Chapter 39 There is nowhere to run

Grandpa is addicted to gambling like his life, and he regards money as more important than his life, so that grandpa can only have this motivation from money, can't my mother see it at home, grandpa's lifelong pursuit of career is gambling?

Now if you want to go back by yourself, it's not a self-throwing net, the meat on the board, and let others slaughter.

"Mom, I won't go back, and if I want to go back, I have to wait until I go back before the college entrance examination." Listening to her mother's tone, she really wanted to let herself go back, but she didn't know how her grandfather treated her when she and her father were away, and she didn't know why her grandfather hated herself like this, and she felt like a thorn in her grandfather's eyes.

"Jingjing's mother can't take care of you, you are a big girl now, you have to learn to take care of yourself, you have to grow a few more eyes outside, girls don't listen to others, you can't follow others casually, girls are safe outside, do you remember what your mother said......" Li Jingjing's mother babbled and said a lot of words to Li Jingjing.

Although Li Jingjing couldn't see her mother, she felt kind when she heard her mother's voice, and in her mother's chatter, Li Jingjing gradually calmed down, and from her mother's tone, Li Jingjing heard that her mother didn't want to go home at all, she was restless when she saw her father and grandfather.

Now I don't know if my mother feels like this, even I feel like that, I can't calm down and study at home, and I am trembling when I go home every day, for fear that a group of gamblers at home will play some tricks at home.

What makes Li Jingjing grit her teeth the most is that every day Zhang Weimin seems to have grown up in his own home, and his dirty face can be seen day and night.

As long as Li Jingjing returns home, Zhang Weimin's eyes that can't be opened are always spinning on Li Jingjing's body. Li Jingjing's cold hairs stood up, and goosebumps rose in circles. But this is his own home, and he has nowhere to escape, and he has to come back.

Since the table moved to his own home, my grandfather has become more unscrupulous in playing cards, sitting at the table day and night.

If my mother saw such a scene, she would definitely make a big fuss. Dad would never dare to bring people to his house. When my father wants to play cards, he also goes to other people's houses or chess and card rooms to play. Li Jingjing grew up from childhood to the present, and what she hated the most was playing cards, and her family's gambling ruined her quiet life.

Li Jingjing began to hope that her father would come back soon, and her father said that he would come back in the spring, because there was still an orchard waiting for him to plant at home.

Li Jingjing has to endure her temperament every day to return to her home, and now Li Jingjing has to do all the housework in addition to feeding chickens, dogs, pigs, and people, but also serving a group of people who play cards, and often people ask her to bring water and pour tea, Li Jingjing has rightly become their maid, and she must run fast, otherwise her grandfather will scold him and lose money. White-eyed wolf.

Zhang Weimin also began to unscrupulously instruct Li Jingjing, whenever Li Jingjing saw Zhang Weimin, a mouthful of yellow teeth, eyes that could never be opened, and a lewd face, she couldn't wait to pick up a cup of hot water and pour it on his head.

Of course, Li Jingjing wouldn't do anything for him, Li Jingjing's apricot eyes stared fiercely at Zhang Weimin's lewd face, until Zhang Weimin turned his face.

What is even more infuriating is the people who play cards together, they coax while playing cards, saying that Zhang Weimin has a crush on Li Jingjing and wants to marry Li Jingjing after graduating from middle school. Whenever Li Jingjing heard such words, she was so angry that she fainted, and she raised her eyes to look at her grandfather, the old face, as if she still accepted it with a smile.

Yes, in the eyes of grandpa, he is a money-loser, an alien oil bottle, a child born by a mother and others, and grandpa is already very kind to not cook himself raw and eat.

Since then, there is no quiet in the house, and at the same time, there is no **, Li Jingjing's house has become a free market, people can come and go at will, make loud noises, speak foul language, and scold the street. All the actions of their family, eating, drinking, and Lazar were all carried out in full view of everyone. Even when Li Jingjing is studying, there will be people who push the door and stretch out their heads to take a look.

Once, when Li Jingjing came back from school, she saw her own pack of unpacked bathrooms, placed them in the middle of the bed, and her door opened, and people who came and went could see the half pack of sanitary napkins on Li Jingjing's bed. Li Jingjing remembers that before she went to school, she pressed the sanitary napkin under the quilt. When she came back from school, she ran to the middle of the bed, and someone must have rummaged through her things today.

Li Jingjing walked into the living room in a huff and walked to her grandfather. "Grandpa, who came to my room today, who rummaged through my things."

"Oh, today you are the brother of the people lying in your bed for a while, he said that he fell asleep, he slept in your bed, he turned it over!" Grandpa said casually.

When she heard her grandfather say this, Li Jingjing's heart was like swallowing a fly, stuck in her throat, unable to swallow and vomit.

"Sister Jingjing is here, be careful not to catch a cold, don't touch the cold water and drink more brown sugar water, Sister Jingjing's stomach hurts, do you want my brother to buy you a bag of brown sugar, fill a bag of hot water to warm up?" These words came out of Zhang Weimin's mouth full of yellow teeth, and Li Jingjing felt extremely disgusted.

"You're disgusting, so shameless." Li Jingjing bit her heart to say these words.

When Zhang Weimin said such a thing, Li Jingjing looked at her grandfather's old face, as if her grandfather was still very useful. The others also looked at Li Jingjing with an ambiguous face, and then looked at Zhang Weimin. Li Jingjing couldn't bear it anymore and rushed out of the house.

Tears flowed down her cheeks. Li Jingjing walked aimlessly in the snowy wilderness. There had never been such loneliness, such fear that surrounded her. It's like a black hole that wants to attract it deeply, and I desperately want to grasp the edge of this black hole, trying not to fall into it.

When she heard people say that she was ugly, Li Jingjing could swallow her anger and listen. But now, Li Jingjing doesn't even have the most basic dignity of a human being. She is not as good as their dog, the Black Tiger.

Li Jingjing has nowhere to go, the winter sun sets very early, the sky is already dark, the stars in the sky, one after another compete to show their faces, even the stars are piles of people like to get together to join in the fun, but Li Jingjing on the ground is only a shadow alone walking alone on the snow-covered path.

The moon hid lonely in the clouds, revealing only half of its face. Shine on the snow-covered path. The snow glows brightly in the moonlight. The snow melted by the sun during the day freezes into a hard ice road at night. The winter night was wet and cold, and Li Jingjing, who rushed out wearing only a sweater, was so cold that her teeth chattered. The fog in the distance slowly came up. I don't know if it's the fog in my eyes or the fog in the cold winter, although there is moonlight, but the scenery in the distance and near has become hazy.

Li Jingjing unconsciously walked to the door of Teacher Luo's house. Teacher Luo's house was the only place she could go to in her subconscious. Li Jingjing stretched out her hand and knocked on the courtyard door of Teacher Luo's house.