Chapter 195: Broken Dreams

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Mu Tian put her hands on her face, and found that there was no one left on her face that was exposed, all of them were wrapped in gauze, and it was these gauze that made her sure of this: she was disfigured.

"Mom, don't cry, you sue me, isn't it my face"

Mu Tian saw her mother who had been crying on the side, and she knew that her mother would never lie to herself.

"I told you before not to be an actor," my mother was a little choked up when she spoke, and her speech was intermittent, she paused and continued, "What can I do now, although I can't be an actor now, I can't even get married." ”

After speaking, Mu Tian's mother began to hug her head and cry again, and Mu Tian's agent had to hurry over to comfort her.

Mother's words were like a bombshell, detonating in Mu Tian's ears, Mu Tian felt that she suddenly couldn't even hear her mother's crying, her head was full of "buzzing" sounds, Mu Tian felt that her head was like being put under the wheel of a car, and it hurt like being run over and over again, so painful that it was about to burst, and it hurt so much that Mu Tian felt that she was about to lose consciousness.

"I can't be an actor anymore", my mother's words are like a death sentence for Mu Tian, being an actor is Mu Tian's dream since childhood, and finally with her own efforts, she has become a popular first-line star, and she hasn't warmed this son yet, fate is like playing a joke with him, it's like using a big eraser to erase her qiē efforts, and then sue her, you can't be an actor anymore, by the way, you are also disfigured by the way.

Mu Tian didn't know how long the buzzing in her ears had lasted, and after being sentenced to death, time seemed to be even more painless for Mu Tian, who didn't have a strong sense of time.

Disfigurement is like a direct death sentence for a female star who eats with her face and acting skills, Mu Tian feels that she wants to die, but now she is weak and can't sit up.

When Mu Tian slowly heard the sounds around her again, her mother had stopped crying, but was still sobbing softly.

"The doctors in this hospital are not the same, they are the best, my mother will accompany you to find the best doctor, if it doesn't work in China, you will find a foreign one, and if it doesn't work abroad, we will continue to find a better doctor until you return to your previous appearance."

The mother's tone of voice seemed very eager, and she couldn't wait to take Mu Tian to find the best doctor now to save Mu Tian's appearance.

"Mom"

Mu Tian only felt at this time that the closest person in the world was his mother, originally because he was busy with work all day long, he wanted to be famous, and he thought that he could make a lot of money after becoming famous, so he had a lot of time to spend with his mother, but he didn't expect that after he became really famous, he had less and less free time available, and he attended various activities all day long, and he was busy with this and that all day long, and he had no time to accompany his mother. But her mother is always silently waiting by her side, even if she doesn't have time to accompany her mother, but her mother's heart is still full of herself, and now that she has an accident, she is still her dearest mother by her side.

A few tears flowed out of Mu Tian's eyes, the tears flowed down the bandage and through the wound, Mu Tian let the salty tears stimulate the pain of the wound to spread all over his body, maybe this can Mu Tian maintain the last sobriety, sober that he still has to live, and he has a mother who loves him.

Since that day, Mu Tian's daily routine is infusions and medicines, and her mother is staying by the bedside every day, bringing her meals and chatting with her, Mu Tian found that she seems to have not had a good chat with her mother for a long, long time, and now she is recuperating in the hospital, which gives her enough time to be with her mother and accompany her mother.

"Mom, you don't have to be here 24 hours a day, I can take care of myself alone."

Mu Tian saw that her mother was tired every day, and she felt very distressed.

"You're Mom's baby daughter, Mom likes to be with you."

Mu Tian felt that her mother's words were always like a spring breeze, allowing herself to bathe in it and let herself enjoy this long-lost intimate feeling.

Time passed like this, and slowly, Mu Tian and her mother talked more and more, and even forgot that she was still a patient for a moment.

Soon, two months passed, Mu Tian, who was lying on the bed every day, felt that his limbs were about to degenerate, and when he was finally about to be discharged from the hospital, Mu Tian felt that he was relaxed, as if he had not felt so relaxed for a long time, so he rested for two months, it was like taking a big long vacation, but this long vacation was in the hospital, and the smell of disinfectant water was all over the day.

During Mu Tian's daily hospitalization, there will always be paparazzi who want to come to take pictures secretly, but they are all driven away by Mu Tian's mother one by one, and finally on the day of undressing the gauze, the doctor specially picked a late night, and when all the paparazzi were not there, the bandage was removed, and the first thing to remove the bandage was to take the medicine prescribed by the hospital, and under the demonstration of the night, Mu Tian returned to his home.

