553. Chapter 552: A Hazy Feeling
When I returned to the bedroom, the witch stubbornly said that she didn't want to sleep and asked me to chat with her, so I had to hold her against the bed and chat.
"Xiao Luo, when did you say Dad would come out. Will I still be able to see him? I really miss him. You know, my dad was very strict with me, and he pinned all his expectations on me. Compared to my two older brothers, my dad valued me more. Since I was a child, my life has been planned by him, and I can only walk forward along the route he has planned for me. When I was younger, I didn't have friends to play with, and I didn't even have a childhood. While other kids were playing outside, I was forced by my dad to practice the piano at home. ”
While the witch was in my arms telling me everything from childhood to the present, she suddenly looked back at me and stared into my eyes and said, "What would happen to you if I disappeared one day?" ”
I shook my head and said, "No." I know you're not going to leave me. No one can take you away from me. ”
The witch said with a gloomy expression, "But I'm afraid that if I don't last until then, I will be eroded by the disease." ”
I said in a firm tone, "No." You've gotten a lot better. Dr. Wang told me that you just need to go to the hospital for a few more days to pay respects, and you will be fully recovered. You don't scare yourself, it's okay to get better. I'll figure out your father's affairs too. You're just waiting to be my yellow-faced woman. ”
The witch was not moved by my words. The look on her face was still so dark.
So I continued: "The promise I made to you just now is not something that I can fulfill alone, do you want me to be a man who does not keep his promises?" ”
The witch said forcefully, "Yes! I believe you. You will always be the best in my heart! ”
As soon as the witch finished speaking, she hugged me tightly, and before I could react, I felt a soft lip on my mouth.
The next day, I woke up early, prepared for the witch, accompanied her early, and sent her back to the hospital after eating.
After saying goodbye to the witch in the hospital, Xiaodong called me and said that he had something to discuss with me, and said that it was about Lin Batian. This is exactly what I want, and I was going to call him just now anyway.
After making an appointment with Xiaodong for thirty minutes, they met at the "Wu Family Girl Restaurant".
As soon as I arrived at the Wu Family Sister's Restaurant, I saw Saori's car parked in the parking space in front of the restaurant.
Could it be that Saori is also in there? Xiaodong, which one are they singing?
Are they worried that I will be embarrassed to ask Saori, so Xiaodong will find Saori for me first?
Standing at the door of the restaurant, I don't know how long it took to walk into the restaurant.
After entering the restaurant, I didn't see Saori, only Xiaodong and Shaoyang muttering something. What's going on? Why is Saori's car outside and no one in the restaurant? Anyway, now that I'm in, I don't care so much, since Saori is here, let's let her be there.
Sooner or later, Emperor Xin's affairs are going to find Sha Weaving, since sooner or later they are going to meet, it is better to make it clear to everyone now, even if Sha Weaving is unwilling to help Xin Huang, it doesn't matter, after all, helping Xin Huang is not Sha Weaving's choice, let alone an obligation, even if Sha Weaving sues me, she will not help Xin Huang, at least she can give me a buffer, and no longer fantasize about letting her go out to help Xin Huang.
Walking in front of Xiaodong and Shaoyang, looking at their mysterious verbal handover, I didn't know what to say.
Shao Yang suddenly turned around and saw me, pretending to have an expression that I had been waiting for you for a long time, and said, "Young Master! Why are you here now? ”
I looked at him apologetically and said, "Don't bother to keep you waiting, but I don't seem to be late." ”
Xiaodong waved his hand to stop the conversation between me and Shaoyang, and said, "Forget it." Don't say anything else. Now that the protagonist is here, let's discuss how to save Emperor Xin. ”
Shaoyang stopped farting with me, and said seriously: "Yes, Emperor Xin must not be finished, after all, he is connected with the fate of many people, and too many people's interests have been harmed by this." ”
Xiaodong nodded and said, "That's true. Do you know that many creditors with Lin Batian have invested all their savings in Lin Batian's plan. If Lin Batian is finished, then I really can't imagine how many people will come to him for his funeral. ”
I listened in amazement as they told me, and I felt the pressure on my shoulders.
