Buried in Biqiao, I leaned limply against the trunk of the tree.

I once thought that in this life, I would be ordinary, like an ordinary girl's family, husband and children, whether rich or poor. In my previous life, I was too strong and calculated everything for him, but as a result, he won a false name and I lost love.

Therefore, in this life, I will follow the golden mean in everything, not too good, not bad. If people don't offend me, I will never take the initiative to find trouble.

But now, because of this so-called golden mean, I can't even keep the people around me.

I don't count others, and I am calculated by others.

I don't hurt people, I get by in everything, but I hurt the people around me.

Bi Qiao's death was all due to my carelessness, I knew that something would happen, but I didn't want to prepare in advance. I knew that Ziyan had a problem, but I let her go with the flow.

This night, so many things flashed through my mind, and so many tears flowed from my eyes.

Liu Ye said: "Nalan Mu, this contest is too boring, when can you make me more interested?" ”

Liu Ye said: "Ziyan is just a pawn I planted next to you, so obviously, how could you not be aware of it?" Am I overestimating you? ”

Liu Ye's smile was extremely sarcastic, as if he hated me very much, and as if I was just one of his many playthings.

Perhaps he felt that Biqiao's death alone was not enough to stimulate me, and he said, "Your mother, you rush back now, and maybe you can see her one last time." ”

I jumped up in an instant and said, "What did you do!" What did you do!! ”

Liu Ye threw me a horse, but he avoided answering his mother's matter, and said, "Nalan Mu, aren't you going to Yueqiu to worship the green fan?" In this world, there are not many people who have come into my eyes, and one of them is the green fan, if you can worship his name, you may be able to compete with me a little. ”

I laughed, laughed at his arrogance, laughed at my incompetence, and said: "Liu Ye, today you let the tiger return to the mountain, and in the coming day I will let you also experience the taste of life is worse than death." ”

With that, I jumped on my horse, whipped my whip, and headed off in the direction of return.

Although my father was still on the way back at this time, there was a secret guard in the General's Mansion to protect him, so it stands to reason that there should be no problems in the General's Mansion. But what Liu Ye said made me unable to suppress my panic, and I always felt that things were not as simple as I imagined.

When I left the General's Mansion, everything was fine at home, and the border crisis was resolved, so how could there be an accident in the only ten or so days since I left home.

I rushed back while thinking wildly, still wearing the bloody clothes, ignoring the strange eyes of passers-by, and after running wildly for three days, I finally arrived home.

When I got home, it was late at night, there was no one stationed outside the general's mansion, and the silence around me was frightening. I knocked desperately on the door of the General's Palace, but no one responded.

As soon as I gritted my teeth, I stood on tiptoe and climbed over the wall.

The scene inside the General's Mansion made me desperate.

Corpses strewn across the ground, rivers of blood.

I stumbled toward my mother's yard, and I couldn't count the number of corpses I had crossed along the way.

At this time, there is only one thing in my mind: Mother, don't be fine, don't be safe, don't be safe.

I went to my mother's yard, where the bodies of the slave maids lay in front of the door, and I put my trembling hands on the door frame and looked at my mother lying in a pool of blood.

"Mother!!"

I rushed in, ignoring the blood, ignoring the pungent smell of blood, I lifted my mother up from the ground, crying, "Mother, mother......"

My mother was still breathing at this time, lying in my arms and breathing hard, when she heard my voice, she opened her eyes with great difficulty and looked at me, and said, "Mu ...... Mu'er ......"

I cried and said, "Mother, don't talk, Mu'er will take you to the doctor." ”

I was helpless to support my mother, only to see the blood in my mother's body constantly flowing out, staining my body.

Mother shook her head slightly and said, "Mother... Mother... See you again... You... Already... Full... Full... Met ......"

After saying these last words, the mother closed her eyes and never woke up again.

"Mother!! Mother!! Yes...... Mother... Don't leave Mu'er, Mu'er beg, don't leave Mu'er! ”

I broke down, hugging my mother's body, crying for a long time.

Why! God! Why!

Did you let me be reborn just to see the people around me leave one by one?

Why......

I clung to my mother's corpse, refusing to let go.

Even though there were a lot of officers and soldiers outside, they were carrying torches, and they found me.

I saw the horror in the way they looked at me, as if they had seen a demon from hell.

He said, "Someone! Tie up this madman! ”

He said, "Boss, she is shedding blood and tears, it is so terrible. ”

He said, "What are you afraid of as a big man! She is the murderer that Governor Yin said, tie her up quickly! ”

He said: "But she held the body of the general's wife and refused to let go!" ”

They forcibly separated me from my mother, they tied me up with ropes, dragged my body out, no matter how much I resisted, no matter how much I cried, they only thought I was a madman.

Then I was mercilessly knocked unconscious and fell to the ground.