Chapter 64: Are You Going to Leave Me Behind?
(New, 4,000 words in this chapter)
Gu asked Baili Muyan to turn around and help him check the wound, but Baili Muyan refused, and kept giving her the front.
Gu took his hand and grabbed him: "Turn around!" ”
Baili Muyan had no choice but to turn around and sit down, reached out to untie his belt, and slowly pulled his clothes down a bit, exposing his shoulders.
There was a stab wound on it, sliding from the back to the front of the collarbone, and the only thing that was fortunate was that the cut was not very deep, just broken skin.
Gu breathed a sigh of relief, washed the medicinal herbs just now, then kneaded them into small balls, squeezed the juice into the wound, and then spread some medicinal herb leaves on the outermost part.
I couldn't find such a large piece of wrapped gauze, and I didn't know what to do for a while.
"It's okay to put on clothes, you don't have to bandage." Baili Muyan knew her embarrassment, so he spoke.
"How can it be, just in the position of the joint, if it is not wrapped well, it will be difficult to recover, and the growth of flesh will be very slow."
Now it's almost early summer, and the two of them don't have many clothes, so they looked at the gauze skirt and saw that it was okay, so they chose the innermost layer and ripped it off directly.
Baili Muyan turned his head suddenly: "How do you go out like this!" ”
After looking at it, I felt that it was nothing, although it was a little transparent, but the shorts she was wearing inside were nothing to her.
"Anyway, I'm not an innocent person, it doesn't matter what I wear, besides, is life important or the so-called innocence important?"
"Naturally, your innocence is important!"
Baili Muyan's tone was very serious, which made Gu stunned for a moment. Then he ignored his words and bandaged his wound with a gauze skirt.
In order to facilitate fixation, Gu took off all Baili Muyan's clothes, revealing his entire upper body, and at this time, she saw that there were four scars on his back, although they all became very shallow, but they could still be seen.
"Don't you all say you're the god of war? Why are there so many injuries? Gu felt that his eyes were sour, and his heart was a little blocked.
"This is just what people call them, how can there be a military general who is not injured? Fight on the battlefield. for the peace of the people. This is something that comes at a great cost.
Therefore, we are not those chivalrous warriors on the rivers and lakes, but just some things that can embroider fists and legs, or travel all over the world. Or the so-called chivalrous righteousness. The life of the people of Los Angeles. There is very little they can do, and you should like real men. ”
Baili Muyan remembered that Ling Huahao said that she liked heroes before, and Baili Muyan took the opportunity to reverse Gu Gu's thoughts. Establish your own image taller.
"Yes, how great you are, you are the prince of Mu, half of the country of Luo was defeated by you, the emperor is your brother, the queen mother is your mother, you are such a high-ranking person, of course we don't know how to appreciate it."
In fact, Gu has always admired Baili Muyan, it is the admiration of the prince, he has paid for this country and is worthy of the love of the people, but she is just a woman, what she wants is not the prince, but a man who can go on hand in hand.
"Alright, I'm not on top, am I not right next to you?"
Gu was a little flustered by his hot eyes: "There are so many words when you are injured, can you be quiet?" ”
Baili Muyan immediately silenced, a rare opportunity to be alone, he couldn't let Gu get angry.
After bandaging, Gu helped him put on his clothes, and then saw that there was a wound on the chest in front of him, and it was still very new, and pink tender flesh had just grown on it.
"When did this happen?"
Baili Muyan knew what she was referring to, it was close to his chest, he thought it was Gu, so he was injured.
"It's nothing, it's just that I was accidentally ambushed, and now it's all right."
Baili Muyan said that the cloud was light and light, but after taking care of it, he couldn't help it, and his tears fell.
"Such a big country, you won't be able to do anything without you, why are you so desperate for everything, since you are so patriotic and care so much about the people, then you can live with Luo Guo for the rest of your life!"
Baili Muyan didn't expect Gu to cry because he was injured, and a burst of warmth welled up in his heart, and he reached out to hold her face.
"I have done everything I can for Luoguo, I went to fight in the northern Xinjiang in the hope of returning the stability of Luoguo, this stability is what I want to give you, at least ten years, I don't need to fight again, I want to use these ten years to exchange for you, I think it's worth it."
