
I feel sorry for you so much that I choose not to give up or be reluctant,
Don't cry, it's not pretty,
I want to shout to you that my love for you is bottomless,
Hold on to our memories with force,
Hold your breath, there's a magic to the frequency of your heartbeat,
It brings us closer and closer, and I want to shout to you that you have been in my world
I love you, really love you,"
The song of the mourning fell, the singing of deep love made too many people cry, I was already extremely emotional, I shed tears early, I felt uncomfortable for their love, and I felt happy, no matter what, they all loved each other deeply, and I, just blindly unrequited love, maybe I can't get her love in my life, if there is one day, I can only look at Li Qingshu's back from afar, with flickering tears, murmuring: "I love you, I really love you," Maybe it's a bitter satisfaction,
I and her in the fairy tale, although it is an unforgettable encounter but the moment of the encounter is already destined to have no future, I dare not hope for anything, how can the princess of the fairy tale world have a future with the so-called frog at the bottom of the well, I understand every qiē, I just can't help but like her, and even love her without extravagance, nor ask for anything in return, very simple feelings,
The song of the mourning trembled and stopped, the heavy and depressed bar was unusually quiet, everyone's eyes were on the two people who were the focus, and I also took a few steps back, tired I sat at the bar, at this time the mourning spoke, at this time, he was the expression of a mature man, I saw him gently wipe the tears on the cheeks of the ice girl with his hand, and looked at the ice girl who was speechless because of crying with a strong loving gaze, and said apologetically,
"It's been four years, we've been in our thirties, I thought that with the passage of time, our entangled love would be wiped out, but when you say that for four years, more than a thousand days are waiting for the cowardly me, and I've been looking for me who only knows how to escape, my heart really hurts, it's all my fault, I'm sorry for her, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for too many people in my life, maybe I'm destined to be alone, I'm a lonely star, whoever is with me will be hurt,"
"No, no, don't say that, the wind, I'm really scared when you say this, since we love, there are also each other's beings in the world, why can't we be together, does she want to see you suffer like this, do you want to see you live alone, the wind, it's been four years, look away, she loves you, she wants you to be happy, not for you to torture yourself, you look at the way you are now, how old you are, we must be able to go back to the past, believe me,"
Seeing the death say some low words, while sobbing, the ice girl said to the death in a panic, that kind of anxiety is the most extreme anxiety I have seen in more than 20 years of life, the ice girl's care for the death has surpassed the same, her love may have surpassed life and death, but what she said about her, who is it, is it the person who blocks their love, what kind of love happened between them, can torture the two of them like this,
"No, we can't go back to the way we used to be, she died for me, she died for me, Nana, do you know what it's like to see her die in my arms but can't do anything, I will never forget that night in my life, that night of rain of memorials,"
Hearing the words of the Ice Maiden, Yan suddenly changed as if he were a person, his expression was extremely bitter, his arms kept shaking, and I felt the great fear from him, the fear of that night that will never be forgotten
"You said she died for you, then I die for you now, so we can go back to the way before, right?"
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