049 Am I incompetent

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I walked to the car step by step, holding Xiao Kuankuan, and every step felt like stepping on the tip of a knife. Xiao Kuankuan obediently lay on my chest, his little head nested in his hat and scarf, and he would show a clean smile when he saw me. The smile that came from the bottom of my heart made me slowly calm down. I barely managed to put away the sadness on my face, pulled the corners of my mouth dryly, and smiled at him.

He Zelin was in the store today, treating me like air and didn't look at me squarely. The greatest harm to a person is not cold violence or heated words, but coldness and ignorance. They are like sharp ice blades, silently hurting people invisibly.

He Liancheng opened the car door, hugged Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong in, and then closed the car door hard. Turning to the side, he hugged me hard and Xiao Kuankuan and I whispered, "I'm sorry." โ€

I waited silently for him to let go of his hand, and then got into the car with Kuankuan in my arms.

I know that He Zelin's attitude has nothing to do with He Liancheng, and I shouldn't be angry with He Liancheng, but I just can't help it, and my chest is uncomfortable. But in the face of He Zelin, I can't get angry. He is He Liancheng's father, and I can't turn my face with him on the spot. If you really fall out, I'm afraid that there will never be a day when you will never accept me again. I want to really get involved in this family and be a part of this family. But I don't know how difficult it will be.

When we came, our family talked and laughed, and Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong played all the way with Kuankuan. Now when I go back, I don't say anything, and the air in the car seems to be frozen. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were silent, He Liancheng wanted to speak and stopped, Xiao Kuan's eyes were closed and dozing. I looked up and saw that it was overcast outside, like someone had hung a piece of lead in the sky, blocking all the sunlight.

He Liancheng wanted to speak several times along the way, but when he turned around and saw the two little treasures clinging to me, he swallowed the words. I also resisted the urge to ask him, but Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong swallowed those questioning words back into their stomachs.

The two of them are now able to judge what things are based on what they hear, and I don't want to hurt them too much because of my emotional troubles. But now, this kind of damage is inevitable. Since it is inevitable, I will try to minimize the damage to them.

Kuan Kuan never slept in the photography shop, and fell asleep in my arms when the car started.

When I entered the house, my aunt was surprised to come up and pick up the sleeping Kuankuan, and whispered to me, "Why did Kuankuan come back so soon?" โ€

I didn't speak, He Liancheng said to her: "Sister Xia, you can go back after you get the child, you don't have to come here for the next two days, we are all at home." โ€

The aunt put Kuankuan on the bed, picked up the bag and said to He Liancheng, "Mr. He, then I'll go back first." โ€

This aunt is an eldest sister who lives nearby, and she comes to take care of the children every day after the confinement. He Liancheng felt that the house was too small, and it was all kinds of cramped to live in a nanny, so he deliberately found a home attachment from the housekeeping company, and he didn't need to live with us.

I held back all the way and disappeared in the blink of an eye when I entered the house, I was still unwilling, I was not happy, but I was not angry with He Liancheng. It seems that when you get angry in the future, you have to endure it, maybe after a while you figure it out, you feel that there is no need to lose your temper. After all, getting angry and arguing hurts too much.

I rolled up my sleeves, put on my apron and opened the refrigerator, looked at the inventory inside, and said to the awake big two novels: "You two go play for a while, and the big one will come and help me cook." โ€

He Liancheng's eyes lit up, and he turned around and walked into the kitchen, and said to the two boys standing in the living room: "Let's play, cook and call you." โ€

He was no longer angry with him when he knew I was willing to let him help with it.

I looked at the smile in the corner of his eyes, took out a cauliflower and put it on the board and said, "Peel it off, break it a little, and wait for you to take the spoon." โ€

"Well, Howler." He came down with a mouthful.

I continued to wash the round tomatoes, and then scalded the skin of the tomatoes with boiling water, and before I could finish peeling them, he leaned up from behind, hugged me from behind, and wrapped his hand tightly around my waist, and the hot breath sprayed on my neck, which was unbearable.

"You're cooking, what are you doing?" I stopped and asked him sideways.

His sparkling eyes looked at me, and he gently pecked me on the lips and said, "I'm afraid you'll be angry." โ€

"What do I have to be angry about, it's your dad who does that to me, and not you? Besides, from the beginning he didn't approve of us being together, and it was to be expected that he would be treated like that. I thought too simply, thinking that if I had a child, I would be accepted by him, and it seemed that the old man was also a stubborn person, and I was afraid that he would have to fight a protracted war. I said.

"I'm afraid you'll think too much, so I haven't dared to tell you. I mentioned to him several times that I wanted to take you over to see you, but he didn't agree, saying that if I really married you, I wouldn't enter the house again. He Liancheng buried his head in my neck socket and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's because I'm not good enough." โ€

"It's none of your business." I lifted my wet hand and touched his face.

