870 is the only way to survive
Next, what Ji Guifei said, and what she said to Ji Guifei, she didn't remember anything, she only remembered that she seemed to be constantly laughing, nodding, and echoing, for fear of offending Ji Guifei.
When she left, she simply ran away.
And Concubine Ji Guifei, as usual, whispered to her: "Sister, my sister has too many fetal pills and supplements here, you can bring some back." β
What Ji Guifei asked her to bring back, is it just a "point"?
That's a lot! It seems that Concubine Ji herself doesn't need it!
Maybe Concubine Ji didn't need it at all, because she wasn't pregnant......
She was terrified when she thought about it, trembling all the way, and kept coming out of her throat the gasping sound that ordinary people would only make when they were extremely nervous.
Gospel and Xiangyin asked strangely: "Niangniang, what's wrong with you?" Is it unwell? β
"Hmm." Qinghe nodded, "It's good and cold outside, I can't stand it......"
The two palace maids didn't think it was strange: "It's the New Year soon, and now is the coldest time of the year, Niangniang, I think it's better for you to go out less these days." β
"Well, don't go out, I won't go out......" Qinghe said weakly, all she thought was what she should do?
Concubine Ji Guifei was lying to her......
Otherwise, why hasn't the Ji family recognized her as a righteous daughter until now?
Why haven't Master Ji and Mrs. Ji come to visit her until now?
Oh, she had seen Master Ji and Mrs. Ji in Xianxia Palace, and she didn't see that they were the slightest bit sad, and her daughter didn't live long......
She didn't know that Ji Lian was worried that her parents would choose someone from the women of the Ji clan to enter the palace, and in the end she didn't tell her parents about her lifelong infertility, and only planned to deal with the matter of "giving birth" in secret.
Therefore, Ji Heng and his wife were not able to perform the mood that their daughter could only live for another year or two.
Qinghe was therefore sure that the note did not lie to her, and that Concubine Ji was really eyeing the child in her belly......
Go to the son to keep the mother, go to the son to keep the mother, go to the son to keep the mother...... Her mind was full of these four words, and she couldn't sleep all night.
What should she do?
What will she have to do to save herself and her children's lives?
She was in a frenzy of thought and anxiety - using all her wisdom and experience.
Tell the emperor about her pregnancy and ask for the emperor's protection?
If the emperor knew that she was pregnant, he might protect her, but if she did so, it would mean betraying Ji Lian, would Ji Lian let her go?
No, it won't! Ji Lian has a way to kill her and the child in her belly, even if the emperor knows it, he will not go against Ji Lian for her.
Reveal Ji Lian's lifelong infertility to the emperor, or sell it to other concubines?
It's crazy and adventurous! First, she has no evidence to prove this, and second, there is no impermeable wall in the world, and it is impossible for her to hide the betrayal of Ji Lian, and then the Ji clan will kill her, isn't it a piece of cake? Who will protect her?
It is certain that the fact that she is pregnant must not be revealed now, otherwise, all women will want to kill her, and there is a way to kill her!
Does she want to continue to pretend that she doesn't know anything, and continue to endure and act?
However, if she doesn't want to do it now, if she doesn't prepare and plan earlier, when the time comes, won't she sit still and wait for death?
It's better to figure out a way sooner!
Or would she just kill Ji Lian?
Just because Ji Lian is not suspicious of her now, and she has no precautions, she should have a chance to poison Ji Lian!
It's just that the poison is not easy to get when it comes to it; Second, she was closely watched, and if she missed, the consequences would be unimaginable; Thirdly, if Ji Lian is really dead or abolished, she will completely lose her backer - she needs a backer very much now!
Is she really going to take such a big risk?
She thought about it for a night, and finally shook her head: killing Ji Lian is too risky, and the success rate is not high, especially after Ji Lian dies, she has to face the murder of other women, and she can't save herself and her children either!
Or did she wait until she was about to give birth to make the news public, seeking the emperor's protection, so that Ji Lian had no chance to kill her, so that she could give birth to the child safely and live with the child?
However, even if Ji Lian didn't have a chance to do it at that time, she would still have a chance later, right?
She wants peace of mind, not this kind of life of fear and life!
This night, Qinghe held his head, unable to sleep in pain and fear, and the next day's condition was very bad.
So she kept lying in bed, in the name of recuperating from a cold, constantly thinking about how to save herself.
It's just that she hasn't been able to find a way out!
Thinking of the back, she almost collapsed and despaired, holding her stomach in her hands and thinking: Is it true that the naΓ―ve is going to kill her?
At a time when she finally has her own children and hope?
In the midst of a blur of nightmares and deepening fear, the snowflakes drifted by day by day, day by day, day by day, and she had no idea how time passed.
Until that day, when she was stuck in a dark mind and couldn't find a way out, she was awakened by the sound of loud firecrackers.
"Auspicious, gospel," she asked weakly, "what is this sound, why is it so noisy?" β
She didn't want the two men to see her fear and panic, so she didn't let them light the lamp on the pretext that it was dim and easy to fall asleep.
Now, looking at the light in the house, it should be evening, right?
The voice of the gospel came from behind the curtain: "Niangniang, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, the emperor and all the maidens are having a banquet in the imperial garden, because you are unwell, so the slave maid asked for leave for you." β
In fact, Concubine He's status is too low to be worthy of the table, and no one comes to call Concubine He.
Of course, Concubine He's current physical condition is not suitable for attendance.
"Chinese New Year's Eve?" Qinghe muttered, suddenly feeling extremely lonely and lonely, and a few tears slowly flowed down from the corners of her eyes.
She hadn't shed a tear for a long time, because, in the years of falling out of favor and being bullied, she had shed all her tears.
Now this tear is because there is hope in her heart again!
No, she has to cheer up!
For the sake of the child in her belly, she must not back down and admit defeat!
There must be a way out!
She has thought about it, and now she can only fight against Ji Lian's conspiracy by finding a new and strong enough backer!
Where does she go to find a backer?
"Gospel, auspicious," she asked, "is there any other lady who has not attended tonight's feast?" β
"Yes. Concubine Ji wants to concentrate on raising the baby, I wish the concubine to pray for the royal family, Concubine Hui wants to take care of the sick little princess, and ......" The two palace maids read out several names.
Qinghe listened, and her eyes suddenly lit up: Isn't there a chance in front of her?
Although it was a big gamble to ask that person for help, it was already the most likely of all the methods she had thought of so far!
"Gospel, Xiangyin, you prepare some hot food, let's have a reunion dinner together." As she spoke, she got up and got out of bed and quietly took out a potion from the medicine box.
This is a potion prescribed to her by the imperial doctor to calm the nerves, calm the mind, and promote sleep.
While eating with the Gospel and Xiangyin, she quietly put the potion into the soup.
Then, late at night, after the two palace maids had slept to death, she wrapped herself in a black cloak and walked to a secluded and mysterious palace in the harem.
There's someone there who might be able to help her!
- That's the only way for her to survive!