Xiaodong walked up to me and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Brother, Emperor Xin's can't be finished, but you don't have to carry this matter!" You know how much debt Lin Batian owes. No one can afford that much money. Do you understand! Those are the money that drives humanity crazy, not waste paper. We're not playing at home right now. You really have to think it through. With so much money, even if it forces you to death, you can't make up enough. Besides, what did Lin Batian do to you before, have you forgotten that Lin Batian forced you to divorce Lin Xi? Have you forgotten that he once trampled on your self-esteem with impunity? How badly you were toyed with by him before! Have you forgotten all this? I really don't understand why you're going to help him now. Is it for Lin Xi? ”
I kept my head down and smoked while Xiaodong spoke, and when he finished speaking, I slowly raised my head and stared into his eyes and said, "I can't find a reason not to help the witch." No matter how Lin Batian is, I can't change it, he is Lin Xi's father. ”
Xiaodong was also a little excited, and said to me: "Then you have done enough now, you have divorced Lin Xi." ”
I was about to speak, but I was stopped by Shaoyang.
Shao Yang pressed my shoulder and said, "Yin Ran! The path you choose is yours to finish even if you are on your knees. Xiaodong and I will do everything we can to help you. But you also have to think carefully about whether what you are doing now is worth it. If you determine the value, then I'm not going to say anything. If it's not worth it, then be ready to stop. Don't make yourself so miserable. ”
I can have friends like Shaoyang and Xiaodong, and I really don't lack anything in my life.
I looked at Shao Yang with red eyes and said, "Shao Yang, I really love Lin Xi." I really don't want to see her tortured like that by Lin Batian's affairs. Actually, I just want Lin Xi, who has been tortured now, to become a witch she once was. I know it's a difficult path, but I don't want to choose. As for you and Xiaodong, don't accompany me on this trip to the troubled waters. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Xiaodong said excitedly: "Yin Ran! Are you speaking human words now? Do you think we're trying to persuade you not to do this for ourselves? If we hadn't worried about you, we wouldn't have told you this. From ancient times to the present, how many heroes and heroes have been charged with a crime for a woman, why should you continue to be their follow-up troops. Do you think you have the ability to pay off the debt owed by Lin Batian? Besides, you're a man with a lot of potential, and I really don't want to see my good brother's future ruined like this. Yin Ran. ”
"Xiaodong! Say no more! Now we say that nothing works, let's wait quietly for Yin Ran's choice. No matter how much we say, he just listens, and the final choice is still for him to choose. Xiaodong wanted to continue, but was unfortunately interrupted by Shaoyang.
Xiaodong also muted after listening to Shaoyang, and the eyes of both of them were staring straight at me, I really don't know how to tell Shaoyang about my choice. I have somewhat comprehended Tan Sitong's "Desperate Poem", and I have a feeling of "I smile at the sky from the horizontal knife and go to leave the liver and gallbladder two Kunlun".
If I tell them the answer in my heart now, they will definitely go with me to save Emperor Xin, and if I say that I have chosen to give up now against my will, they will not believe it. In fact, they are just waiting for me to sue them, and I am still myself. It is unfaithful to give up a woman for the sake of her brother, and it is unrighteous to take her brother on an adventure for the sake of her own woman. What should I do? Is it to be an unfaithful and unrighteous villain?
Just as I was embarrassed, there was a hearty laugh behind me, and it was familiar. I looked back and saw that it was him. Fuquinone.
Fu Quone laughed and said, "Haha! Yin Ran, you are really a man with affection and righteousness! He didn't misread you. When I first met you, I thought he had a bit of an overreputation for you. Now it seems that it is really me who does not understand you. ”
Xiaodong and Shaoyang couldn't help but feel a little confused when they looked at Fu Quone's hearty laughter. They both looked back at me blankly at the same time and said, "Who is this?" ”
I hurriedly pointed to Fu Quinone and introduced: "This is Fu Quinone, the boss of Xinhua." My LIJ was able to jump to the top 10 in Huping City within a year because of his guidance. ”
After introducing the two of them, they exchanged a few cold words. We each sat in our own seats again, and Fuquone sat next to me.
After sitting down, Fu Quone patted me on the shoulder and said, "Yin Ran, is it difficult for you to choose now?" Everyone already knows your choice, but you don't dare to say it now. Why should you be bound by your own emotions? Do you think we don't know your options? In your heart, you have already decided to help Xinhuang, and if you don't say it, you're just lying to yourself that we don't know. Remember what I told you? As a man, you should be happy. Since you have chosen, you have to take action, and you have to let others know what you are going to do. In fact, you also know that the current situation is not something you can bear alone, but you don't want your friends to be involved in this turmoil, so you don't want to tell them what you want to do. It's a pity that you, a smart person, have completely ignored a simple truth. Don't you really understand that unity is strength? You alone are easy to beat. Only when everyone works together can there be a possibility of victory. ”
After finishing speaking, Fu Quone looked at me with a determined gaze and nodded.
