099 Final hesitation
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Ever since I accepted He Liancheng in Xiaolou, my waist has often hurt. I don't know if I'm too weak on this side or too strong on his side, every time I'm hed to be incompetent.
I rubbed my sore waist and looked at the alarm clock at the bedside, and it was half past nine.
Last night he was gentle, but he came to extra time. I was a little delirious at the end, and I don't remember what He Liancheng said, but I remember that the softer he smiled at me, the deeper his movements were. At the end of the day, when he went to take a shower, he fell asleep in a daze.
I slept until dawn and opened my eyes to this point.
On the table was his breakfast, a sticky note, which read: "Remember to eat, send me a message if you have something, and I'll come back at three o'clock in the afternoon to pick you up and see a psychiatrist." โ
I looked at his words, my heart fluttered, I came to the bathroom to wash, I saw a white and pink face in the mirror, my eyes were smiling, I touched my face involuntarily, my skin was smooth and elastic, and I couldn't bear to look at it directly.
No wonder others say that love is the best medicine for women to maintain their youth, and women who are nourished by men are all beautiful women from the inside out.
Thinking of this sentence, I suddenly stopped washing my face, and thought about the word "love" in a daze, did I actually define this feeling as "love"? The bathroom was silent, except for the sound of the water.
There was a knock on the door outside, and I quickly turned off the faucet, put a coat over my pajamas, and asked as I opened the door, "Who?" โ
Opening the door, I saw He Xiao standing outside, and when he saw me like this, he said a little embarrassedly, "I should have called in advance to say it." โ
I couldn't communicate with him, so I ran to get a notebook and wrote a line: "You have something to do with me?" โ
In fact, the moment I saw He Xiao, what I thought in my heart was: It shouldn't be good for him to come to me.
Sure enough, before I had this idea, he said, "The chairman wants to talk to you, let me come up and call you." โ
I was shocked and asked, "Is Mr. He downstairs?" โ
"Yes." He said.
I wanted to ask them how they knew I lived here, but it suddenly occurred to me that in this world, there seemed to be nothing that rich people couldn't do, and how much could it cost to find a place for a common man like me?
"What did he ask me for?" I asked with a blank face.
He didn't answer, stood at the door and looked at the house, and asked, "He Liancheng has been living here all this time?" โ
I was reluctant to answer his question head-on, and wrote on the paper: "I am no longer an employee of He's family, and I have the right to refuse if Mr. He asks me." โ
As he spoke, I was about to close the door, but He Xiao suddenly inserted a foot, stuck between the door and the door frame, and said, "When you were in the company, I thought you were different from other women, very calm and rational. Now, it seems, that's just the case. โ
"He Xiao, you don't have to provoke me, I don't want to see him, I just don't see him. I don't have to see it, I can guess that Mr. Ho must have asked me to give his son back to him. When I finished writing this sentence, I didn't want to continue to explain, and pulled the door violently, trying to close it.
"Do you want to be a dewy couple with him in a lover's relationship, or do you want to marry him?" He Xiao looked at me coldly and said.
I was stopped by him, and my men lost their strength.
"If you think it's good that you're in such an unsightly situation, there's no need to talk about it. If you feel that you still want a good outcome, it's best to communicate more. Maybe you'll have the opportunity to call the chairman dad in the future. He Xiao said directly.
I didn't know what to write to him, but as soon as the elevator rang at this time, an old man walked out, it was He Zelin, who was in good spirits. As soon as he came out, he saw He Xiao and I standing across the door, and walked over steadily.
"I know you may not want to talk to me, but I have to talk to you. Miss Lin. He spoke softly, like an elder he knew very well.
I have already seen his methods, so naturally I will not be fooled by his people-friendly expression on the outside, and I wrote a sentence to show him: "I'm sorry, I lost my voice, so I can only communicate in this way." โ
"Okay." He Zelin took a deep breath to calm down his feelings, and said to He Xiao, "You wait for me downstairs." โ
He Xiao shouted: "Chairman." โ
He Zelin waved his hand to signal that he was okay, He Xiao turned around and left, and I opened the door and let him into the house.
The house I live in is very small, with a construction area of sixty-three and a usable area of forty-nine, and the only place at home that can sit is the sofa and the dining table.
I turned around and went into the kitchen to boil a pot of hot water, poured him a cup and brought it out, and wrote a line that said, "There are no tea and drinks at home, so drink plain water." โ
He nodded and said thank you, but his eyes didn't look at me. Only then did I realize that he was holding a note left for me by He Liancheng in his hand, and his eyes were a little red.
He was about the same age as my father, his hair was already a little gray, and although his waist was straight, his face was a little old.