When she returned home here, Mu Tian felt a long-lost sense of intimacy, and finally there was no smell of disinfectant water, and the whole person felt refreshed, Mu Tian didn't dare to touch her face, but she still wanted to have a bottom in her heart, so she went to the bathroom alone and stood in front of the mirror.

Even if Mu Tian's home is a bathroom, the decoration is several times more luxurious than ordinary people's homes, and the entire bathroom is in luxurious tones, Mu Tian stood in front of the mirror, looked at himself in the mirror, and froze in place.

Although Mu Tian had already mustered up great courage when she decided to see what she looked like after her disfigurement, after really seeing her disfigured appearance, Mu Tian still felt a chill from the bottom of her heart, a cold meaning that bordered on despair.

Probably since Mu Tian went to elementary school, she has been more beautiful than everyone around her, and it is the self-confidence brought by this particularly strong sense of superiority that has supported her step by step to this day and become a well-known popular female star, and the reason why everyone praises female stars and everyone likes female stars is naturally because female stars look more beautiful than the average person around the audience, everyone likes beautiful things, and no one likes an ugly monster from the bottom of their hearts.

Mu Tian stretched out his hand and touched the scar on his face, which was completely different from his own skin, this scar made Mu Tian feel very hot to the touch, or felt that his fingers seemed to be stung, starting from the first scar, every time he touched a scar, Mu Tian felt like his heart was pierced by a knife, every time he touched a scar, there was a hysterical stinging pain that made Mu Tian feel that he was about to suffocate, and when Mu Tian felt the scar on his face with his own hands, there was a tingling sensation from the bottom of his heart, Mu Tian felt a little dizzy.

During her stay in the hospital, the most words her mother said every day were comforting words, repeating the same words every day, like "we will definitely find the best doctor" and something like that, these words are like chicken soup for the soul, every day it pours Mu Tian's broken heart because she knows that she is disfigured, and at the same time, it is these chicken soups that support Mu Tian, and it is these chicken soups that make Mu Tian dispel the idea of suicide and not leave her mother alone.

However, a woman is a woman after all, and a woman is still fragile after all, Mu Tian held her head in her hands, leaned against the wall of the bathroom and sat slowly on the ground, the whole person sat helplessly on the ground crying, at first she was still crying quietly, but when she thought that her future was ruined, the appearance she cared about the most became a thing of the past, Mu Tian's crying became louder and louder, and finally, when she felt that the bathroom door was about to stop her crying, she turned on the rain, and under the cover of the noise of water hitting the floor, Mu Tian's cry was not noticed by her mother.

Soon, the rain water wet Mu Tian's clothes, Mu Tian let the water hit her, and finally her whole body was already soaked, and she didn't care, when people were in the most desperate time, the surrounding qiē seemed to be light and fluttering, and they were no longer so important.

Mu Tian slowly lay down, lying under the shower head, the rain water just fell on Mu Tian's face, Mu Tian tried hard to open her eyes, wanted the rain water to wash away the tears in her eyes, hoped that the rain water could take away her pain, and hoped that the rain water could awaken her paralyzed feeling.

It's just that this qiē is just water, which can only wash away tears, but it can't take away pain.

"Whoa, whoa"

The water kept staying, and I don't know how long it was, Mu Tian couldn't tell whether it was tears on her face or middle-aged water from the shower head, she slowly stood up against the wall, and walked out of the bathroom without wiping her body.

Every time she walked through a place, she left a bunch of watermarks on the ground, and walked straight towards her room, and the mother who was cooking in the kitchen at the moment saw her daughter's abnormality, so she hurriedly rushed over, and when Mu Tian's mother supported Mu Tian, all Mu Tian's consciousness also collapsed at this moment, and the whole person only felt that it was dark in front of her, and she fell into her mother's arms.

People will always relax their will and vigilance that originally supported them at the moment when they find support.

When Mu Tian woke up again, she found herself lying on the bed in her room, Mu Tian's face covered with scars looked very pale, and her mother was looking at Mu Tian lying on the bed with great concern, and it was already late at night.

"How are you, are you still feeling bad?"

The current mother asked with concern, her eyes full of worry.

"It feels so much better."

Mu Tian's voice was a little weak, and it sounded very worried.

"Then you go to bed first."

After her mother finished speaking, she helped Mu Tian cover the quilt, and then left the room