Chapter 73: I'm Really Selfish
"Sir, listen to me."
After Cui Yu left, the prince regretted what he had done. If one day, Cui Yu really left his world, the prince almost didn't dare to think about it.
And Cui Yu went out to wander around, and some things were figured out, and at this time, looking at the prince's red eyes and anxious appearance, there was a trace of unbearable in his heart. When did I become so soft-hearted?
Thinking about it, Cui Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, and then said softly.
"Forget about yesterday's incident, you and I are both men, and Your Highness doesn't have to be responsible for me, I forgot about it."
"Sir should know my mind, so can it be regarded as forgetfulness? Or maybe I just asked my husband. There is a hint of pleasure in me, sir. β
The prince was almost pleading, and such a humble liking made him humble to the dust. He is the crown prince of the dynasty, and he can be above everyone. Now like this, he only needs to ask Cui Yu one word.
"Your Highness, the people will not agree that their king is a broken sleeve. Cui Yu also only asks for single-mindedness, and His Royal Highness can understand. β
Looking at such a prince, Cui Yu couldn't say anything to refuse, or that Cui Yu already had a heart of admiration for the prince. It's just that in the face of the future, Cui Yu didn't dare to gamble with himself. There are countless emperors and concubines, and the rain and dew are all accounted for. What's more, he has always concealed that the prince is a woman, and the prince knows the truth, what if he doesn't treat himself like this anymore.
Cui Yu has too many concerns, and she can't give everything for the person she loves. It is also impossible to give up freedom for love. Cui Yu thinks like this, in the final analysis, the love is not deep enough.
It's just that the prince is not, he heard Cui Yu say this. The prince also remembered that he was the crown prince. If you want to ascend the throne as the emperor, how can you break your sleeves from time to time. If you want to ascend the throne as the emperor, how can you be with your husband.
"Then what shall I do, sir, shall I sue sΓΉ? How can you take the throne, and you can?"
"Your Highness, you can't have both fish and bear's paws. There is no hope, and I hope His Highness can stop there. β
After Cui Yu said this, he walked out. It's not that she's ruthless. But in the face of the prince's plea, Cui Yu was not sure, and he could calmly refuse him. It's just a small feeling. How can you deceive yourself when you love things? If you want to give up, you will always be able to give up
"Cui Yu! Are you okay. β
Cui Yu was sad, and saw Yin Lifang not far away rushing towards him.
You can see her everywhere!
Cui Yu was not in the mood to deal with her at this time, so he turned his head and left. However, Yin Lifang didn't care about Cui Yu's attitude, but followed behind Cui Yu and said very nervously.
"Why do you put yourself through so much? If you really like the prince, be with him. I know that the crown prince also likes you, and he didn't give up on you for the throne, if it weren't for the hatred back then, he would definitely give up the throne to be with you. β
Yin Lifang felt pity for Cui Yu in her heart and enlightened Cui Yu, in order to let Cui Yu and the prince be together. Although Cui Yu didn't understand why Yin Lifang was so obsessed with the matter between herself and the prince, she stopped when she heard her mention the 'enmity of the year'.
"What did you say?"
"The prince likes you too"
"You say the hatred of the year? What does Miss Yin know? β
Cui Yu knew that Sun Guifei was killed and the prince was placed under house arrest, but he didn't know the secret. Cui Yu has asked his father many times about this matter, but there is no cause and effect. And when Yin Lifang mentioned this, Cui Yu immediately cared.
And if you think about it carefully, since General Yin is the emperor's person, according to his age, it is not surprising that he knows what happened back then. And General Yin has always been fond of Yin Lifang, Yin Lifang is also a character, and it is not impossible to get words out of General Yin's mouth. In this way, in the face of Yin Lifang's words, I believed it a little more.
"Well, I don't know, I know, you know."
Yin Lifang was quick for a while, and said that he showed his mouth, but when Cui Yu asked him this, he quickly denied it.
And now denial, of course, is useless. Cui Yu looked at Yin Lifang's appearance and knew that she was lying.
However, Yin Lifang is a talented girl in Beijing, she grew up in the General's Mansion since she was a child, and she is not afraid of her father. If you want to get words out of her mouth, of course ordinary strategies can't.
But she is also such a talented woman in Beijing, and she also has her weaknesses. For example, there is an overabundance of compassion like now.
Cui Yu has reason to believe that Yin Lifang is not such a bad person as anyone else. She must have a reason for being like this to herself now. Or maybe she'd been in the thick of something like this, or maybe there was something in her heart that was hard to untie. But no matter which one it is, Cui Yu is not interested in knowing, and the strategy she can think of at the moment is to use Yin Lifang's sympathy.
"I don't know what to do, His Highness wants to ascend the throne as emperor, and I will help him to ascend to the supreme position. As long as he wants, I will help him. It's just"
Cui Yu said, then turned her head and pretended to wipe her eyes, making Yin Lifang mistakenly think that she was wiping her tears.
"It's just that His Highness's pain, I can't understand it. Does Miss Wan understand? I don't know what it's like to feel like to be in pain with someone I love. β
"You shouldn't be responsible for everything, no, I can help you, I won't sit idly by anymore."
Cui Yu couldn't see Yin Lifang's expression because his back was facing Yin Lifang, but he just listened to Yin Lifang's crying and understood that Yin Lifang was crying. Only then did he turn his head sharply and saw Yin Lifang sobbing.
Cui Yu didn't miss the word 'again', and she wouldn't stand by anymore, thinking that such a person had appeared around Yin Lifang, but she didn't help that person, so she felt guilty and entangled herself like this.
Is there really anyone in the world who gives up everything for the sake of loving others? Cui Yu looked at Yin Lifang like this, and her heart was covered with a layer of sourness. He would never do such a thing, Cui Yu warned himself in his heart. It's just that only Cui Yu himself understands how credible such a warning is.
"Don't cry, don't worry. I'm not going to do anything, I'm actually a very bad person. β
Cui Yu looked at Yin Lifang like this, and couldn't bear to continue to calculate her, so she gently rubbed her hair and comforted her softly.
And in this kind of comfort, it is also mixed with Cui Yu's self-deprecation. I must be a selfish person.
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This chapter is very tangled, and the relationship between the prince and Cui Yu is too naΓ―ve to write. The crown prince has what he carries, and Cui Yu also has what he wants to pursue. The two are destined not to be stupid and sweet together. And Cui Yu is not a good person in the traditional sense, Cui Yu has killed and deceived people. Now, too, she wants to be selfish.
But let's forgive her, after all, at this time, Cui Yu didn't love the prince so much, she just wanted to follow her heart. xh:.74.240.212