(423) Fireworks are easy to cool

"I won't be easily taken for your one-sided words, and you'd better listen to me if you want to keep your secret. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIf you feel unbalanced, then you can only blame yourself, and if you really don't have the handle, I will not find it to threaten you. But it's strange that people seem to have secrets, and I just like to use other people's secrets. If you're willing to cooperate, I'll keep your secret forever. Qiao Yinan smiled, and his raised voice was extremely good, as if he could easily bewitch someone.

The end of the call seemed to end a contest, and something seemed destined to be a secret for the rest of its life. That's why it's being used again and again.

Qiao Yinan put down his phone, and there seemed to be a strange color in his eyes. His life has always been living in the shadow of Yan Shaocheng, he has had enough, and he chose his fate because he was fed up. But those lives that belonged to him seemed to have been taken away by Yan Shaocheng.

Fang Jingxian has a recording in her hand, so Ren Shuyan can't run away.

What he is doing now is not only helping Fang Jingxian, but also helping himself. Because he really wants to make this Yan Shaocheng, who is always alive more glorious than him, miserable. He didn't want to admit that he was a loser.

He really regretted it, regretting that he let go of Fang Jingxian's hand like this. And he seems to have lost too much because of Yan Shaocheng, since he can't get love, then he has to be the person Fang Jingxian can't leave.

Some people are never willing to face it because they have lost. I don't want to face the scarred self.

There is no doubt that Qiao Yinan is also tragic, it seems that everyone in this gamble is tragic, because everyone has become hateful because of tragedy, and everyone is living patiently because of tragedy.

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I'm drowsy, maybe because I've been more idle lately. It's coming up as New Year's Eve, why can't my heart be at peace?

Maybe it's because I don't feel anything, so I hope everyone won't be so happy at this time.

Sometimes, when I'm tired, I almost want to turn my back on the world.

I sat on the couch and watched the fireworks in the sky outside my window. Beautiful, but plausible and fleeting.

Once upon a time, I wanted to hug someone, but I was abandoned. I don't want to hug anyone now, but I don't want to be abandoned either.

Apparently I had become selfish, and the fireworks outside the window seemed unusually beautiful, and the world illuminated by neon lights was still so beautiful. But I think it's supposed to be a world of nothingness, and it's ridiculous because of nothingness.

Thinking that tomorrow is New Year's Eve, and there are still a few days before Yan Shaocheng's birthday, but I don't think I can reach that time. No matter how good Yan Shaocheng's patience is, he will not allow me to take off the mask.

To be honest, I'm really a little reluctant to do it. Because I was reluctant to let it go, I didn't want to let it go like this.

My hands are cold, and even though I turn on the heater, I still feel cold. Probably because my heart is cold, my heart is so cold that I can't warm it. Nestled at home only felt cold.

I don't know if Yan Shaocheng and I are in the same mood, the two seem to be very close, close to zero. But it seems to be far away, separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and separated by the farthest distance in the world.

Sometimes I wonder if there is love between us. Why it's easier not to love than to love. Why is the hug so cruel, we all seem to be carrying a knife, almost poking into each other's hearts.

I feel.

It seems like you're abandoning me, and I'm abandoning you.

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Home is in front of him, but it seems that Yan Shaocheng has never been able to walk in. Yan Shaocheng's hand held the steering wheel, holding it tightly as if he was also entangled. The relationship seems to be coming to an end.

He raised his eyes to look at the fireworks in the sky, which seemed to be extremely beautiful. But it is impossible for people to catch this brilliant fireworks, fireworks are easy to cold, what about people's hearts? Can it be eternal?

I remembered that I didn't use each other's hearts before, as if it didn't matter if we talked about each other and calculated each other. But at the moment, it seems that it is no longer possible, because of feelings, even concealing it has become cautious.

I once heard that people need emotional assistance, but he didn't believe it at that time, and she didn't believe it either.

But even if he believed it at the moment, he still refused to admit it.

I've heard that we can all deceive people without emotion. What now? It seems that the deception can't be carried out.

Yan Shaocheng suddenly laughed, it seemed that everyone's wounds were increasing and then festering and scabbing. Yan Shaocheng's eyes were a little painful, as if he was entangled in wanting to destroy everything.

The fireworks in the sky stopped, and there were no more fireworks. In the end, it dissipated, and at the end of the song, the people dispersed.

What do people need to salvage their feelings? When it comes to adulteration, you can't do anything.

Yan Shaocheng opened the car door and seemed to have sorted out his emotions when he got out of the car, and he was still the Yan Shaocheng who was not surprised.

But such Yan Shaocheng is not invulnerable, his pain is hidden under his elegant face.

People are not born strong, they are strong with wounds. There is no one who does not have regrets in life, and it seems that regrets have not stopped since the beginning.

I once regretted not buying that dress, and I once regretted not hugging that person......

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When Yan Shaocheng walked over, I was lost in the fleeting fireworks. But I don't know why I was even more depressed when I saw him.

He obviously hasn't changed his appearance, and it's clear that Yan Shaocheng is still the arrogant Yan Shaocheng.

"Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, what are your plans?" I smiled at Yan Shaocheng, smiling as usual, obviously everyone knew that this was a fake and a scam, but I still insisted on cheating.

"You don't have a plan, what about you? Are you inviting me by asking me this? Yan Shaocheng had a smile on the corner of his mouth, and even his eyes seemed to be smiling at me, his eyes had the ability to bewitch, and he always was.

"If not, let's go together, this seems like our first year." I didn't say the second half of the sentence, and it was the last year, and our first year was also the last. I have thought about my life with Yan Shaocheng more than once, but it seems that there is no future.

"yes, first year. I may never forget it in my life. Yan Shaocheng smiled, and what he said seemed to mean something else. There seemed to be a slight statement in the words.

He may have known that we wouldn't have a second year, and I heard him mean something different.

I didn't even know what to say at the moment, so I had to look at him with a smile. "Hug." I reached out to him and asked for a hug. It's something I like to do habitually, and he's never turned me down.