398 She is not her

At this time, the bedroom is like a heavy stone that has gone through thousands of years of wind and frost, and I can't breathe, and the feelings that have been suppressed over the years are instantly stimulated, and my feelings make my palms full of strength, so that Yu Xue, who was tightly held by me on the shoulder, struggled to eat pain.

"I don't know what you're talking about? I like this hat very much, what's wrong? Can't I like it? ”

Yu Xue covered up the rather abnormal haze just now, and asked rhetorically with pain and surprise on her face, looking very calm, but she was a little paralyzed.

"Who are you? Who are you? Don't try to change the subject again this time, tell me, who are you? ”

I don't care what she says or denies, but this time I must ask why, because what is happening in front of me is definitely not a coincidence, there are not so many coincidences in the world? I really wanted to ask her why Ou Kuangda bought her these things? But after all, I still have to keep my word, and I can't ask or say.

"You let go of me, don't you know who I am? My name is Yu Xue, melancholy Yu, Bai Xuexue. ”

Yu Xue struggled hard, and at the same time was very firm, and said impatiently.

"So how do you like these things? You can't like these things, by no means. ”

I still didn't let go of Yu Xue, let her keep struggling, and just continued to ask her.

"It's hilarious, didn't you buy it for me? I see that these things are very ordinary, but I like them very much, is there anything wrong? Are you like that? If you don't want to buy it, don't force it. ”

Yu Xue stepped on the soles of my feet heavily, so that I couldn't help but feel pain, she finally broke free from my shackles, took the hat in her hand, her beautiful face was full of anger, and said to me quite unhappily, but as soon as the words fell, she turned around and packed up many things on the 'bed', and handed them to me angrily, and said to me angrily: "I don't want your things anymore, because I don't like these things, if you want to buy them, buy them better." ”

Listening to her words, looking at her expression and movements, I knew that I had suppressed it for too long, and I was a little out of shape, so that I was delusional and fantasized, thinking of this, my body was a little crooked, my clenched fist slowly stretched, and my face was cloudy and uncertain Looking at Yu Xue who lowered her head slightly in front of me, and these extremely familiar things in her hands, revealing a bitter expression.

"Since I bought it, it's your reparation, you can keep it, I'm sorry, I've offended you, I'll go out and cook for you first, what do you want to eat?"

I didn't take the things in her hand, but said apologetically, trying my best to suppress my feelings, while Yu Xue threw a large bag of things on the bed~ , and when she turned around, she said lightly to me: "Whatever." ”

Taking a deep look at her, I touched my nose and turned around and hurried out of the bedroom, closed the door with my hand, and when I hurried to the living room, I seemed to hear faint sobs, but my mind is now full of dense memories, maybe there are hallucinations, I shook my head suddenly, and sighed: She is not her, but the voice disappeared in an instant, and I also came to the refrigerator, ready to cook for Yu Xue, who was offended by me.

After such a small episode, there was some silence between me and Yu Xue, I was thinking about things, as if she was the same, sitting around a dinner table, only Tom was eating and drinking without distractions, Yu Xue was not as hungry as she said, just holding chopsticks and pestle the bowl with her slender palm.

"Yu Xue, why don't you eat? I worked hard for an extra hour to make such a table of dishes, and if you don't eat it, it's all wasted. ”

Seeing that she had been in this position for about five minutes, I asked her suspiciously, and her mood was also a little unhappy, anyway, I can't tell what kind of affection I have for her at this time.

"I don't want to eat, I'm a little tired, I'll rest first, you can eat."

Yu Xue has been absent-minded since she sat at the dinner table, looked at the dinner table and didn't look at me and said to me, and then got up and walked to the bedroom, leaving two men who were a little wooden, Tom and I looked at each other tacitly, both with puzzled looks, I don't know what Yu Xue's situation is? It seems that after my gaffe is full of fantasies, her love has changed, because isn't she walking on that ruthless road?

After Tom and I finished eating, we were about to leave, and Tom stood in front of Yu Xue's bedroom with Tom, and listened to the movement inside, but I didn't hear anything, Tom wanted to knock on the door, but I stopped him and whispered to him: "Maybe your Aunt Yu Xue is already asleep, don't disturb her, let's go home, your school is also on holiday, tell me how you did in the exam?" ”

But when Tom heard my words, he didn't speak, and then he ran away, and I paused for a moment to relieve myself.

"You're definitely not doing well in the exam, stop me, little rabbit."

I lowered my voice and yelled at Tom as he ran away, full of hatred for iron.

Walking on the road in the middle of the night, I held Tom's little hand tightly, and the street lamp standing in the snowy world covered in black veils illuminated the way forward for us, this late night, only the two of us were left, I spent a few minutes to criticize Tom, this girl's exam, Chinese and mathematics were all failed, and now it is only a kindergarten, and I really want to slap him.

"Father, you tell me the truth, don't you want mom?"

Tom, who had been silent, suddenly shook my palm slightly, and asked me earnestly.

I lowered my head and looked at Tom, full of helplessness, I directly told him that your mom doesn't want you, will he believe it? Or will it be sad? I sue him, now only the two of us depend on each other, but I can't let you lack maternal love, so I want to find you a new mom, is he understandable? These are all unknowns.

"Tom, you are now six or seven years old, and you are already a little man, and often children born abroad are a year or two older than children at home, so Dad doesn't want to lie to you anymore, of course you have to believe that Dad is telling you the truth."

I squatted down, slightly lower than Tom, touched his head and said seriously, but my heart was full of sad feelings, and the cause of this qiē was just a woman with a beautiful name but a vicious heart, abandoning her lover and child, what else could she not abandon?

"Well, you say, be honest with me, don't lie to me again."

Tom nodded and said to me, just a little adult.

The colder and colder wind raged all around us, isolating us from the troubled world, and around the wind, the night shrouded only our father and son, the little father and son.

"Actually, your mother left your father when she was in college, maybe she had you the night before she left, and then gave birth to you in the United States, so it was your mother who abandoned your father, and now five years later your mother has abandoned you again, she cruelly abandoned us, a pair of father and son with the same fate, so such a woman is not your mother, she can abandon her own son for her own happiness, what else is there to be nostalgic for? Sue me, do you still resent your dad for being with Aunt Xiaoyan? ”