The endless wind was howling outside, the wheels of the train and the metal of the rails rubbed against each other and made a clanging sound in the dark night, some of the passengers in the train began to fall asleep, the atmosphere was a little dull, the air was filled with all kinds of smells, some choked, some people whispered, some people were dreaming, it was like a demon in the endless abyss who wanted to stretch out his hand and drag Luo Xi into the abyss, she felt a little cold, shrunk back, tightened her neckline, and her voice was a little low, "Susu, I know that I am still too simple and ignorant, the two of us have written letters." , Su Xiaocan said to me, he said that his heart is very small, just able to pretend to be one person, and he already had Cheng Keshu in his heart before, he said, I will meet a lot of people who are better than him in the future......"

"He said, I'm not an ugly duckling that no one wants, everyone has their own meaning and value of existence......"

He said, the world is very big, I want to see more, not only Su Can, but many boys are better than him. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Chen Susu listened to her in the dormitory, arched her knees, wrapped one hand around the quilt, and listened quietly, her roommates were already asleep at this point, and there was silence all around, only the sound of her heavy breathing, and the cold toes rubbing against the edge of the quilt. She was listening to Luo Xi's heart and didn't bother her, because Chen Susu knew that Luo Xi was a stubborn person.

"But...... I just want to try, and I give up without trying, and I'm not reconciled. "Luo Xi is a little heavy." I want to make a serious confession, I don't know what will happen in the future, I just know that when I grow so big, I like someone so much for the first time, and if I don't go crazy, I'll get old, even if I can't be with him in the future, then my efforts have turned me into a better version of myself, and I have nothing to lose. ”

Luo Xi took a deep breath on the phone, as if she had spit out all the depression in her chest, her nose was a little red, with a slight sob, and she pretended to be very relaxed: "I feel comfortable when I say it." ”

"Say it, let's talk about it, I'll listen to it......" Chen Susu never knew that this girl who has always been simple and innocent would think so much, and under her big grinning appearance, she actually hid such deep and rich emotions, just like she said, she wanted to be willful without hesitation, maybe what she was waiting for was not Su Can's perfect answer, but her love for Su Can over the years, there is nothing wrong with liking a person, what is wrong is just liking a person you don't like.

Everything can be forced, but only feelings, not reluctantly can get results.

The end result of a one-sided relationship can only be endless.

Chen Susu understands that Luo Xi is a farewell to an obsession with his youth.

"Xiao Xizi, no matter what you do, I support you, if that damn Su Can doesn't agree, let's plan to tie him up and throw him into the River of Tears to feed the fish, and then unload eight pieces, anyway, that kid is a big turnip." Chen Susu comforted.

Luo Xi was amused, showed his tiger teeth, and snorted, "Fairy Cheng is a baby, if she is really kidnapped by us, don't you blame us for death?" ”

"Then let's find a place to hide and prevent Fairy Cheng from finding it."

"Well, I can't talk about you."

"Don't look at you as heartless than me, but your mind can't compare to me." Chen Susu smiled, and then lowered his voice, "Let it go, I support you unconditionally." ”

"Susu, thank you for listening to my nagging, listening to me talk about my own thoughts, thank you for changing the way to make me happy, although we are not in the same place, our hearts are together, and we are still good friends in high school." Luo Xi was silent for a while, and after talking to Chen Susu, he opened his heart knot, and his mood was much brighter.

"We will always be the best."

"Well, yes, always the best!"

"Susu, I miss you."

"I miss you too."

That night, Luo Xi pulled Chen Susu to talk about things for nearly half a night, and Chen Susu, who had a full class tomorrow, also lied and said that she didn't have a class, and sacrificed her life to accompany the gentleman to chat with her to relieve her boredom, and the two talked a lot of things.

For example, it was said that Chen Susu had a soft personality and was bullied and snatched the puppet doll, and she would only cry and shout that those naughty boys would give it to her, and Luo Xi went up directly to fight with the boys, and finally took a bite on the back of the boy's hand before snatching the doll back, which is also what happened when Chen Susu and Luo Xi first met, and later junior high school was assigned to a class, Chen Susu sat in the first position of the first group, Luo Xi sat in the last position of the first group, she went up and patted Chen Susu who was curled up like a kitten on the table, It made Chen Susu feel that there was really a fate between the two of them, and they were destined to be the closest friends.

Chen Susu has a timid personality, likes a boy who plays basketball but doesn't dare to confess, Luo Xi secretly wrote a letter and threw it to the boy, signed by Chen Susu, and later caused a lot of turmoil, Chen Susu was so frightened that his face was colorless, but afterwards the boy wrote a reply very seriously, saying that now is not the time to fall in love, if you still like me in high school or even college in the future, I will consider being together.

Chen Susu was a little sad, Luo Xi went directly to the boy's classroom at that time, tore up the letter in front of everyone, and said directly: "What bullshit stuff!" "It's so strong, and it's so short!

is such a pair of girls who were inseparable in high school, holding hands and making an appointment to be bridesmaids for each other.

In a blink of an eye, they have all grown up, scattered at the end of the barren time called the end of the world, and may never be seen again.

At the end of the phone, listening to each other's breathing, heartbeat, many, many words were not finished, the story that happened in the summer campus of that Pinghai town, as if it still appeared clearly in front of them, the memory is so clear, the ceiling fan slowly rotates to bring a cool breeze, the classmates whisper and chat, the teacher chatters in the classroom, the two are drowsy, and the teacher shows a panicked look when he gets up to answer the question, at that time I thought that the time was so long that it could be squandered endlessly, But in fact, it was only that long, just three years, and it was fleeting.

All the separation was caught off guard but expected, and the curtain slowly opened before the end of youth, and maybe the next corner, you can also encounter wonderful starlight, so life is not as lonely as dog blood.

In the second half of the night, Luo Xi couldn't hold it anymore, so he said goodbye to Chen Susu and hung up the phone. )