Chapter 160: Introspection (Monthly Pass Fifty+)
He had just come back and wanted to rest for two days before going to work, although the children in the family did not let him go to work, but he was uncomfortable idle.
"IāI have something to discuss with my father." Du Shilan's nose was a little sour, and she couldn't let the tears fall.
"What's going on, what's going on?" Du Dewang sat up straight and asked with a stern face, "Did Jianjun bully you?" "No, the son-in-law is good to his daughter, and sometimes they feel embarrassed when they look at the stickiness.
was asked by Du Dewang like this, Du Shilan couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and hugged her father's arm and cried.
"You kid, don't cry patronically, tell me what's going on?" Du Dewang was very anxious, and he felt sorry for his daughter, and he didn't know what to do. At this time, he misses his old woman very much, it would be nice if she was there, after all, there are some things that his daughter always says to her mother.
Du Shilan cried bitterly, feeling more comfortable, before he sniffed and said, "His mother sent a letter, saying that she was sick and asked him to go back and see." ā
"Sick?" Du Dewang hadn't seen his son-in-law's side, so he couldn't draw any conclusions, so he just talked about the matter, "The old man is sick, he should go back and have a look, then you buy something and go quickly." ā
Du Shilan sighed in her heart, in fact, how can it be as simple as her father said.
About half a month ago, Du Shilan always felt that Yuan Jianjun was a little absent-minded, as if he had something in his heart, but when she asked, he said that it was okay, but he was tired or something. In order not to affect the relationship between husband and wife, she did not continue to ask.
Two days ago. Du Shilan cleaned up the house and dropped a letter from a book. Originally, she didn't choose to watch it, but there was always a voice in her heart telling her. If you don't look at it, you'll regret it. Therefore, she made a ghost to see it.
After reading it, she regretted it.
Since Yuan Jianjun chose not to sue her, there must be his reasons, why should she hold on to it.
In fact, there was nothing written in the letter, it was just that they had been married for two years, and they didn't have children yet, whether there was something wrong with her health.
It's just that the words aren't so tactful. She was angry when she saw it, as if there was something really wrong with her body.
Her young sister only gave her a pulse a few years ago, but there was nothing wrong. But why don't the two have children yet? That can only say that the fate of the couple and their children has not yet arrived, and it is not what the mother-in-law said about the hens that occupy the pit and don't, can't lay eggs, etc.
"Dad, I secretly read the letter written by my mother-in-law to Jianjun."
"Huh? You mean, you peeked at your mother-in-law's letter to Jianjun. Only then did I know that the old man was sick. Jianjun, he didn't tell you......" Du Dewang felt that there must be another article in this letter. "You shouldn't be looking."
"Yes." Du Shilan also regrets it now, thinking that Yuan Jianjun knows his father and mother better, and chooses not to tell her the content of the letter, which must be interesting.
"You pretend first, and when he tells you one day, you will sue him again." Du Dewang only came up with this way, "How it should be in normal times, but don't miss the stuffing first." ā
"Hmm." Du Shilan didn't have much to do. I can only listen to her father first.
Yuan Jianjun lay on his back on the haystack, looking at the marshmallow-like white clouds in the sky. His thoughts drifted far away.
took out a piece of letter paper from his personal pocket, Yuan Jianjun looked at the words on it, and his face was dark.
The piece of paper was sandwiched in an envelope and was written to him by his eldest brother. said that his mother was tired from working due to continuous rotation some time ago, and she was tired and fainted in the workshop.
He wanted to choose not to believe it, but after all, he hadn't been back for some years, and it was really hard to be sure whether what his eldest brother said in the letter was true or false.
Yuan Jianjun was "grateful" to his family and gave him the opportunity to study. But he also knows that among the brothers and sisters, only he is the best at studying and has the best hope of finding a good job.
Don't think that he doesn't know the calculations of his brothers and sisters, saying that he gave him the opportunity to study, just to make him confess, thinking that he would get a lot of benefits from him in the future. Another reason is that they want to take over their parents' classes early. My father and mother only have two positions, and there are many children in the family, so I have to compete first. He looks like the best, but he was actually the first to be kicked out by his brother and sister.
Originally, the brothers and sisters made two preparations, but a policy came down, disrupting their plans and allowing him to escape from that circle.
"Could it be true that what the letter says?" Yuan Jianjun can't be sure.
It wasn't until one day that Yuan Jianjun met a fellow countryman and was sure that the letter his eldest brother wrote to him was true.
"Are you really not going to take me back?" Du Shilan helped Yuan Jianjun pack his clothes, but he still worked hard.
