Chapter 144 Explained
"Fool, some roads are difficult and difficult to walk. You look at the Queen Mother's infinite scenery, but you know that the first emperor did not have the Queen Mother in his heart, but the Queen Mother would be a sober-minded person, so she got the word respect, and spent her whole life in the palace, who can understand the grievances and bitterness. We have the status and identity we have now, and we should live our lives well, don't let people underestimate us. β
Jia Xuan secretly wiped her tears and nodded silently, "I remember, it's me who is always jealous of my sister's honorable status, I know that my sister must be very hard, the palace is not so good, and the princesses are not easy to get along with." But I don't know why, my heart is so upside down, like being put on hot oil, a heart can't find a source, and I feel uncomfortable. I know I shouldn't think so, but sometimes I can't help but be jealous of others, and even I am jealous of my third sister, who has such an aunt who thinks about her wholeheartedly, but I have nothing, I am not convinced......! β
As she said, he also knew that his thoughts were not all right, some were very naΓ―ve, but he couldn't help but be jealous of others, like a fire, there was a fire in his heart that couldn't be extinguished, and he pressed the gourd and scooped it, which felt very uncomfortable.
Mingzhu is not surprised, she understands this feeling, although she was a princess in her previous life, but the queen mother died early, everyone else has a mother, only she doesn't, she got the honor of her father, but she can't replace her mother after all, not to mention that her father is not her father alone, he is the father of many princes and princesses, and the fatherly love given to her is really too little.
If you want to restrain jealousy, look at people who are obviously inferior to yourself are better than yourself, have things that you can't grab in your life, and use a peaceful attitude to look up and see each other without looking down, which feels terrible, and often makes you want to tear up the other party's happy smiling face.
"I understand your feelings, and I don't know how to persuade you, but I don't think I should let my relatives hurt my enemies quickly, let others see our jokes, I like to slap others in the face. I felt happy when it cracked. You think I'm not good, I want everyone to know that I'm the best; You think I'm pitiful, and I want to tell the whole world, I'm very happy. Every step of my life has been achieved by myself. It can stand up to everyone's comments.
When everyone is at the same level, you are a little better, others will be jealous of you, but when your achievements are already very high, and when they look up to you, the jealousy will be gone. If there is any one who is jealous. The people around her can spray her to death and laugh at her for not being able to measure herself, which is the benefit of being powerful. You're right, the queen mother is also a concubine, and now that she has become the queen mother, no one dares to talk about the past.
But the situation is different, back then, the family needed the queen mother's concubine to make sacrifices, and today you don't have to do this, if you do this, it will even bring trouble to the family. The road is walked out by people, it depends on how you choose, but with my temperament, I will never be a concubine if I can be a concubine. The main room has natural advantages, not all concubines can climb to the head of the main room to be powerful, and such a family itself is not a good match. β
Maybe others think that Jiaxuan is wrong, and her ideas are ridiculous, but Mingzhu doesn't think Jiaxuan is wrong, it's just that her thoughts are a little crooked. Put yourself in her shoes, and it's not necessarily all wrong.
People can only be good, not everything, who doesn't like it, but how many people in this world have done it.
Glory, wealth and love are stronger than gold. You can only choose one, and everyone in the world does it!
"Sister, am I stupid, I know I have shallow eyes. I saw the glory and wealth, but I didn't see the hard work of others. Jiaxuan got Mingzhu's understanding and enlightenment, and the grievances in her heart had a place to vent, as if she had found a bosom friend, and her feelings were released, which made her feel much better.
"Don't say that. I don't think you're greedy for wealth and wealth, don't you tolerate your sisters on weekdays? It's just that you are locked up in this back house, and it is inevitable that you will see less, and your horizons will be narrow, and I will take you to see the outside world when you are a little older in the future, and it would be good to see more.
Why is the concubine atmospheric, because her mother taught her well, representing the glory of the family, and the good things are piled up to play, and her knowledge and eyesight have increased, and nothing is worth much. I hold the queen mother's private treasury in the palace, which contains gold, silver and jewelry, silk and satin can be picked according to my heart, do you say that I can look at ordinary things, in fact, this is slowly cultivated, it would be good if you saw more, my sister is so diligent and intelligent, much better than others.
Last time you went to Zhang's house, I was proud of you in my heart, and when I came back, I learned from my grandmother, and my grandmother nodded and approved of you, saying that your life is a little harder, and you are not a good mother. Do you know that grandmother let us move out because of you?
It stands to reason that it is better to raise your mother, but my grandmother was afraid that you would be wronged and raise a crooked character, so she lost her temper with her father and moved us out, because she was afraid that moving you alone would affect the sisterhood. Father is also worried, the furnishings in your yard are all custom-made by my father, some of them are my father's private collections, and even I don't have them. And that set of white jade dishes is a gift from my father's friend, my father has always loved it and was reluctant to let our brother and sister touch it, and gave it to you without blinking. β
Mingzhu said that these are to let Jiaxuan know that she is not loved by no one, and everyone in the family hurts her, at least her grandmother and father really love her, and they are not mixed with other things.
Jia Xuan covered her face and burst into tears, it turned out that she had always been wrong, it was she who drilled the horns, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that she was very wronged and pitiful, but in fact, it was not like this.
"Sister, I was wrong, I really know that I was wrong, I will listen to you in the future, you can beat me and scold me, don't leave me alone, I thought you just had to take care of me because of the situation." Jiaxuan always thought that she was a concubine, and her status in the family was not so important, just like raising a kitten and a puppy, and she would find someone to marry in the future.
"Silly girl, why do you think that. It is true that my mother is definitely not as attentive to you as she is to me, but you must know that your aunt has not been wronged by my mother. Auntie hasn't done much so far. I didn't do anything to you. With my mother's means, what is the matter of killing my aunt? You look at Qinglian Qinglan's situation, I don't know if you found it when I went last time, Qinglian's clothes are all half-old, and the cuffs are re-inlaid with Lan edges, which are sewn on, which should be short or worn out. But look at Lingyun, when you wear new clothes, your mother has never wronged you. Mingzhu couldn't help but say a fair word for Yongtai.
Jia Xuan immediately nodded convincingly, "I know, I have never said anything bad about my mother, my mother is really good to me, I am much better than other people's daughters." She eagerly confessed, she really had no opinion on this, she never thought that Yongtai owed her, wasn't her own mother like that back then. (To be continued.) )