I slowly took out a cigarette and lit it quietly, watching the bursts of green smoke drift in front of me, and the faint green smoke is like my life now. I wanted to cling to the happiness in it, but she always vanished in a light way.
I lay on the cold surface of the lake and looked at the faint green smoke, and I tried to grasp it with my hands. Maybe it's because my fingers are too wide, or maybe it's because the smoke is too subtle.
It always slips through my fingers.
The smoke burned very quickly, and it burned my hand before I could take two puffs.
I was about to order another one when Fu Kun grabbed me and said, "It's time to say it." ”
I looked up and saw that all three of them were looking at me, waiting for me to say the answer they had guessed a long time ago.
I took a deep breath and said, "Help! No matter what, I have to help Xinhuang, even if it is broken. As for the three of you, it is your duty to help me, and it is my duty not to help me. No matter what, I will remember you for being kind to me. ”
The three people who were excited before I could say anything listened to me. His face darkened again.
Xiaodong stared into my eyes and said seriously, "Yin Ran! If you treat me and Shaoyang as friends, don't tell me this nonsense. I don't want to hear it, since we're friends, we won't let you face difficulties alone. ”
After Xiaodong finished speaking, Shaoyang also nodded seriously and agreed.
What is a brother, a brother is to be able to stand up and face difficulties with you when you encounter difficulties.
I stretched out my hand and grabbed Shaoyang Xiaodong tightly and said, "Okay! Then let's face these difficulties together. ”
Shaoyang held my and Xiaodong's hands tightly and said, "That's right." Since we are friends, we should go together for the rest of our lives. No matter how big the wind and waves lie ahead, it will not stop us from moving forward. It's like it says in "Soldier Assault"! Don't give up, don't give up! ”
Fu Kun got up from his seat and laughed and said, "Haha, now everyone is happy again." No matter how great the difficulties lie ahead, but your friendship is harder than iron. I guess even if the sky falls, you won't be afraid. ”
The three of us let go of our hands and looked at Fu Kun.
I thought he was leaving, ready to get up to see him off. What I didn't expect was that Fu Kun actually said something that had already made me feel crazy.
"Now it's time for me to report the situation to my emaciated cousin who has been tormented by you, and God knows what will happen to her! To be honest, I don't know whether to rejoice in your friendship or express a moment of silence for my cousin, after all, it's really no fun now. ”
Fu Kun's cousin? Tormented by me? Who is Fu Kun's cousin?
Fu Kun looked at my blank expression and laughed. Laughing: "Haha, look at how I forgot such a critical issue." You're not sure who my cousin is, are you? My cousin is your Lin Xi's rival. Saori. ”
Saori? Shaoyang and Xiaodong were more surprised than the other. And my jaw dropped.
Saori turned out to be Fu Kun's cousin! It seems that this qiē understands that the reason why Fu Kun helped me before was entirely because of Saori. It turned out that the mysterious figure I had always been curious about was Saori. I always thought I was smart, but I didn't think it was Saori helping me.
When the three of us were still in a daze, Fu Kun turned around and left, and when I just came to my senses, I saw that the car at the door of the restaurant had started. It turned out that Saori's car was driven by Fu Kun instead of Saori.
In the evening, I accompanied Shaoyang and them to "Barbifes" to drink with three people, and this time I completely bought a drunk in "Barbifes".
In a daze, I felt like something was stabbing me in the head, but I still didn't want to move, just screaming out a language I didn't understand.
"Xiao Luo! Xiao Luo! ”
How do I keep feeling like someone is calling me? And it's a very familiar sound.
But when I opened my eyes with all my might, I saw only a hazy scene, and I felt that there was a beautiful little face in front of me looking at me affectionately.
I wanted to see what was in front of me but I couldn't, it felt as if God had covered my eyes with a piece of gauze.
I tried to speak, but I couldn't get the whole thing out of my mind for a long time.
