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"Erase memories?" I couldn't help but ask aloud, this kind of thing is too cruel.

I've heard of such a technique, which uses electromagnetic interference with the brain's memory to thin the chest, so that a certain part of the memory is permanently damaged. Originally, this type of surgery was used to treat soldiers who had been stimulated by the war and who had gone insane. Because it is very immature, it has not been promoted around the world.

As far as I know, this technology is still experimental.

"Yes, I agreed, and decided to erase the memory of the relationship in a short period of time, and there were after-effects of doing so. Human memory is as continuous as time, and to erase one part is to erase another. She sighed and said, "Can you guess what happened?" ”

I couldn't guess, but I tried to think about it according to her train of thought, and I suddenly felt creepy. If you erase all the relevant ones, what else is left in the person's brain? The cleanest piece, and then he will forget who he is, forget his own experience......

I can't imagine this anymore in my head.

"You should also think that it is difficult to erase a part of a person's memory, and when we are specifically treated, we find that memory is inseparable, especially emotionally. So how many memories can we keep? She was clearly reminiscing, frowning.

A pampered woman like her rarely makes such a frowning move. Now it is said that her memories are painful for her.

I didn't ask out loud, the last appearance He Liancheng left me was full, and the spirit of the whole person was uplifted, and now ...... Cheng Xin?

I can't think of any similarities between the two.

My beloved one has changed to a coffin face, a nasty character, and a business machine qì reappeared in front of me? What is this?

Later, he fell in love with him, never mentioned anything in the imperial capital again, forgetting that he had a son, a fiancée who was about to get married, and had such a childhood and teenager and the experience of studying abroad...... He forgot about it. Yuan Zheng continued.

A person who has no memories of the past will still be the same person? I can't give myself an answer.

"I found out that he was no longer my nephew, but a stranger with the same genes." Yuan Zheng obviously couldn't accept such He Liancheng, she had the same affection in her eyes as mine, "However, things have come to this point, what can I do?" It is impossible to go back, so the next thing is to explain the questions he asked, who he is, where he came from, who his parents are......"

I understood Yuan Zheng's words, and through guò to erase memories and answer questions, they transformed He Liancheng into someone I didn't know.

"In order to make him believe my words, I did hypnotherapy again, and planted in his subconscious who he was and what kind of childhood and school experience he had." After Yuan Zheng finished speaking, the person also calmed down.

She held the steering wheel tightly, parked the car in the emergency parking strip, looked at me and said, "You don't know this." So, I don't know now what will happen if you repeatedly stimulate him in front of him and make him recall the original ones. ”

I finally understood what their gang had done to me some time ago, all so that He Liancheng could live in a new identity, and so that they would all think that their treatment plan was right.

"You're just a bunch of crazy people, you erased his memory, did you ask him about his own wishes?" I couldn't help but raise my voice, staring at the delicately made face, and asked word by word.

"That's the only way to save his life, and if he doesn't, the consequences are unimaginable, maybe it's a mental disorder, maybe it's a loss of consciousness and he becomes a vegetative person. You can't imagine how scary it was at that time. In order for him to live and give an account to his dead mother, I had to choose this treatment. Yuan Zheng also raised his voice and said to me.

"Huh!" I shook my head, "Okay, since you think it's right, why is there such a situation now that you can't predict, and he runs back to find his past." ”

"That's because someone shows up, and if you never show up in front of him, then he can go on normally, forever." Yuan Zheng's words were almost shouted.

"It's all my fault." I am completely calm now, thinking that Cheng Xin's version of He Liancheng is looking for his past like a headless fly over there, and my heart hurts faintly.

"Yes, if you want him to live, I'll give you a sum of money, you leave the imperial capital with your two children, go to any country, don't appear in front of him again." Yuan Zheng finally said her purpose.

Give me a sum of money to get out of his sight. This sentence is so familiar, I really didn't expect that after a few years, I would still hear this sentence. I don't know if I should be happy or sad.

She saw that I was unresponsive and asked, "What do you think?" ”

"What do you think I'm going to do?" I asked rhetorically.

She probably thinks that I should obediently listen to her, leave the imperial capital, take the children to a place that everyone knows, and live the rest of my life?

"I think you should at least look at the relationship between you and Lian Cheng, and let him live well." Yuan Zheng said.

