He Jiaoqian walked into the café and found her friend Ni Na at the No. 3 table by the window, a mixed-race beauty, her mother is from country F, and her father is from country C, and her deep facial features are very similar to her mother from country F.

Speaking Mandarin with an accent of country F, he asked, "Why did you come, looking at your appearance without makeup, you are so haggard, have you been having a bad time lately?" ”

He Jiaoqian stirred the coffee in front of her and sighed: "Don't mention it, since I returned to China, I haven't had a good time." ”

Then she told Ni Na several thrilling encounters since returning to China.

Ni Na listened to her in surprise, and while being afraid, she comforted her friend, "Are you saying that your brother Yiming has really become your brother this time?" ”

He Jiaoqian drank coffee noncommittally, with a mellow taste and a hint of bitterness, and suddenly became very uncomfortable with this taste, and then put down the cup and pushed it aside.

Looking at Ni Na's expression of pity for her, she pretended to smile strongly, and said, "Otherwise, everything is a foregone conclusion, am I really going to meddle in other people's marriages and be that hateful third party?" Saying that, she let out another helpless sigh.

"Then you just gave up?" Ni Na has always seen her feelings for Jin Yiming in her eyes, so she can't help but feel sorry for her friends, after all, it is such a long-term relationship, and she must have chosen to give up, and she must feel very uncomfortable.

He Jiaoqian didn't answer her question, just lowered her eyes and looked at the hand on the table, the string of powerful numbers in the palm of her hand, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

Ni Na knew that she shouldn't be asking such a stupid question at this moment, it didn't make any sense, and it only made her heartbroken.

Then the conversation changed, and he patted the table heartily, "It's not a big deal, isn't it just a handsome guy, it's all over the street, let's change the goal." Then she casually looked out the window at the crowd.

He Jiaoqian smiled helplessly at her movements, and hurriedly took her hand, "Okay, you sit down quickly, pay attention to your ladylike image, how to say that you are also a nobleman of country F, so disregarding your image, you are not afraid of being known by your mother to discipline you." ”

Ni Na's mother is a nobleman in country F, noble and elegant, so the requirements for her are also very high, but she has been very wild since she was a child, so she has no choice but to put on the coat of a noble lady, so she must not be deceived by her ladylike appearance, this is the conclusion that He Jiaoqian has come to since knowing Ni Na for so long.

Ni Na pursed her lips and complained: "It's hard to go back to China, so don't mention my sadness anymore." ”

"Come back to see your grandparents?"

"Well, I'm going to be here this year to spend the New Year with them and then go back." Ni Na smiled.

Then, they talked about some other topics, and the atmosphere seemed to be less oppressive than it had been at the beginning.

Suddenly, He Jiaoqian inadvertently glanced at a figure passing by the window, and couldn't help but stand up.

When she saw it clearly, she hurriedly turned around and ran out of the café, but when she ran outside, the man had already gotten into a taxi and left.

Ni Na also chased out, looking at where she stood motionless, and couldn't help but tone a little eagerly, "What's the matter, Qianqian?" ”

Hearing her friend's inquiry, she hurriedly retracted her gaze, shook her head, and said curtly: "It's okay, I saw an acquaintance I haven't seen for a long time, and I wanted to say hello, but I didn't expect him to go so fast." ”

Ni Na let out a suspicious sigh, didn't ask any more, and led her back to the café.

It's just that she looks worse than just now, and she looks absent-minded about anything, so after chatting for a while, Ni Na checked out and left the café with her, planning to go back to He's house with her, accompany her in the house, and quietly adjust the relationship.

As time passed, the people in the café began to come and go endlessly, and Situ Shaonan sat alone in that inconspicuous corner and called for the third cup of coffee today.

Just now, Qu Hao suddenly received a call from the army, saying that there was an urgent matter that he needed to go back to deal with, so he hurriedly said goodbye to her and left.

As for what will happen next, they have already exchanged ideas with each other and finalized a follow-up course of action.

And Situ Shaonan didn't know why, she suddenly felt depressed and uncomfortable, and even the bright sunlight outside the window couldn't illuminate the darkness in her heart.

Immediately, she drank all the coffee in the cup, and then got up to leave, the previous account Qu Hao had settled, she only settled the account of the last cup of coffee, and then walked out of the café with a vague step.

Standing under the pale blue sky, looking up, squinting, looking at the sun overhead, still so dazzling and enthusiastic.

Retracted her eyes that were swayed by the sun, let out a bitter sigh, and walked towards her car.

The martyrs' cemetery of the military region is still solemn and quiet, not disturbed by any disturbance, the autumn breeze is slow, the pines and cypresses are evergreen, and every qiē is the initial appearance, there is no change, but the mood of every time you come is always quietly changing.

Situ Shaonan's steps were heavy, and every step was difficult, like being put on a thick shackle, but he didn't know when this shackle would be released.

But even if she solves this way, there is a heavier, heavier shackle waiting for her.

Although the steps were difficult, there was still a moment to reach the destination.

Standing in front of the pale and cold tombstone, the three words of red Du Junsheng were as dazzling as the blood he shed five years ago, burning her heart.

She just stood there, staring at the picture on the tombstone for a long time, without saying a word.

A gust of wind blew through her face, bringing out the tears that she had been holding back in her eyes, and bitter tears overflowed her eyes, crossed her cheeks, and wet her clothes.

Suddenly, Situ Shaonan couldn't hold back any longer, squatted down, hid his face and cried bitterly.

This is the first time she has cried like this, and it is also the first time she has cried in front of Du Junsheng.

She had promised him that she would live well and live happily ever after him, so she wiped away her tears and sent him out of this world and her with a smile as he closed his eyes.

Every time she came here to see him, she forced herself not to let him see her cry.

But at this moment, she no longer has a way to control herself, she just wants to avoid everyone, hide in front of him, cry well, cry happily, let the pain in her heart flow out of her heart with tears, and seek a trace of relief and indulgence.

The raging water seeped from between her fingers and smashed on the ground, splashing small splashes, poignant and helpless.

Tired from crying, squatting legs and feet numb, Situ Shaonan slowly sat next to the tombstone, resting his head on the cold and hard tombstone, imagining that this was the resolute shoulder she once relied on.

Looking at the pale blue sky overhead, and the hazy white clouds, occasionally a group of geese flew south together.

Choked up and muttered to himself: "Junsheng, you say, if I ask them to bring you a letter, can you receive it?" ”

"I guess I can, they fly so high, so close to you in heaven."

"Junsheng, you say, am I wrong to do this?"

"He'll understand me, won't he?"

"I think I will, like you know me."

In the end, she said very lightly, and the light was blown by the wind and dispersed.

The confusion about the future, the hesitation of the unknown, is like a storm rolling up on the flat ground, leaving her nowhere to hide, allowing it to swallow her body completely.