Chapter 418: Scattered
Suddenly, under Lin Mufan's gaze, Mu Qingyou raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and smiled at Lin Mufan: "Can you really forgive the matter between me and Qi Ziwei?" ”
"Mu Fan, I know you care about that matter, I don't want you to be with me because of my suicide, if you still can't forgive, I can wait, wait until the day you can accept me."
Mu Qingyou really doesn't want Lin Mufan to choose to forgive himself because of his suicide.
Lin Mufan's eyes were focused and serious, and he said in a deep voice word by word: "You'er, because I care too much, I can't forgive, but the moment I learned that you might disappear from my life, my heart began to panic." ”
"I know that I have snubbed you during this time, it is my fault, it is that I am too stingy, you are also a victim, compared to me, you are more innocent, You'er, I have figured it out now, you have such a thing, I should cherish you even more, take care of you, it was my mistake, can you forgive me?"
Lin Mufan sincerely asked for Mu Qingyou's forgiveness, and he couldn't calm down when he thought that Mu Qingyou might disappear from his life.
Mu Qingyou listened to Lin Mufan's words, and was very excited, and threw herself into Lin Mufan's arms, choking up: "Mu Fan, I know, you will definitely forgive me, I know you will definitely forgive me, I finally waited." ”
During this time, Mu Qingyou had been waiting for Lin Mufan to forgive him, and now hearing his words, Mu Qingyou's heart was very excited.
With a quiet and excited look, Lin Mufan's heart hurt even more, his eyes were sad, and he said guiltily: "Forgive me, okay?" ”
"Okay."
In Lin Mufan's expectant gaze, Mu Qingyou raised his head and said: "I have never resented you, I know that it was my actions that caused you trouble and gave Qi Ziwei a chance, if I didn't care too much about Qi Ziwei's feelings, such a thing would not have happened between me and you." ”
"It's all my fault, it's my fault, you don't have to feel guilty, you don't have to feel sorry for me, I committed suicide because I thought of that child, and I couldn't think about it ......for a while."
The rest of the words, Mu Qingyou didn't say it completely, but Mu Fan, who was scorching, had tears in his eyes.
Lin Mufan's heart was in pain, and he was quiet: "You'er, all the mistakes are my fault, it's my fault, we will have a child in the future, a child that belongs to you and me." ”
Mu Qingyou hugged Lin Mufan's waist, buried his cheek in his arms, and whispered, "Mu Fan, didn't you say that you want to start over?" Then let's not talk about the past, okay? Let's forget the old days, let's be together, okay? ”
Mu Qingyou looked up at Mu Fan, with a hint of pleading in his eyes.
Lin Mufan's heart ached, and then he looked at him gently and nodded: "Okay, don't mention the past, live well, and be together." ”
Listening to Lin Mufan's words, Mu Qingyou tightened the strength in his hand, nestled in Lin Mufan's arms, and smiled with satisfaction.
Chen Meiru and Mu Fan, the mother of the curtain, embraced each other, and the two of them were relieved for a while, and finally looked at each other and retreated tacitly.
Less than two hours after Mu Qingyou woke up, Lin Mufan was called to the office by the doctor and told Lin Mufan the truth about Mu Qingyou's situation.
"Mu Shao, Madame's body is healthy, but her mental state is a little bad, we suspect that she has a slight depression, so she has suicidal thoughts, I hope you can hire a psychiatrist for her."
Doctor Mu Fan said softly.
Hearing that Mu Qingyou was depressed, Lin Mufan's heart was stunned, and then he throbbed violently.
Mu Qingyou actually suffered from depression, but he didn't know anything, how could Lin Mufan accept it?
Hoarse voice, Lin Mufan asked the attending doctor: "How did my wife get depression?" ”
The doctor glanced at Mu Fan, who was embarrassed, and then slowly said in his gaze: "I seem to have had an abortion before, it should be that he has been depressed during this time, and he is often accompanied by nightmares and poor energy, which led to depression." ”
"Is there any other way than to hire a psychiatrist?"
Lin Mufan said in a deep voice.
Since Mu Qingyou went to the hospital alone to have a miscarriage, Lin Mufan knew that Mu Qingyou's heart was not easy, and he chose to snub Mu Qingyou because he couldn't be emotional.
Now, listening to the doctor say that Mu Qingyou was depressed, Lin Mufan immediately thought that it was because of his own reasons, and his heart was even more uncomfortable.
If it weren't for his own reasons, Mu Qingyou would not have chosen to commit suicide, although Mu Qingyou said that the matter had nothing to do with him, but Lin Mufan's heart knew better than anyone else.
Therefore, Lin Mufan hated himself even more, and he felt uncomfortable.
Especially when he heard that Mu Qingyou was suffering from depression because of his own reasons, Lin Mufan wanted to kill himself.
Doctor Mu Fan said to him: "Madame's current situation is not strict, as long as she has a good enlightenment, after she is discharged from the hospital, Mu Shao will try to spend as much time as possible with her, or take her to travel and relax, maybe it will be fine." ”
After Lin Mufan came out of the doctor's office, he seemed to be preoccupied, and Lin Mufan, who was quiet and absent, asked softly: "Mufan, what's wrong?" ”
Although the two of them said everything they had to say, Mu Qingyu's attitude towards Lin Mufan was still cautious, for fear that if he was unhappy, he would make Lin Mufan unhappy.
Thinking of the doctor's words, Lin Mufan smiled softly at the curtain: "It's okay, the doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital in two days." ”
When Mu Qingyou heard this, a relaxed smile immediately appeared on his face, and he said, "Great, I can finally be liberated." ”
To be honest, staying in the hospital, Mu Qingyou felt very uncomfortable, and she couldn't wait to get out of the hospital immediately.
If it weren't for Lin Mufan's insistence, Mu Qingyou would have gone through the discharge procedures for himself a long time ago.
With a relieved look, Lin Mufan smiled forcefully, he really couldn't imagine what Mu Qingyou had endured during this time.
Pain, sorrow, and a deep sense of powerlessness.
As soon as he thought of this, Lin Mufan's heart was very uncomfortable, and he suddenly felt that compared to Mu Qingyou, his snub for a while was a ruthless blade, stabbing at Mu Qingyou's heart.