Chapter 123: The Past Hurts
Xiao Xi's eyes faintly looked at You Shushu and the dark night in the distance, and now he has slowly accepted the existence of the dark night in his heart.
So just now I saw that my mother and the night were so close, but I didn't have the previous unhappiness in my heart. But I am very relieved that my mother has the care of the night.
In the past few months, with the company and care of Niang and Yushan, there is no longer the indifference and loneliness in my heart.
But when I think of my own dead mother and my father who ruthlessly abandoned his wife and children. The pain in the atria has not lessened.
Especially when I think of my own father, who doesn't care about the life and death of my mother, I still hate him so much!
The father in my memory has always felt that he is very kind, good-looking, literate, and very organized when he speaks. The temperament is not at all like that of a farmer.
So since I was a child, I have always regarded him as a role model. I hope that when I grow up, I can be like my father.
But I don't want to, since my mother gave birth to that strange disease, my father is not as good as day by day, and his personality has slowly undergone great changes.
Although he does not drink or drink, he usually behaves like a drunkard. is either a cold bystander or a secret scolding to the sick mother, and is even more ruthless to his own son. Three days and two ends, either calling or scolding.
In the end, on a stormy night, I went out and never came back.
Gradually, I went from being scared and puzzled at the beginning, to hating later. When he learned that he would not go home again at all, he gradually developed a hatred for him.
And when the mother left, that hatred had filled her heart. Take root and grow in that labor. It seems that that hatred can no longer be taken away from there.
Husband and wife are birds of the same forest, will they fly separately when disaster comes?
If a person like Daddy knew that he was a rare dual-cultivation talent in the Otherworldly Continent, and that he actually had a magician who could control up to five magical elements, I wonder if he would regret his decision to abandon his mother and sister in the first place.
In his memory, his face slowly resurfaced, and Xiaoxi's heart was in pain, and his eyes were sour.
Yushan looked at Xiaoxi beside her in confusion. There seems to be something wrong with the emotion, this good and good eyes are actually red!
"What's wrong with you, Konishi? Are your eyes so red and crying? ”
Xiaoxi rubbed his eyes with the corner of his clothes: "No." The sand just fell into my eyes. ”
"Oh, is that so?"
Yu Shan was a little unconvinced, knowing that there must be something in his heart, but he refused to say it. I'm so reluctant.
I had to find a way to make him happy.
"Konishi. The results of the test just now are really amazing, you can control five elements! What are your plans for the future? ”
Xiaoxi quickly calmed down the emotions in his heart, these old things should have been blown away by the wind. What else do you want him to do?
Now there is a good mother like Shu Shu, and Yushan, a little girl, who stands up better than that conscienceless father.
"The test results just now really surprised me, since the red light representing the fire element just now appeared so strong, then I will focus on the cultivation of the fire element in the future. Others are secondary. ”
"Yes, you can see it. Your body's ability to control the fire element is quite strong. However, there is one thing wrong with this fire element, that is, if you want to control the fire element, then you have to have fire on the scene. ”
"Yushan, you're right, but if you think about it, isn't the sun actually a huge fireball? It stands to reason that I can slowly turn sunlight into fireballs. ”
Yushan Mao paused: "Yes, why didn't I think of it." That seems to be more convenient. ”
But after a pause, he thought of another question and wondered: "But what if it's a rainy day?" ”
Konishi put his hands on his back, like a little adult.
"You can't use the fire elemental in the rain spot, but I can control the wind elemental and the water elemental, can I?"
"But they're not as powerful as your fire elemental."
"Yushan, what do you want to do so much now? If you can train the control ability of the five elements to the limit. Then there's nothing to be afraid of. ”
Jin Wei had been looking at Xiaoxi and Yushan, listening to the conversation between the two of them. It feels incredible!
A quirky supreme divine beast, although he doesn't have any cultivation for the time being, he has a good brain and knows a lot.
And this Xiaoxi, an eight-year-old child, does not have the IQ and temperament of him.
And this kid is very good at hiding things in his heart, and he is calm when he encounters things, but this has something to do with his tortuous life experience.
He has already told himself about it. It's a poor boy!
If it weren't for what I heard and came to myself, I would never have believed that there was such a ruthless father in the world.
Compared to him, he is so lucky. Not only does the family have a good background, but also the maid has all the love of his two brothers and his father.
Although my mother left me early, I always felt that I was happy.
Because Daddy has been both a father and a mother over the years.
I remembered that I was still so ignorant and unreasonable sometimes. Now I can't see my dad anymore and listen to my dad's nagging!
Thinking of this, my brows tightened, and I sighed in my heart! Fortunately, there is such a good husband as Ruofeng!
Jin Wei put away her memories and said, "Xiao Yushan, I'm going to look for Ruofeng, do you and Xiaoxi want to come with me?" ”
"Go ahead, Xiaoxi and I will wait for Shu Shu here."
"Alright then, I live in room eighty-nine, and something comes to me."
"Got it."
Jin Wei nodded at the two of them and turned away.
Yushan took Xiaoxi's hand and said with a smile: "Let's go, Xiaoxi, let's go and practice your fire element." ”
"Don't you wait for your mother?"
"How can she be so fast, let's go practice first."
Konishi nodded in agreement, and he also wanted to try his skills quickly. See how powerful this fire elemental really is.
"Well, I'll just follow what the book says, and it's okay to familiarize yourself with it first."
The tone was a little excited and a little excited.
Yu Shan patted her little chest at this time, and raised her head slightly: "Don't worry, I'm a jack of all trades, if you don't understand anything, you can consult me." ”
Konishi didn't believe it, thinking she was bragging again: "Really? Why haven't I heard anything about the magic element before? ”
Yu Shan was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then scratched her hair.
"Anyway, I don't tell you, I have my own reasons. Don't ask so much. ”
Xiaoxi rolled his eyes at him: "I don't think you know at all." Bragging King! ”
Yushan was unhappy after hearing this, and pouted with a small mouth: "What I said is really good, I don't want to say it in advance, but I'm afraid that you will have a burden in your heart, and I'm afraid that you will think wildly." And it doesn't do you any good to say it, does it? ”
"Okay, okay, I won't reason with you, I'll try it over there, it's up to you whether you come or not."
Xiaoxi's words fell, and he went west without looking back.
Now let's practice well, and bury all the memories!
Even if you don't have a ruthless father, you can live a wonderful life! (To be continued.) )