Yuan Jianjun went back to his hometown this time, he didn't know what situation he would encounter, how could he dare to take Du Shilan with him?
"Lan Lan, next time." Yuan Jianjun shook his head decisively, "I haven't been back for some years, and I don't know if there has changed much." When I didn't go to the countryside, I slept in the attic, and now I guess there is no attic. ā
Yuan Jianjun was a little self-deprecating, even if he slept in the attic, there was still a nephew on the floor who robbed him.
His father and mother are not bad to him, after all, he is the youngest son, but since he married Lan Lan, the so-called rural girl, his mother has to scold him every time he writes a letter, how dare he take Lan Lan back with him!
Du Shilan was actually prepared in his heart, knowing that he was afraid that Yuan Jianjun would not make sense.
People in the city always have a sense of superiority, but in Du Shilan's eyes, their Du family is no worse than the people in the city, but in this case, she is not good at shouting everywhere.
"Then listen to you." Du Shilan compromised, anyway, there was always a chance to go to her mother-in-law's house.
After sending Yuan Jianjun away, Du Shilan was in a state of panic all day long, until one day she fainted on the ground and learned that she was pregnant.
But at this time, it was already a month before Yuan Jianjun returned to his hometown.
During this period, Du Shilan only received a letter from Yuan Jianjun, which was a letter of peace when he had just arrived.
"Lan Lan, you can't go now, after three months, if Jianjun hasn't written or gone home, the second brother will accompany you to go over." Du Shichang persuaded bitterly, scolding Yuan Jianjun in his heart, damn it. It's better if something really delays, otherwise...... Don't blame him for being ruthless as the second brother's subordinates.
"Yes, Lan Lan. You just listen to your second brother, let's wait until it's in March. Du Dewang also persuaded him, "It may be that your mother-in-law's illness is more severe, otherwise, Jianjun wouldn't even have the time to write a letter." ā
Du Shilan's feelings were very low, and there were reasons for worrying about Yuan Jianjun and the reasons for early pregnancy.
"Dad, whatever. He has been gone for a month, and he has only received a letter, and he rushed to this point. I'm going to have to go and find out for myself. Du Shichen said stubbornly, "If it's really like what you said, then I should go and see it." ā
"But have you ever thought about yourself, and the child in your womb?" Sang Xiaohong said in a fierce voice. "This child is what you and your husband and wife have been looking forward to with great difficulty. Can you guarantee that he will be foolproof when he goes that far away? ā
"Your second sister-in-law is right, now is not the time for you to be willful." Du Shichang continued to persuade, "Listen to the second brother, after March, the second brother promises to send you over in person." ā
Helpless, Du Shilan had to nod her head in agreement, but she was very uneasy in her heart.
Du Shilan's uneasiness did not affect Du Juan and the others for the time being.
Du Juan's son can speak. They grabbed the children one by one and screamed over and over again.
No, Lin Aijun entered the door this day. When he heard his son call his father, this dignified man actually gave red circles outside Du Juan's arms, and let Du Juan look at the dioma for a while.
At night, the couple lay on the bed, first made love, and then planned to double cultivate as usual, but at this time, Lin Aijun hugged Du Juan and said, "Do you still remember that Ma Guodong?" ā
"Ma Guodong, the scumbag who married Sun Xiaomei and dumped her?" Du Juan pursed her lips disdainfully, "What are you mentioning him for, is he coming back?" ā
This should be completely impossible.
"The army is not a grocery store, you can enter if you want, and you can leave if you want." Lin Aijun pinched someone's upturned nose and said with a doting face, "What I want to say is that Ma Guodong is actually Ma Hongjun's son, you say, is this called bad fate?" ā
"How are your guns, have you asked your second brother-in-law to check them?" Du Juan didn't answer his words first, but talked about the batch of new guns that Lin Aijun personally led the team to transport back some time ago.
"Don't worry, we've carefully checked every gun, and there will be no problem." When Lin Aijun said this, the smile on his face was much bigger, "It is worthy of Commander Ma, who loves guns and is obsessed, personally staring at the production, the quality is ...... Leveraged! ā
"That's not the end of it." Du Juan Nunu mouthed, wrinkled his nose and said, "You are dealing with Ma Hongjun, not with his son Ma Guodong, it doesn't matter who he is and whose son he is." ā
Lin Aijun was right to think about it, as long as Ma Hongjun could ensure that the guns produced for them in the future would have the quality of this time, it didn't matter who he was.
