Both—if you can!

Because there is no "what if", she can only choose one or the other.

The answer becomes obvious, isn't it?

From the moment she decided to follow her father's arrangement and break up with that person, it had already been decided that there was only one answer for her.

Just as the emperor could not achieve the requirements of the marshal and the loyalty to the queen at the same time, she could not achieve the highest wealth and perfect love—what she gained must be lost, this is something she has understood since she was a child.

"Miss, are you awake?"

There was a voice from Yahuan outside, she quickly wiped away her tears, endured the heartache, and burned the letter, while saying vaguely: "Well, I'll stay in bed for a while, you can come back later." ”

Then she kept crying secretly, and said in her heart: Brother Cong, I'm sorry for you, and I will repay your heart in the next life!

After more than a quarter of an hour, she finally cried enough, calmed down, sat in front of the dresser, looked at the face in the mirror that was indeed so beautiful that there were no major flaws, and told herself with an unusually firm gaze: Since I sacrificed my precious love and did not hesitate to gamble on the Yan family, then I must get the corresponding return!

This reward is to become the emperor's favorite concubine, and give birth to a dragon son for the emperor, so as to protect the glory of her and the Yan family for generations!

The next day, she was very calm, playing the piano and painting, singing and dancing, embroidering and tailoring, as if nothing had happened.

Her report on this day's table, Tong Guò Military Aircraft, was transmitted to Qiu Guhan in the evening.

"I didn't expect her to be so ruthless and stubborn!" Qiu Guhan slapped the brush in his hand on the table, leaned back, closed his eyes, and sighed, "This matter, it seems that there is no way to complete it." ”

Elder Yin stood in front of him, silent.

The situation in northern Xinjiang waits for no one, the emperor needs to make a final decision, and as a courtier, never try to sway the emperor's decision.

"Why are you so greedy...... Qiu Guhan muttered to himself, "Isn't it enough to be a generalissimo under one person and above ten thousand?" As the daughter of the generalissimo, what kind of good family does she want to marry, why do you have to get involved in an identity that does not belong to you? Why are you in such a difficult situation......"

◇style_txt; These courtiers chilled his heart again, he really couldn't expect anything from these courtiers, let alone rely on them.

Cold? Chilling? Bone cold?

He laughed lowly, and there was desolation in his voice: "The name "Bone Cold" really suits him very well!

"Your Majesty," Elder Yin was silent for a while, and finally said, "A small amount is not a gentleman, and it is not a husband who is not poisonous." ”

"Non-toxic husband?" Qiu Guhan laughed lowly again, opened his eyes, and waved his hand tiredly, "Go down, I want to think about it alone." ”

No matter what, he has to make a decision, no matter how difficult it is, he should make a choice.

That night, he didn't take a step out of the imperial study, and no one stepped into the study again.

No one knows what a difficult decision he made on this night.

When the sun rose, he stepped out of the imperial study with some difficulty, and ordered in a slightly hoarse voice: "Go to Fenghua Palace." ”

Although it is difficult to say, he must be the first to tell the Empress Sù his decision.

Feng Jinghua used to get up early, and when the emperor arrived, she was preparing for dinner.

The emperor's steps were a little vain, the emperor's eyes were black, and he looked a little haggard, she had never seen the emperor so haggard, so a sense of foreboding faintly rose in her heart.

"You're all going to get out." As soon as the emperor came in, he dismissed the maids beside her, which made her confirm once again that what the emperor brought to her should not be good news.

"The emperor hasn't had breakfast yet, has he?" She smiled slightly, looking so calm, "Just dining with the main palace." ”

Qiu Guhan sat down in front of her, silently picked up a bowl of mung bean porridge, and swallowed it in a big gulp.

Feng Jinghua didn't speak, but just gave him a few xiaolongbao and a few pieces of five-spice tofu.

Qiu Guhan ate all the breakfast she had given herself in one go, and then took a few deep breaths, feeling that she had found a little courage, and then looked directly into the queen's eyes, and said slowly: "I have decided to accept Yan Ruyi's conditions." ”

Feng Jinghua paused with the hand and chopsticks holding the tofu block, and seemed to be a little unstable, but she still successfully and quickly put the tofu block into her mouth, and successfully put the chopsticks down steadily, chewing slowly in her mouth.

What does this spiced tofu taste like?

Why can't she chew it and can't taste it?

She thought a little dazed.

"Yesterday, I went to see Yan Yan." Qiu Guhan took another deep breath and said in a somewhat dry voice, "I wanted to persuade her to give up the idea of entering the palace as a concubine, but it didn't work." ”

He slowly explained the process of meeting and negotiating with Yan Yan, and then said: "Before meeting her, I asked the Military Aircraft Department to investigate her, and found that she had a close relationship with a man a few years ago, and there is no doubt that she should be her lover. The night before, I sent someone to arrest and take her lover away, trying to force her to give up, but she was indifferent, and the situation in the north could not be dragged on any longer. ”

After that, he took another deep breath, as if these words had almost exhausted his strength: "Last night, I thought about it all night, and finally decided that between public and private, I can only choose the public, and between home and country, I can only choose the country. ”

Feng Jinghua kept hanging her head slightly, lowering her eyes slightly, chewing slowly, until this time, she swallowed what was in her mouth, slowly raised her head, and smiled faintly: "The emperor's choice is wise, if this palace is the emperor, he will definitely choose so." ”

Qiu Guhan stared at her for a while before saying, "Empress...... Will it be resentful? ”

"No, it won't." Feng Jinghua shook his head slowly, and said calmly, "This is the choice that a Ming monarch should have, and this palace hopes that the emperor is a Ming Jun." ”

It was indeed the best option, and she had nothing to complain about.

It's the same for everyone.

"I really don't want to choose like this...... Qiu Guhan's eyes were gloomy, and his voice was hoarse, "It's just that I have no other choice, I don't want to ask the queen for forgiveness, I just hope the queen can wait......"

What are you waiting for?

Maybe it's until he's full-fledged and can control the government and the opposition.

Maybe it's until he finds someone to replace Yan Ruyi and eliminate Yan Yan.

Maybe until he really becomes incomparably stronger, enough to protect her and be loyal to her for the rest of his life.

All kinds of maybes, he didn't say to the end.

Feng Jinghua smiled, her face was so calm that Qiu Guhan felt terrible: "This palace is the queen's wife, so naturally I will always accompany the emperor." ”

Autumn Bone Han: "......"

He wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything, in the end, he just held the queen's hand, raised it to his lips, kissed it, and said: "I have said that I will never betray the queen, and I will never break my promise, this word is valid for a lifetime." ”

After saying that, he put down the queen's hand and got up to leave, his figure extremely resolute.

Definitely not betraying her? Never break your promise?

Hehe, she never believed these words, how wise it was!

Feng Jinghua smiled faintly, stood up, walked to the jar with mouthwash, bent over, and vomited.

Why is it so bitter what she ate just now? It was so bitter that she even vomited bile