Chapter 184: Lost

"Is anyone there......" His eyes began to moisten, he didn't understand why things had turned out like this, he had only been walking for three days, why did such a thing happen to happen in the middle of these three days?

A flash of lightning streaked across the sky, and in an instant the sun was covered with dark clouds and a torrential downpour.

Xue He came to him in the rain, saw a tragic scene around him, and looked at Han Lingxiao, who was lost in front of him, and his eyes suddenly felt sore.

"Why ......" Han Lingxiao leaned over and knelt on the ground, like thunder, only to feel that his liver and intestines were broken, as if he no longer had the strength to stand up again.

"Why!" he straightened up and shouted angrily.

Another volley of lightning swept through the air, followed by a loud thunderous blast. He looked up at the sky, unable to tell whether it was rain or tears on his face, until he heard his own sobs......

He fell to the ground limply, and Han Shaokun's figure appeared in his mind again, as well as everyone, those who were still smiling in his memory, those fresh lives......

"I'm just useless trash," he said to himself, "and I'm the one who messed everything up and didn't change anything in the end......"

Another flash of lightning struck, and after a loud thunderclap, Han Lingxiao was slammed into the wall, and fell down again, spurting out a mouthful of blood.

He looked at Xue He who was walking towards him from the other side, and there was anger in his eyes. He's going to kill himself, Han Lingxiao thought to himself, but that's fine, he can get rid of all this if he dies, and he's a damn bastard anyway.

Xue He grabbed him by the collar and slammed him against the wall again, but Han Lingxiao didn't struggle, just looked at him weakly, and gradually closed his eyes a little tiredly.

"You are indeed a waste," Xue He glared at him unceremoniously and shouted, "If you just wait for death!"

As he spoke, he threw down Han Lingxiao and knocked him to the ground, but suddenly he couldn't help but laugh wildly, he raised his hands and looked up at the gray sky, as if he was facing a sudden storm.

His laughter grew louder and more violent, so much so that Han Lingxiao thought he was crazy for a moment.

"Do you think they are pitiful?" Xue He suddenly turned his head and pointed to the rain-soaked corpse on the side and asked him, "I don't think so, I think they deserve it!"

Han Lingxiao looked at him incredulously, and after hearing this, a burst of anger suddenly surged in his heart, and he glared at Xue He.

"Take back what you just said!" he gritted his teeth and clenched his fists.

"I-no-" Xue He also looked directly at him, said these two words loudly, and pointed to the corpse next to him and repeated, "They deserve it!

However, as soon as the words fell, he had already been knocked to the ground by Han Lingxiao with one punch. Xue He was lying on the ground, but he was still smiling with his mouth wide open, and his mouth full of gold teeth was stained with bright red blood at this time.

"Take back what you just said!" Han Lingxiao turned into a jade dragon spear and pointed at him angrily.

"What? you want to kill me?" Xue He asked with a smile, looking at him defiantly, "Hurry up! I deserve it anyway, just like them." ”

"You take this back for me!" Han Lingxiao repeated, he raised the Jade Dragon Divine Spear, his arm trembling uncontrollably with anger, and the sharp spear edge pressed against Xue He's throat.

"I-no!" Xue He glared at him, and repeated loudly as if he would rather die than give in.

Han Lingxiao glared at him angrily, as if he was about to bite his teeth apart, and after a while, he suddenly let out a long cry of rage and stabbed the Jade Dragon Divine Spear into the hard stone slab next to Xue He's neck.

"Hahaha......" Xue He looked at his embarrassed appearance and laughed almost proudly.

After laughing enough, he struggled to get up from the ground again, looked at Han Lingxiao who was standing there stiffly, approached him, and asked him, "Do you know why I said they deserve it?"

"Because they followed the wrong person," Xue He glared at him with red and swollen eyes, "their black mule king, the man they had always foolishly trusted, abandoned them! Even after they died, they did not think of seeking justice for them, but collapsed on the ground in search of death. ”

"So they deserve it, and I deserve it, because we chose a person who can only accept success, but can't accept the blow of failure, to be the king!"

Han Lingxiao looked at him in some astonishment for a long time before he asked angrily, "How do you know me? I can't afford to fail?" That's how you didn't see how the I got here!"

"So what? Are you very aggrieved? You are standing here alive now, standing in the midst of this group of miserable deaths, and you still feel that you are wronged? Then if I tell you, you will experience more failures on the road in the future, and more things that you dare not think of will be paralyzed in front of you! No matter how hard you try, you will still be trampled to the ground by others, no matter how righteous you are, you will still be treated unfairly, and even if you try hard, you will be unable to do many things! If it is destined to be like this, what will happen to you?"

Xue He glared at him angrily and asked, "What will happen to you? Are you afraid? Still can't accept hitting the wall!"

Han Lingxiao looked at him, as if he was stunned, the rain still kept hitting him, but he couldn't feel the coldness of the rain anymore.

Xue He picked up the jade dragon spear that he stabbed into the open space on the side, held it up in front of him, and said to him: "Look at this gun, it is just an ordinary silver spear, if you don't use it, it will be no different from scrap copper and rotten iron!"

"And our ancestors, even in the almost impossible situation of victory, resolutely took up arms to fight them, and finally defeated the Enma clan under the leadership of Emperor Yanluogu. Do you feel that your current situation, the difficulties you have faced, the setbacks you have experienced, compared to the people of that time, you are more wronged than them! Just because you saw the sacrifice, you should be afraid, you should retreat?"

Han Lingxiao looked at him with wide eyes, Xue He's words were like an enlightenment to him, and he lowered his head again, looking at the Jade Dragon Divine Spear lying on the ground.

If you don't use it, it's scrap metal......

He walked over, picked up the spear, looked at it carefully, and stroked its surface with his hand, only to find that it was not as smooth and delicate as he remembered, and it was not as dusty as he remembered......

He clutched the spear tightly, if it was destined that Han Lingxiao would really fail a hundred times, then he would try hard a thousand more times! If he was destined to fall ten thousand times, then he would get up ten thousand more times! As long as he still had a breath, as long as he could still move, he would never give up like this! He would fight against the fate of this dark night until the last moment of his life!

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