Gu looked at him with moist eyes, Baili Muyan seemed to be very serious, and she couldn't see anything to hide: "What about ten years later?" You are a military general, you still have to go out to fight when the time comes, or you will be injured, Baili Muyan, you are not a god, you can't manage the eternal prosperity of Luoguo, since you are so great, go find someone who thinks the same as you, I am a layman, I like to live a simple life. ”
Gu tied his belt, then turned around and walked out of the cave, when Baili Muyan was about to follow, Gu turned around and shouted to him: "Don't follow me, otherwise I won't talk to you for the rest of my life!" ”
Baili Muyan stopped, but his eyes kept falling on her, and when he saw Gu Yu sitting down alone not far away, he was relieved.
Gu didn't know what was wrong, but he felt very angry and uncomfortable, yes, she was jealous, why did Baili Muyan be so good to this country, why should he be so good to the people, but reason told her that as a prince, he needed to do this.
Thinking of this, I felt unfair after taking care of it, there are still so many princes in Luoguo, isn't there still an emperor? He's just one of the royal family, why do you like it so much? He is not an emperor, why is he so worried about the country and the people.
To hate a person who is obviously very good, it is very contradictory in my heart, and it is this contradictory feeling to take care of it now.
Baili Muyan saw that Gu was sulking in life, and slowly approached the past, Yun Ji once said that when a woman is angry, what she needs most is companionship, and when the woman says it's okay, there must be something, and if she says it's okay, it must be related, and she says that she doesn't want to pay attention to you anymore, that is, she cares about you very much, and cares about you very, very much.
Seeing her reaction, Baili Muyan was shocked and surprised, and seemed to like him for a while.
Gu was uncomfortable and pulled the grass on the side. At this time, there was a burst of warmth from the back, and when he reached out to touch it, it turned out to be the gray rabbit that Baili Muyan caught just now, and when he reached out to hold the rabbit, he was taken away by Baili Muyan first.
"What!" I took care of the dissatisfaction and went to rob it.
Baili Muyan raised his hand, so that Gu could see it but couldn't catch it.
"You let go!" Gu was about to pull his arm, but he remembered that he was injured and had to withdraw his hand, but he was already angry, and he was troubled like this by Baili Muyan. The mood of Gu is even worse.
"Do you know you're annoying! Always looks like he cares about me. Always so affectionate, outsiders think that I have failed you, but I don't know how to cherish your goodness, is everyone good to me. Am I going to be grateful to Dade for accepting it?
You are great. You are admired. They pay attention to you and care about you, just because of who you are and what you are. If one day you are nothing, how many people will you be left with? ”
Baili Muyan was not angry, but said calmly: "It doesn't matter who stays, I just want to keep you." ”
Gu pushed him away: "Why do you have to say these words that move me very much in such an affectionate tone every time?" If you really care so much about me, what have you done for me? Did you go to the north to fight for me? I only know that when you were in the northern Xinjiang, I practiced martial arts hard with Chi Yi, and my life had nothing to do with you.
Do you know me? Know what I want? You're just going to take the money, take the jewelry, and give it to me, okay? Yes, every time I encounter an accident, you show up and save me without hesitation, and then what? We can't live together at all! ”
"Whatever you want me to do, or whatever you want, I'll promise you."
Gu wanted to say that she hoped that he could love her, understand her thoughts, and be able to accompany her all the time, but this qiē was something that Baili Muyan couldn't do.
Baili Muyan was very familiar with Gu Li's current expression, every time she was disappointed, it was this expression, followed by a long silence, and after silence, the only thing she would do was to leave and hide in a place where he couldn't find it.
Baili Muyan would not let such a thing happen again, so he took Gu Li's hand and said: "What do you want, as long as you say, I will do it, if I can't do what I promised you today, I won't pester you again in this life, okay?" ”
Gu didn't speak, she knew that even if Baili Muyan wanted to do some things in his heart, it didn't mean that he had the ability to do it, it was obviously impossible to achieve it, why did she go and say, did she have to see Baili Muyan choose to forget each other for the rest of his life because he failed her?
Gu 's silence made Baili Muyan completely panicked, Yun Ji once said that only when a woman is angry with you can there be hope for the relationship between the two, if she chooses to deal with things with silence and forbearance, then the relationship between them is almost at an end.
