Chapter 552: So I'll Be in Your Memory Forever
Bidding farewell to the head teacher of the third year of high school, Su Can and Luo Xi came out of the cafeteria, walked on the rather bleak stairs, looking up at the place where they spent three years, every wall and tile was imprinted in their hearts and could not be forgotten. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
On this day, Su Can visited all the teachers he had taught at the beginning.
Because the school was in class, Su Can didn't talk to the teachers much, the two turned around and walked out of the office, passing by the classroom of the previous senior third class, the class sign had already changed to other classes, and the people sitting in the classroom were no longer the group of people who had no heart and lungs to laugh in the hazy vision.
Luo Xi pulled his sleeve, Su Can turned his head sideways, and was about to speak, when she pointed to the person in the window.
Looking through the window, you can see the scene inside, all of them are senior high school students, Teacher He Jun is teaching mathematics on the podium, in that inconspicuous corner, there is a boy and a girl, the boy looks very ordinary, bows his head and does his homework seriously, the girl is a little naughty, pushed him with his elbow, and asked him to copy his homework.
"Shhhh The boy was a little shy.
"Well, okay, I'll treat you to something later." The girl whispered.
"Uh-huh......" The boy nodded, a little bit of happiness.
Seeing this similar scene, Su Can retracted his gaze, glanced at Luo Xi, and smiled at each other, the two of them did this before, they were indeed very similar, but now it was their turn to be spectators.
"Let's go." Su Can let out a long sigh.
The two turned around and walked into the corridor and disappeared, and the two students who were in the classroom just now, the girl among them, came over and whispered to him, "Those two have been watching us from the window just now, but I can see it clearly." ”
The boy was a little surprised and said, "Won't it?" Look at us...... Why. ”
"You ask me, who do I ask? It's just that this boy is a little more similar to the boys I've seen from afar before. ”
"Who is it?"
"Su Can!" After speaking, the girl shook her head and said to herself: "No, how could it be him, maybe I really saw it wrong." ”
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Su Can drove to the edge of the pontoon.
The scenery by the riverside of Binjiang North Road is still the same, the water is still so blue, green mountains and green water.
The two got out of the car, walked around on the pontoon bridge twice, returned to Pinghai County, if you can't come to the pontoon bridge to take a walk, it is a pity, there are countless partings and joys here.
Luo Xi was blowing the wind, and the orange coat was particularly obvious on the blue water.
Su Can stepped forward and stood side by side with her on the bridge, it was extremely empty, there were no people, the two of them were quietly blowing the wind and breathing the air.
Luo Xi said: "I still remember the third year of high school, the people in our class passed from here, on the riverside of this pontoon bridge, the head teacher said to sing, and then Su Su and I volunteered to sing a song for us to swing the sculls, I was very nervous at the time, but I still sang it loudly, because I knew that maybe I would never be able to sing with everyone again, cry and laugh together." ”
Su Can looked at her and didn't speak.
Luo Xi's breathing was a little heavy, and the air was a little solidified, she thought about it and grinned at Su Can, jumping from this bridgehead to that bridgehead, the pontoon bridge trembled slightly, and his heart trembled, the lake under this bridgehead can be more than ten meters deep, if you fall down, it will be really fatal.
"I'm not a child in the city, a rural baby, I'm used to being naughty, don't worry." Luo Xi smiled as delicate as a flower.
"Stay safe." Su Can didn't dare to jump around like her.
"I remember that at the end of my junior year of high school, I had a graduation booklet and asked everyone to write me a graduation message, there were many messages that moved me, and there were also some messages that made me laugh, and I still remember the words you left me."
Su Can forgot a little, the semester of college was almost over, and he remembered the things in high school so clearly, but he didn't dare to say directly that he had forgotten, for fear of being beaten to death by Luo Xi.
"You say, the seasons are bright, the breeze is cool, and those were forgotten."
When Su Can heard her say this, he did say such a sentence in retrospect.
At this time, she mentioned this matter, and it was not unintentional, she should have wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to speak.
In the past, Su Can was in the school, there were too many people, and they had to visit the head teacher and classroom teachers, so they had no chance to say anything to Su Can alone, but now it is different, here on the pontoon, it is empty and uninhabited, and it is indeed a good place to talk.
Su Can was slightly silent, Luo Xi asked him to come over, and the two walked along the pontoon bridge crossing.
She squatted down, her hand fiddling in the cold lake water, splashing, tilting her head slightly, and said in a low voice: "Su Xiaocan, do you know... One thing I've been learning for so many years is not to look back, to only regret what I didn't do, and not to regret what I did. Every step of life really comes at a price. I got some I wanted and lost some I didn't want to lose. But who is not like this among all living beings in this world? So I look at it very openly. ”
"Yes, if you can do it, if you can see it, you will really be a lot happier." Su Can grinned and stood on the pontoon, just like the gentle young man in white at the beginning.
Like fingertip sunshine, slightly drunk, beautiful, but never touched.
"Su Can, but I still haven't done it, no matter how far I go, when I look back, I still remember the past." Luo Xi's face was a little pale, he stood up, and sighed, "I can only deceive myself and comfort myself." ”
Su Can faced her like this and did not answer.
Maybe he couldn't answer, he knew what Luo Xi wanted to say, but he pretended to be confused.
But there is really no way to answer all this, there are many things in the world that can be forced, except for feelings.
"I know, you like her." Luo Xi's nose was a little red, in this late autumn wet season, her heart was a little sour, and then she exhaled deeply, like a big stone pressed in her heart, which made her heart stuffy, and now after saying it, she felt a sense of relief.
Crush is the death of the light, and there is nothing more painful in the world than unrequited love, so once the crush is made public, it will breed even greater corruption.
"Love her well."
Su Can nodded heavily.
Luo Xi is a good girl, she didn't really confess, she didn't do anything stupid, she just made things clear in front of Su Can, that is, she completely broke off this thought, and waved her hand to say goodbye to her youth.
"Before you go, I must leave you something, so that when you see it, you will remember how we met, that heartless time, and then I leave you, and you may forget me for a long, long time, but if, I mean if...... Su Can, when you tidy up your room by chance and see what I left for you, will you remember the time when you were at the same table with me, the time of wolf-heartedness and the anxiety of youth. You see, then I will always be in your memory. ”
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After thinking about it, I couldn't avoid dog blood, so I finally wrote it, but there was no dog blood so much that Luo Xi didn't confess.
Luo Xi is a good girl, she knows that no one can intervene between Su Can and Ke Shu, maybe she will only bury that love in her heart, so that at least she can be friends for life, watch him happy, and always stand in him and be able to see the place when he turns around.
In this way, Luo Xi fell from Su Can's memories.
Su Can remembered the classroom in Pinghai Town in the summer, walked through the chaos together, remembered sitting under the dome tree on the roof of the library, counted the stars and chatted about ideals, remembered that her long skirt was blown high by the wind, remembered the childish smile, and remembered the pure little ambiguity......
If you don't choose her, there will always be many reasons, and you always have to wait until time has passed, only to find out that you have been in happiness all along, but you don't realize it.
Only the trace of youth in the memory still exudes warmth, and maybe in the end all the endings end with "love her well", wave your hand, and say cherish.
Spending so much ink can be regarded as explaining the character of Luo Xi. To put it simply, this character is based on a friend around him, of course, there is an element of artistic exaggeration, but most of it is real. (To be continued.) )