Chapter 284 The Heartbreaker (5)

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"I can't convince them. 【”

Liu Qing looked at He Xi's disappointed eyes without apology: "The school does not agree to list the microcontinuity theory as a key topic because ......"

He hesitated to speak: "Nobody thinks it's something useful, you know, the school is very budget-tight, so the book is ......"

He Xi didn't say anything, Liu Qing's words he somewhat expected, now his last bit of expectation is gone, the only thing left is to publish the book at his own expense, He Xi subconsciously touched the passbook in his pocket, where his mother's twenty-seven years of service, from youth to gray hair, his mother gave it to him without even asking, He Xi suddenly hesitated, he didn't know what power he had to dominate his mother's twenty-seven years - although he took it from his mother without caring at the beginning.

"Listen to the teacher."

Liu Qing added: "Give up this useless idea, there are still many meaningful things worth doing, and you will definitely make a difference with your qualifications." ”

To Liu Qing's surprise, He Xi suddenly lost control, and he burst into laughter and burst into tears. "There's a lot to be done...... Are you also going to ask me to write some guide to the Graduate Record Examination? That's the most useful thing, a book

He Xi forced his eyes to look at Liu Qing, his eyes were full of helplessness: "Maybe you are willing to do this, but I can't let myself do such a thing, I don't care what you think, but what I want to say is that I don't disdain to do that kind of thing." ”

He Xi's eyes became a little arrogant: "Micro has taken me ten years, I must complete it, yes, I am very poor now, and my girlfriend's money for studying abroad is actually another man's money." ”

The tears on He Xi's face dripped onto the manuscript paper, "But what I want to say is that no force can stop me, I only know one thing, the micro-continuity theory must be completed by me, it is correct, this is my hard work." ”

He stared at Liu Qing a little presumptuously: "I only know that this is what I want to do." ”

Liu Qing didn't speak, his expression was a little ganga, and He Xi's sarcasm made it impossible for him to talk any further.

"Okay."

Liu Qing said helplessly: "You have your choice, I can't force you, but I just want to say one thing - people must face reality." ”

He Xi suddenly smiled, and there was a sense of determination: "Do you remember the first sentence you said when you first lectured to us?" ”

He Xi's eyes became a little ethereal: "At that time, you said that exploration meant loneliness, and that was almost seven years ago, and I have remembered this sentence for so many years. ”

Liu Qing thought about it with great difficulty, he didn't remember that he had said this, there were many things that were just casually said on a certain occasion, but he knew that he must have said this, because he knew that He Xi's memory was extraordinary.

Seven years is not a short period of time, has he really changed?

"The problem is—" Liu Qing tried to make a final effort: "Micro-continuity is not a useful result, it is just a purely mathematical game. ”

"I know that, yes, I admit it's really useless, and honestly I know it better than anyone."

He Xi said calmly but sadly, this is the first time he said this sentence directly, He Xi didn't expect that he could express this meaning so calmly, he thought it was something that could not be done at all, and for a while he felt that something in his heart seemed to be broken little by little, broken into ballast, broken into dust, but his face was still as calm as water.

"But I have to get it done." He Xi finally said: "This is my fate. “

Seeing this, everyone's hearts sank.

"He Xi, who is so persistent."

"The prince is really a little crazy, and he can't survive!"

"I was terrified to watch such a movie."

"He Xi, He Xi, what is the end of my life!"

"I'll ask Old Maido to help you, and you don't want to see each other, it's common for friends to help each other. In fact, Lao Mai is very good, but he speaks more straightforwardly. ”

“…… Today it snowed here for the first time of winter, and I rushed to the suburbs with a few friends to take pictures, and the snow-covered fields became no different from my hometown, so we all cried, dear Xi, are you really addicted to that question? Have you forgotten that there is another me? Lao Mai said that you only think about reading books all day long, and don't care about anything, and he doesn't listen to you, do you know, in fact, I begged Lao Mai to persuade you, listen to me, forget about that weird question, with your intelligence, there is another smooth road paved with flowers, and I am waiting for you at the end of the smooth road, listen to me, think more about it, let me arrange a qiē. ”

"My dear Eve, some people say that a woman's mind becomes elusive under the moonlight, and I think this man said it very well, and there is a good moonlight tonight, and I am standing in the little garden under the moonlight. Lao Mai was listening to music with a few friends in the house, I don't know if he deliberately chose this song, it really looks like my mood now, those lingering, with inextricable sadness, and loneliness, yes, loneliness, at this moment I really want someone to accompany me, listen to me, look at me, and let me be able to watch him, dear Xi, I don't know why you refused the one I arranged for you, is that question really more important than me? Take out my picture and look at it, look into my eyes, it will change you, trust me...... Lao Kang is calling me, he is always very careful, and he doesn't worry about me coming out alone. ”

“…… I had a quarrel with my roommate today, and I was really useless and cried miserably. Maybe I've been away for a long time and I've become very vulnerable, and I can't think about a little thing. I really want to have a strong arm to rely on, you are so far away, it is like being on the edge of the sky, Lao Mai suddenly came in the afternoon, and when he saw that I kept crying, he made jokes to me, all of which I had heard before, if I had been in the past, I would have laughed at him a few words, but this time I somehow laughed like a silly child, and Lao Mai also laughed with me, looking even more silly......"

“…… Thinking back to that day, it was like a dream, we had so many happy times, I really didn't know what I should do. I'm not a fickle person, I still think so to this day, I used to believe that true love is invincible, but now I know that there is only one thing that is truly invincible in this world, that is, time, pain or joy, love or hate, they can be defeated in the face of time, even if you thought they would be unforgettable for a lifetime, nothing dares to be called eternal in the face of time, when I wrote this text, my tears couldn't stop flowing, but this is not because of love for you, It's that I'm hating myself for why I changed my love for you - I thought it was impossible, Lao Mai had already completed the formalities, he gave up his domestic career, he wanted to accompany me, let me believe that this is the power of time, it will calm me. “

Looking at this letter, He Xi was speechless for a long time, only the sound of the wind blowing.

The bird outside the house was calling, as if singing: "It is sorrowful to cut and untidy, just like a river of spring water flowing eastward." ”