Thinking about it like this, Lin Aijun relaxed, "It's still our Xiaojuan who is smart, and if anything comes to you, it's not a thing." ā
"What's the use of patting on the back, it's the right thing to do with some actual rewards." Du Juan said arrogantly, "I've been tossing for more than ten months, and I've been able to practice to the second layer, you're good, this will be the peak of the third layer, and I'm about to enter the fourth layer, my eyes are red." ā
If it weren't for the fact that his divine sense had always been much stronger than him, Du Juan would really be uncomfortable with such a result. Maybe she has always been strong, and she always feels that being weaker than Lin Aijun will make her feel insecure.
"What's wrong, feeling a little cold?" Lin Aijun pulled the quilt higher, and shrunk into the quilt with the person in his arms.
Can Du Juan sue him, she actually felt insecure just now? That's not a good thing. When will she feel insecure, or will this feeling always exist, but she buried it in the deepest part of her heart and ignored it for the time being?
Du Juan's radiant eyes were a little dim, and her fan-like eyelashes hung low, covering her rippling eyes.
"Xiaojuan? What are you thinking? Lin Aijun was surprised, what happened to this person?
"Aijun, when you first came here, you felt ...... Afraid? Worried or unsafe, always feel that such days are stolen, and it seems that when will I have to return them? ā
"Why do you suddenly want to ask this?" Lin Aijun frowned, but he still truthfully told Du Juan what he felt best.
"You mean, you're going to be in a state of ignorance all the time?" Du Juan never thought that someone would feel like this.
"To say that I am ignorant is to look at myself, and I can't even describe the real feeling in words." Lin Aijun hugged Du Juan, and now that he thinks about it, he still has some palpitations.
That will, if you don't pay attention to it a little, it will be a catastrophe that will never be recovered. Fortunately, he was injured at the beginning, so he could somewhat hide his own abnormality.
"You...... Just feeling that way? Lin Aijun raised his sword eyebrows in disbelief, it's been several years, how can I feel that way, the reflection arc is too long.
āā¦ā¦ Maybe the life I have now is the kind I look forward to in my dreams, and the happiness makes people feel like falling into a honey pot. Du Juan whispered softly, "There is always a sense of unreality, there is always a sense of anxiety that I don't want to wake up." ā
Lin Aijun's eyes were full of distress, and the arm holding Du Juan was much tighter, "Do you feel pain?" ā
Seeing that the person in his arms nodded cutely, Lin Aijun forcibly pressed the corners of his upturned mouth, thinking very regrettably, now is really not a good time to tease her.
Therefore, Lin Aijun said, "If there is pain, it is true, you are not dreaming." Since it's not a dream, then live each day well and don't let yourself be left with regrets. ā
"Or you're right, maybe I'm thinking too much." Du Juan felt that she was too strong and always wanted to rely on herself in everything.
Indeed, since she came here, not only has the Du family's life been better, but she has also found the original owner's uncle, which can be regarded as a solution to the original owner's mother's life experience.
What's more, the current Lin family, she ...... It's strong. Maybe it's okay in the short term, Lin Aijun and the Lin family can tolerate what she does, but what about in the future? Who would like a strong daughter-in-law? Doesn't that seem like men are useless?
Lin Aijun glanced at Du Juan suspiciously, and always felt that something was wrong?
After this self-reflection, Du Juan is indeed slowly changing. This change was not even noticed by Comrade Lin Aijun, the person next to her pillow. After all, Lin Aijun has long been accustomed to her strength over the years, just like him in front of Du Juan, he will cry, coquettish and express grievances......
The days passed calmly and warmly, on this day, Lin Aijun was burying his head in writing the training plan seriously, since he had a new gun, he suddenly had a lot of new ideas.
A phone ringing interrupted Lin Aijun's train of thought.
"Hey, who's going to find who?" Lin Aijun frowned, obviously interrupted his train of thought to express dissatisfaction.
"Huh? What the? Oh, I'll come over here, second brother, you take Lan Lan to the Hongqi Hotel to find Jiang Dali, he is my friend, and he will take care of you. ā
Putting down the phone, Lin Aijun's brows furrowed even tighter, stuffed the information into the drawer, took the military hat, and opened the door to go out.
Lin Aijun couldn't understand, why did the second brother and Lan Lan come over at this time? What about Yuan Jianjun, if he doesn't accompany Lan Lan over, can't he come or can't come?
Stepping on the accelerator, Lin Aijun drove fast.
(To be continued.) )
ps: Sixty plus more monthly passes, wait for tomorrow, hehe......