I still had the small red particles of tomatoes on my hands, leaving a blush on his face, and he strangled my waist again and said, "Believe me, one day, I will give you a wedding that will attract the attention of the world." โ€

"Okay." I nodded solemnly.

"Actually, it's because I'm incompetent, otherwise I wouldn't be subject to the old man everywhere." He Liancheng's tone was a little lonely.

I knew that he started working almost at the same time as me, and it was not easy to manage an investment company on his own in such a short period of time, under pressure from all sides. What's more, in the middle, because of me, he was blocked everywhere, and even did not hesitate to resort to such a routine as false amnesia, which was really hard.

"You've only been exposed to these things for a long time, and it's not easy to do this far." I turned around, grabbed his face and said.

I don't like He Liancheng to lose confidence and apologize to me with a frustrated face. I like to see him in high spirits and resolute manner.

"Leyi, I'm quite incompetent." He looked at me, and his eyes turned gray.

"You've always been the best in my heart, don't think so. No matter what, it's good for us to be together as a family, and we don't need to be recognized by others. I stared into his eyes and said, trying to drive away the frustration and powerlessness in his eyes.

"I still only have 8% of the shares in the group, and the equity confirmation made in the middle is invalid." He Liancheng didn't dare to look at me, and his eyes turned to other places.

"I can imagine that as soon as you get out of his grasp, you will definitely have such a move. It's all good not to let you go out of the house. I leaned in and kissed him gently, holding him in my arms with my backhand. His words just now really shocked me, but I didn't expect He Liancheng to work hard for nearly a year, and the results of an engagement in exchange for just a few months, were taken back by He Zelin.

"Don't you think I'm particularly incompetent? I can't even ...... the life I want to live for my beloved," he lowered his voice, "Actually, when you were generous, I wanted to talk to you about it, but I never had the courage to say it. โ€

"No matter what happens in the future, whether you are poor or rich, I will treat you the same as before." I whispered in his ear.

I never knew that he was carrying so much pressure alone, and I felt that I had knocked over something in my heart at once, and I couldn't express my distress for him. I know He Zelin's methods, but I didn't expect him to be able to do such a thing to his only son, He Liancheng.

"I see that your business is getting better and better, and I don't think I'm too much like a man......" He Liancheng said in a small voice in my ear.

During this period of time, my mind was all on Xiao Kuankuan and Hanhua's projects, and I cared too little about him, and I didn't even realize that he had such a mind, and it was a dereliction of duty as a woman.

"Liancheng, it doesn't matter how many shares you have in the group, the most important thing is to take care of the company in your hand." I persuaded him, but I knew in my heart that the status of the group was much more important than taking care of a branch. But if I don't say that, he'll think more.

He lay on my shoulder and muffled, I pulled his face, looked him in the eye, and kissed him on tiptoe, with a very gentle movement. I don't know how to persuade me, and I feel pale if I talk too much. I just want to tell him with my actions, no matter who he becomes, my heart for him will not change.

His lips were a little cold, and at first, he stubbornly closed his mouth and stood there like a rock.

I slowly kissed from his lips to his ears and whispered, "You are the best in my heart, always." โ€

As soon as these words fell, his body moved, rubbed his lips on my cheek, grabbed my earlobe and bit it lightly, and said in a slurred voice: "Le Yi, Le Yi...... I love you......"

All of a sudden, he became aggressive, pushed me to the refrigerator, and pressed my body to death. Every kiss carries an irresistible temptation. My back hurts, but in front of me is his tossing and turning kiss.

He was almost rough, and there was a faint smell of blood rust in his mouth, and he swallowed it and demanded it...... I quickly lost the ability to breathe on my own, begging for that breath from his mouth like a dying fish.

From his cheeks to his neck, the skin exposed at the neckline, his hot kisses fell everywhere.

I was weak and held tightly in his arms. Suddenly, there was no space under his feet, and he picked me up, and with a clanging sound, he waved his hand and swept the things on the table to the ground, and then put me on it. A hand reached into his shirt and picked the buckle at the back.

He buried his head in and kissed hard, and although I was almost addicted, I kept a trace of sanity at the end, pushed his head away and gasped, "No, there are children." โ€

He Liancheng's eyes flashed, he took a step back, and I was free to jump off the table. At this time, he suddenly turned around, locked the kitchen door with his backhand, and forced me to immobilize again, and his low voice was a little hoarse: "Give me ...... if you love me"

I looked at his stubborn eyes, kissed him on the mouth again for a while, and was counterattacked by him again, and when the two were about to twist together like fish out of water, I heard a knock on the door outside, and Tong Tong asked loudly, "Mom, I'm hungry." โ€

He Liancheng suddenly dried up like a deflated balloon. I rubbed my hot face and said outside, "Play a little longer, and the meal will be ready in no time." โ€