"It's over, if you feel uncomfortable, you can beat me and scold me, just ask you not to talk like this, okay?"
After taking care of it or being silent, she turned around and walked to the cave, picked up the fish on the side and prepared to make something to eat, and only when she was full did she have the strength to leave, this time she left again, she didn't want to see Baili Muyan again, even if she did, don't be tempted by him anymore, he is the prince, it is impossible between them.
Not to mention the contradiction between the two, she is a woman with no background, sitting on the throne of the princess, she will face too many calculations and frames, if the news of her inability to have children reaches the queen mother, the emperor and the queen mother will not sit idly by, and even if Baili Muyan likes her again, she may not be able to protect her thoroughly.
What's more, between them, it is not suitable.
Gu saw that the fish had been cleaned up by Baili Muyan, and originally planned to roast and eat it, but thinking that Baili Muyan didn't like to barbecue, he hugged the fish with lotus leaves, wrapped it outside with some soil, and finally threw it into the fire to roast.
This method is a bit like calling the flower chicken, although I haven't tried it, but it should work.
It's just that the fish is easier to cook than the chicken, and after roasting it for a while, she found something out of the fire, and when she opened it, the fish inside was very tender, and Uncle Ji made her a small bag that could hold salt grains and some simple condiments.
This is also what she learned many times in the event of a change, to carry something to eat with her.
This thing, called the Qiankun bag, is on her waist, and then hangs next to her legs, and it can't be seen when she wears a skirt.
After adding soy sauce, the fish meat was more delicious, and after being satisfied, he put the two fish on the lotus leaves, and handed one of them to Baili Muyan.
Baili Muyan looked at Gu and a person eating fish quietly, and felt very uneasy, as long as Gu was good to him, it meant that she was leaving.
Once on the boat, he took care of her every day, when she was seasick and depended on him, he thought the two would be reconciled, but after getting off the boat, he left.
When they met again, she gave herself to him, and he thought that he would keep her in this way, and they had a relationship from then on, but she left again the next day.
Therefore, the better she treats him, the more determined she is to leave.
Baili Muyan had never known Gu so well as she did now, she definitely planned to leave now, and she planned to leave forever.
Baili Muyan quickly thought of countermeasures, he couldn't let her go.
"Yes, I also caught fish when I was a child, it was in my father's imperial garden, where there were all koi, and they would come to grab some fish food, so I caught a few of them and threw them into the imperial dining room for them to do."
Baili Muyan diverted the topic, wanting to make Gu Liao feel more relaxed, but Gu Liao didn't have any reaction, and there was no response.
Baili Muyan continued to talk about his childhood, and after eating the fish, he cleaned up and lay on the straw to take a nap.
Baili Muyan has been watching her quietly from the side, he wanted to go and get some spring water for her, but he was worried that as soon as he left, he would disappear.
This is a dense forest, so it's easy to get lost, and it's dangerous to encounter wolves again at night.
After hearing Gu Li's breathing become even, Baili Muyan stepped forward to cover her with his own robe.
In fact, the place where they fell was not here, under the Nantian Cliff, there was a small village not far away, where did these straws come from, originally Baili Muyan also wanted to take a thin quilt and clothes, but after taking it, he must have known that there was a village, so he would not stay in the cave with him.
He wanted to be alone with Gu Li, and wanted to take this opportunity to explain the misunderstanding between the two people, but his idea was now in vain, because Gu Li didn't want to talk to him at all.
Baili Muyan held her wrist, and sighed very emotionally in his heart, he is indeed a failed person, even if he succeeds as a prince, he does not cherish his most beloved person after all.
Gu was right, he didn't know what she wanted, but he really didn't know.
Baili Muyan stretched out his hand and gently brushed her hair neatly: "It's over, when will you know what you want?" ”
In this way, Baili Muyan waited until Gu woke up, and when she woke up and saw Baili Muyan sitting next to her, looking straight at her, she was startled at first.
"What are you doing?"
Baili Muyan felt a little hurt in her heart, once, as long as she woke up and saw him, she would continue to sleep with peace of mind, but now that she woke up, she was alert, are you really going to leave me behind? (To be continued.) )
ps: Tomorrow the day will be more 10,000, begging for orders, asking for rewards, asking for monthly passes! In the new month, some of the guaranteed monthly passes can give fruits!