The first update

"I still like to accompany you to read books, visit the garden, enjoy flowers, and enjoy paintings." Yaqing thought for a moment and shook her head, she didn't like this kind of entertainment, she was used to dying in her previous life, and she still hoped so much in this life.

"Don't want to hand over a few handkerchiefs? It's been two years, and you don't even have a really good friend, and if you're like this, those girls are just going to feel depressed. "Actually, this is the most depressing thing about the eldest princess.

For two years, every ten years, Yaqing would post to invite those girls to her home. On weekdays, on the birthday of each girl, she will also carefully select gifts for people to send.

Of course, there will be some correspondence between them, because she can't get out, and the other girls will have nothing to do. When she can't go, people naturally want to talk about the interesting things that happened. Look at the boat of friendship floating. But in fact, who knows that Yaqing and these girls are actually similar, and they don't say who is better. When they left, Yaqing would not mention it again, if she hadn't asked about the Tang family today, I was afraid that Yaqing would not have mentioned the news that one of her friends had told her.

"Just like the Tang family's incident just now, you said, without these little friends, how can you know these things outside. Don't underestimate any of your friends. The eldest princess paused and said solemnly.

Yaqing thought about it and nodded, in the past two years, she has learned a lot from her friends. From them, she learned what the demeanor of a true noble lady looks like. It's not about the elegance in the gestures, but the confidence that emanates from the heart.

"I am a noblewoman, I am privileged, I am the maker of rules; I'm the rule! ”

Otherwise, she wouldn't feel stupid now. Before, her heart was empty, for fear that she would be seen by Mama Hu and them. And the most wrong thing about her is that her heart is empty. So whatever she does, what she exudes is frivolous. And now, even if she is inadvertently showing a little coquettishness. Everyone doesn't think there's anything wrong, but they think that their daughter still has to be spoiled. That's how to be pitiful, and no one thinks of any other dirty place.

"Don't I have friends?" But now the eldest princess seems to mean it. I haven't been making friends in the past two years, which makes people very depressed. Yaqing looked at the eldest princess a little confused.

"What do you think?" The eldest princess was speechless.

"Okay, I'll learn to make friends." Yaqing nodded, yes, think about it. It seems that everyone is talking, she listens, and then smiles and introduces the dim sum she makes, feeling a bit like the proprietress who provides the venue. None of them are stupid, but who is really stupider than whom? When she copes with others, how can they not deal with her?

"You will grow up, you will have a husband, the marriage will have entertainment, and then, you will invite the ministers and the wives of the subordinates to visit the garden and eat. Make them like you. Helping the husband to build a good relationship outside is an important part of what you have to learn; And in the future, if you have children, how do you teach them, and do you want to make friends with them? Invite Xixi or go to another house? And in the future, you will have to find your in-laws. You don't have any friends, how do you know who has boys and girls of the right age? How to judge the quality of their family style? Which of these doesn't need friends? ”

"Do you have any friends?" Yaqing asked without fear of death.

Yaqing likes the eldest princess very much now, and the eldest princess is dead like her, in addition to being a housekeeper every day, she instructs her to do things. The rest of the time, the two of them read together. Tired, the two walked around the garden together, and the days were very pleasant. She liked this kind of little day, and sometimes she felt that the eldest princess was her mentor and friend. It is actually a bit difficult for her, who is now full of desolation, to be friends with those twelve or thirteen-year-old little noblewomen.

It's not that those friends are bad, but she feels that every time she has a treat at home, she will be a little nervous, and then she will collapse all day. Until she sent people away, she would feel as if she had gone out and run three thousand miles, and she was so tired that she didn't even want to speak.

So what she actually wants to say is, you can have no friends, why do I have to have friends?

"If you get mixed up like me, or like your aunt, you don't need friends. Otherwise, I will send it to the palace? The eldest princess glared at her.

"Oh, the matter of entering the palace, forget it. Tomorrow I'm going to pick a particularly lively girl to come out. Yaqing was startled, and when she entered the palace, she really had no friends. She was busy expressing her good desire to study hard.

"I'll send someone to help you." The eldest princess is becoming more and more helpless with this girl, although she also likes Yaqing to be more and more like herself, which makes her often have the feeling that this is her daughter. But reason told her again, no!

She is the eldest princess, and the empress dowager is still alive, even if she is the current queen, she doesn't dare to compete with their mother and daughter.

Even if Yaqing marries her own son in the future, she still hopes that Yaqing can be good at dancing with long sleeves, her son is too bad, if he is married to a wife who is dead, who will help him? And grandchildren, can they live their lives behind closed doors?

Yaqing was also said by the eldest princess to lose her temper, thinking about it, she was not Hao Ren's wife in her last life, she didn't even care about the housekeeping in the house, at most, ask what to eat, and then mention what she wanted to eat, and let people change the list. The entertainment outside naturally has nothing to do with her.

However, if you really want Hao Ren's guy to marry him, he can't be a canary for him alone. sighed in resignation, if you want rights, you have to fulfill your obligations, which is relative in itself.

The eldest princess also sighed, and she suddenly thought of Gao Man. The only friend she once had.

In fact, speaking of which, she really didn't blame Gao Man. At that time, there was a problem between her and Gao Yang. She was also full of fear for Gao Yang at that time, because she didn't know what kind of feelings Gao Yang had for her. More often, she felt that Gao Yang was just resigned to his fate.

When the imperial brother and Gao Man were in love with each other, she made the same choice as Gao Yang. Of course, it was a decision in her heart, and when Gao Yang made a decision, she acquiesced. In fact, she believes that as long as she tells her father that she will not marry unless she is Gao Yang, her father will never support her brother.

Basically, she and Gao Yang gave up each other at the same time.

When Gao Man died, he took her hand, "I was selfish once, and you were selfish once this time." Please, stop blaming me! ”

"I never blamed you, I always said you were my friend." The eldest princess didn't expect that Gao Man's last thing he wanted to say to her was this. She didn't care if her son could regain the throne, and she didn't ask her to take care of her niece. Eventually, she begged for her forgiveness.

"Yes, I only recognize you as my friend in my life." Gao Man smiled like a child at that time.

Therefore, when she first Yaqing, she had already told her that she was her aunt's friend. It's just that Yaqing didn't believe it at that time, and now she doesn't bother to say it anymore. In her heart, Gao is full of her friends. No matter what happened between them over the years, she still felt like she had friends. (To be continued.) )

PS: This chapter is not whitewashed Gao Man, Gao Man is selfish, she also knows that she is selfish, but she should also have a small piece of her own beauty in her life, she has always firmly felt that the only person she is sorry for is the eldest princess, this is a kind of self-hypnosis, in the end, people are going to die, she actually doesn't know whether life is right or wrong, she may only have such a thought, I have friends, my friends finally forgave me. Of course, it is not excluded that I have no request for you in the end, that is, the biggest request, and you will always have incense for me in the future. People are actually quite complicated, and you can think about it, but I still like to be kind.