He looked at the note for a while before he said, "I have raised him for twenty-eight years, and I have never drunk a glass of water that he poured." โ
I was knocked down by his words, and the sharpness just now was drained. Suddenly, I felt that the old man in front of me was very pitiful, and I was the culprit.
"I know he's been living with you lately." He Zelin rubbed the note a little curly before sticking it back to the table and said, "This is the breakfast he made, can I taste it?" โ
His eyes were very red, and the look at me made me feel sad, so he nodded and said busily, "I'll go and heat it up, it's cold." โ
"No, no, no." He stretched out his hand to protect the small bowl of porridge, two plates of side dishes, and a plate of milky steamed buns, just like an old hen protecting her chicks in front of an eagle. I suddenly realized that he was afraid that after I got hot, it would not be his son's own hands, so I withdrew my hand with a sourness.
I handed the chopsticks to him, and he quickly wiped them on his eyes with the back of his hand, picked up the chopsticks and took a pair of chopsticks to fry the milk melon, and put it in his mouth as if he was eating the most delicious food in the world, chewing it carefully.
I saw that his affection was a little irrepressible, and he wanted to hold on to his face in front of me, so he pushed the tissue into his hand and got up and went to the kitchen to pretend to clean up.
I closed the kitchen door, closed myself to the kitchen, and closed He Zelin to the living room. Standing in front of the window, looking at the old man downstairs who came out with his child and walked out of the bay, he was stunned.
Maybe He Zelin is a figure that everyone admires and admires in the shopping mall, but in terms of family, he is not as happy as ordinary people.
I heard He Liancheng occasionally mention that his biological mother died very early. He must have died of illness when he was twelve years old. Later, He Zelin's female assistant took the position and became He Liancheng's mother, who was only twelve years older than He Liancheng.
Because this female assistant was very good to He Liancheng before marriage, he was liked by He Liancheng, and He Zelin also took a fancy to this, so he married this female assistant home.
He Liancheng was rebellious at that time, seeing that the female assistant used herself as a springboard to marry her father, and turned around and became her own mother, the young man's heart was hurt and he felt that he was being used and deceived. So, after the female assistant married into the He family, He Liancheng went against her everywhere, and even got a strong contraceptive pill from the boys who played with him and put it in his stepmother's after-meal milk, and the woman could not have children for life.
After growing up, although He Liancheng is not so resistant to his little stepmother, he has always had a lukewarm attitude. Although I watched my father's face go home to live every day, I was very estranged from the two of them.
He Liancheng once told me that he couldn't accept a man remarrying after being widowed, especially like his father, who quickly married a younger and more beautiful man less than a year after his mother died. It's as if ...... It was as if it had succeeded all at once.
I can guess what kind of feelings He Liancheng has for his father, wanting to love but hate. He Zelin is afraid of He Liancheng and has the same feelings.
I spent about half an hour in the kitchen before I deliberately made a noise and opened the door.
He Zelin, who was sitting at the table, had already regained his calm, just like I saw that his red eyes were an illusion just now.
"Miss Lin, thank you for letting him learn to care and love people. Although he may still have a hatred for me. He Zelin said.
I couldn't speak, so I sat quietly across from him and listened to him.
"Regarding you and him, I will not change my mind because of this touch." He Zelin regained his wisdom and calmness.
I watched him and listened to him continue.
"I think you may hate me very much, thinking that there is true love between you, and I am the bad guy who beats the mandarin ducks." He sighed at this point and continued, "Even if you think so, I'm willing to be this bad guy. I want my son to have a better future, a farther future and a better spouse. โ
I thought about it for a moment and wrote a sentence on the paper: "If you have a way to pull him back, I won't stop it; If he likes me, I don't say no. โ
He Zelin lowered his head, and finally said in an almost pleading tone: "I want to rest assured that I will give you enough money to go anywhere for a lifetime." โ
"Mr. He, in fact, what I need is someone who can accompany me for the rest of my life. As for whether He Liancheng is this person, I don't know yet. I wrote him another sentence.
He used the position of a strict father to negotiate conditions with me, and while I was moved, I also thought of making concessions and letting a father get his wish.
But when I think about it, I was tormented during the time I was separated from He Lian, and I felt that I couldn't wronged myself for others, and I was still a selfish person after all. So I hesitated for a long time before I said this.
Like the word that came to mind this morning, maybe I really love him.
If so, I'm not willing to let go, I'm not willing to give in. I don't want to let the rest of my life continue to be as boring as these three years.
I now know that some people care, some people care, some people hurt, so I am addicted, like opium, and I am addicted to this feeling