273 Return to Lai Xi 19
Fragments of divine consciousness like snowflakes slowly rose and drifted away.
And the pictures that were engraved in the depths of my memory flashed in front of me one by one like a passing cloud.
Like a silent movie, it makes people tremble.
That is, Yaoguang's white underwear, black hair scattered, standing in the cave looking down on Chu Zhe's cold gaze;
That is, Yaoguang was bitten through the blood vein, and suddenly turned into the anger and unwillingness of the zombies;
That is, outside the claustrophobic and cramped white hut, Yaoguang's trust and horror of his sickness;
Still, in the imperial study, she compromised and indulged beyond her strength.
No, it's not all!
There is also the indifference of her eyes and emptiness, her joyless gaze, her angry questioning, and the scorching heat that lingers in death.
Ao An suddenly opened his eyes, and his almost transparent body suddenly stood up.
The white, slender fingers tried to gently caress the cold crystal pillar, but the fingers passed through like air and could not be touched.
"Yaoguang ......" Ao An's murmuring voice gradually disappeared into the empty night with the spiritual consciousness that gradually drifted away.
The thunder beast watched Ao An disappear in front of his eyes with a wooden expression.
"Is that all?" it muttered, seemingly unwilling.
However, as soon as it finished speaking, it saw a translucent slender jade hand stretch out from the crystal pillar and unfold.
Then, as if inspired, the scattered consciousness gathered again.
"Hmph!" the thunder beast sneered, and stood still as a translucent figure gradually walked out of the crystal stone pillar.
The regrouped consciousness was encased in a gourd-shaped fruit by the translucent form.
"Thunderbeast. A familiar voice sounded, crisp and low, without sorrow or joy.
The translucent figure gradually solidified, turning into a tall woman with long hair and a shawl, and a defenseless body.
The thunder beast's eyes were a little moist, it was such a familiar picture!
Once, she was like this, suddenly appeared in front of it, walked in front of its eyes, and walked into its heart, so far, it has been tens of thousands of years.
Holding back its imminent collapse, it stepped forward, snatched the black berry from her hand, and threw it out unceremoniously.
"Bang!" the round body of the black pulp gurgled and spun on the grass, and finally stopped at a place not far away.
Yaoguang stared at the black berry and didn't speak for a long time.
"Yaoguang, sure enough, you will only come out if you kill that little white face!"
"Why do you bother? Ao An has nothing to do with me, don't use him to test me. “
"Why, isn't it going to turn out very well?"
Yaoguang lowered his eyes and didn't look at the black berries again.
Actually, she knew it all along.
Six hundred years ago, in order to fight against Chaos, she transformed herself into the Pillar of Heaven and Earth, replacing the destroyed Divine Tree and supporting the entire desolate world.
For six hundred years, the Thunderbeast had been watching over her day and night, talking to her every day, about their past, and about its own thoughts. When she gets impatient, or remembers something upset, she throws a tantrum and yells at her.
She knows, she knows everything.
The Thunderbeast had always had her mind on her, how could she not know?
But what's the use?
She has experienced a love catastrophe, tasted love and hatred, and realized that it is not her wishful thinking that can get the desired result.
Does Ao An love her?
It must be love.
However, this love is too vague and tangled.
And what about her?
After Ao An resolutely left, she didn't think about this problem.
Yes, she loves!
However, the love she thinks of is different from the love that Ao An thinks.
It's so complicated! When Yaoguang dealt with Chaos, he didn't take a good look at his love threads, but these six hundred years allowed her to finally see clearly and understand the seemingly simple but complex entanglement between her and Ao An.
Ao An comes from the human world. She had the privilege of going there to experience it, and knew that even the most ordinary women and men did not come together just because of love.
The two will have issues such as academic experience, economic income, social status, etc., which need to be reconciled or compromised.
And in the desolate world, this is not the case. Here, the union of the opposite sex is always so simple, direct and pure.
Therefore, she and him can only miss it after all.
Miss it, miss it, she can't afford to redeem it again, and she doesn't want to be sad again.
What the thunder beast wants, she can't give!
So, just avoid it, avoid it.
Let alone...... In order to support the heavens and the earth, almost all of her divine power was spent on stabilizing the crystal stone pillar.
Originally, if she had relied on all her divine power, she would still be able to walk sideways in the wilderness now, but who told her to spend half of her divine power because of her subconscious suicide!
To be clear, she's no longer the god she once was!
Even, it can't be compared with the nine-tailed fox Kongsang that was transformed by chaos!
Yaoguang didn't want the Thunderbeast to know that he had become so vulnerable.
However, it brought Ao An over and badly instigated him to commit suicide!
Although it was impossible for the two to be together again, how could she watch that person disappear completely like this!
"Thunder Beast, why are you so persistent, you just let me leave forever, isn't it?"
"Leave?" The thunder beast suddenly became angry, grabbed Yaoguang's arm, and asked repeatedly: "How do you call leaving? Do you know? If Ao An dies, you can also deal with it calmly, if you don't see it, I will die."
But why did you come out, why did you give me hope?"
"There is no hope!" Yao Guang calmly pushed it away, and a moon-white robe quietly wrapped around his bumpy body.
"I didn't promise you anything from beginning to end. ”
"I don't agree!" the Thunder Beast had lost his mind, and pulled Yaoguang into his arms and hugged him tightly, "Didn't you break up with Ao An? Why are you still worried about him? Why can't I?"
Thinking that he had been with her silently for six hundred years, without seeing each other or speaking, it almost had to accept the fact that she had left completely.
But really? She didn't even want to pay attention to it!
The thunder beast suddenly gave birth to a burst of evil fire in its psychology, and while pulling Yaoguang's white robe, he roared hysterically: "Yaoguang, I used to take too much care of your feelings and thoughts, and respected your needs too much, but what did I get in exchange?"
"Shhh
The thunder beast pushed Yaoguang down on the grass with a strong force, and began to put his hands up and down.
"Thunder Beast!" Yao Guang closed his eyes and turned his head sideways away from the Thunder Beast's lips, "What's the point of this?"
"Meaningful!" the thunder beast roared, its eyes filled with scarlet fanaticism, "Now, I want to show you what the prey is in your mouth according to the true appearance of the ancient beast!"
After saying that, it ignored Yaoguang's coldness and hardness, and directly started the most brutal and primitive revenge.
The sky was over, the night was thick, and the empty and desolate Shenmu Mountain gradually resounded with beast-like wheezing and screaming.
In the distance, the black berry containing Ao An's divine consciousness lay quietly in the field, seemingly separated from the fierce Milky Way for thousands of miles.