She had a point, and she hit me in the soft underbelly.

As long as He Liancheng can live, whether he remembers me or not, I really don't care, the key is as long as he lives well. However, in this situation, is he doing well? I don't feel ignorant at all, it's a good thing to lose my life.

"You don't stand so high to instruct me what to do." I said to her, "Do you think Lian Cheng is lucky to live in such ignorance?" Or is it pathetic? ”

She was fine with my words, her eyes turned a little red when she looked at me again, and she stubbornly said, "At least, he's still alive." I'm sure his mom would agree with me if she were alive. It's unfair to you, we find a way to solve it. Before, I apologize for what you did to your child. At the time, I really thought you were deliberately evoking some of his memories. ”

"I won't agree with you, I have my own circle of life in this city, I have my own friends, and my children have adapted to life here, so I won't leave here for anyone." I don't have to think about it, and I don't want to listen to Yuan Zheng's so-called reasons anymore.

"Can you not be so selfish? Have you ever thought about letting Lian Cheng live the rest of his life? She asked again, her voice raising involuntarily.

I don't want to say that her words are selfish or anything, I fully understand her thoughts, but I don't agree with her approach, everything in the world cannot be carried out according to someone's plan, and if this plan is forcibly maintained by external forces, it will definitely have an unexpected accident at some stage. And now, three days later, I have another date with Cheng Xin.

I know there's a low chance he'll be able to fully remember me, but I want to try. If he really forgets about the past, then stay away from his life and let him live well. If he can remember the past, let him choose, or let's choose first.

suddenly realized a problem: If He Liancheng looked at Cheng Xin's face and remembered all the things in the past, how should I choose?

"Can you watch him get stimulated again?" Yuan Zheng looked at me with an incredulous look.

"Did you consider his own feelings when he made him forget about his past? There are some things that cannot be changed by man. "I calmed down.

No matter what He Liancheng becomes, what I hope to see is still him in his true colors, not this one who has been stripped like a working machine.

"Whether I go or not, it doesn't matter to him now, if he wants to get his memories back, none of you can stop him. Because the so-called erasure of memories only disturbed his memory Shun lì, not completely washed away like a tape. Memories are in everyone's mind, they can only be masked, not erased. You should be looking for a doctor, not me. I looked at Yuan Zheng's ugly face and said directly.

In fact, when I spoke to Yuan Zheng in this tone, I had already given her a lot of face. If it weren't for He Liancheng, I would never have been so kind to a woman who took my child away without permission and put it in a suburban hospital that made me worry all night.

She didn't realize how ridiculous and selfish her approach was, but stared at me again and said, "I'd advise you to think about what I said, and don't make decisions so impulsively." The decision you just said is not wise, and it is not good for you or your child. ”

Yuan Zheng calmed down, looked at me with sharp eyes and said, "You think it through and give me an answer, three days." Three days later, the ...... Oh, Cheng Xin is coming back. ”

"Okay." I didn't say no to her, and I should think about it.

The news she brought was so shocking that I need to think about it carefully, maybe what I said just now was too impulsive. This qiē was too sudden, too incredible to me.

Three days should be enough time for me to think about it.

The power of the Yuan family, Cheng Xin's current state of ignorance, I am isolated and helpless, like an island in the middle of the sea...... The situation shows that the Yuan family and I are tough against each other, and there will definitely be no good end. I'm not alone, and I have three children, so I'm a little relieved that Kuankuan has to be the backstage. But the other two, I don't dare to make any mistakes.

Yuan Zheng didn't say any more, pulled over at the next intersection, I pushed open the door and went down, waving goodbye to her.

In the end, it was not the time when I was young and vigorous, and I was impulsive in front of Yuan Zheng for less than three minutes before I regained my calm, and no matter what happened in my heart, I still calmed down on the surface.

took a taxi home, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong had already come back by themselves, the house was full of the smell of instant noodles, and when they heard the door ringing, Tong Tong ran to the door and shouted: "Mom." ”

I looked at his small figure under the shadow of the lamp, and the whole thing was considered to be a soul. I didn't pick up the children again today, they have now learned to go home by themselves, Yuan Yuan carried a small schoolbag on his back, led his younger brother through a street, four alleys, and was able to come back by himself.