The guy who woke me up brought me a glass of liquid I don't know what it was, and said I wanted to drink it. I didn't think much of it, I just opened my mouth and asked her to pour it into me.
I don't know what she gave me to drink, but I feel like my mind is clearer and I can speak the whole thing.
I rubbed my eyes hard to see that it was Saori who woke me up.
I looked blankly at Saori and said, "Where am I?" What about Xiaodong and Shaoyang? ”
Saori said softly, "You guys are drunk, and the waiter told me when I called you." Now you are at my house, Xiaodong and they are resting in the next room. ”
Looking at Saori, who I hadn't seen in a while, I really didn't know what to say.
Saori lost a lot of weight and was a lot haggard.
I really didn't expect my next encounter with Saori to come out of this situation.
Saori has actually been keeping an eye on me during this time, and if it weren't for her cousin's help, my LIJ would have grown so fast.
How could I not know Saori's affection for me.
In order to help me regain my self-esteem with Lin Batian, she could go and ask her brother to help me, a fellow rival.
If I love witches, then I have nothing but deep apologies for Saori.
I know Saori has done so much for me, but I already have a witch in my heart.
Although I have struggled with the two of them, I have to admit that my heart still belongs to the witch.
Saori looked at my numb expression and said affectionately, "I drank so much wine last night, and this is the porridge I made for you just now." Hurry up and drink it. ”
As she spoke, Saori brought me a bowl of porridge, and looking at the steaming porridge, I couldn't help but think that the last time Saori cooked porridge for me was when I was drunk. I remember the last time I was drunk in "Barbifes" and I also saw Saori after waking up, the same Saori, the porridge was the same.
After drinking the porridge, I felt a lot more comfortable in my stomach, and my brain slowly became more flexible, and then I remembered that Fu Kun seemed to have told me yesterday that Saori was his cousin. Then why haven't I heard Saori say it before?
"Fu Kun is your cousin? Why I didn't know before, you didn't mention your cousin to anyone, right? ”
Saori didn't speak, just nodded.
I stared at Saori and said faintly, "Why are you doing this?" ”
Saori looked at me apologetically and explained: "Xiao Luo, in fact, I don't want to do this, but I really can't bear to see you being ravaged by Lin Batian, so I asked my cousin to help you." I never mentioned my cousin to anyone, and he was the best candidate. Actually, I'd love to help you myself, but I know that with your personality, I don't like to accept my help. Just like now, even if Xiaodong Shaoyang and they were hinting that you came to me for help, you didn't come. I know you're a good man, maybe it's my Saori's life is not good, and God has to let me make such a mistake with you. If it weren't for Lin Xi, then I think I would have become your bride by now. I never blame you for hurting me for Lin Xi all the time. Because if you were the kind of uncaring man, I wouldn't follow you so desperately. Now that Lin Xi is in trouble, you want to help her carry it, people all over the world know that you can't carry it, but you still have to carry it. I know it's just because you love Lin Xi. I want to sue you and I will accompany you, but what I want to explain is that I am not for Emperor Xin, nor for Lin Xi, I am for you. I don't want to see the man I love too tired. I, Shaoyang, Xiaodong, and my cousin Fu Kun will accompany you to clean up this mess for Lin Batian. Don't worry too much. A qiē will be fine. ”
I looked at Saori apologetically and said, "I still miscalculated, I thought you would be gone after the last time I quarreled with you." Then forget jì I went to find my own happiness, but unfortunately you didn't die. And secretly help me all the time. I shouldn't have done that to you before. But I really love Lin Xi, and I hope you can understand that I did it all so that you could get your happiness, not for you to stay with me and waste your good time. ”
Saori stared at her big watery eyes and looked into my eyes and said, "Xiao Luo, if it wasn't Lin Xi who was frustrated today but me Saori, would you also help me like you did to Lin Xi now?" Forget it, you're not easy to answer, I know your answer. You can't do that. I know I have a low standing in your heart. Sometimes I really fantasize about how happy it would be if the person you fell in love with at the beginning was me, but God let me meet you after you met Lin Xi. The love of this encounter is truly heartbreaking. I have also thought about giving up on you many times, after all, you are all about Lin Xi without any status from me, so why am I still spending my years with you? It's a pity I can't leave, I really can't. You have already taken my heart captive, and I have fallen completely into your tender torment. ”
Listening to Saori's confession, my heart ached for a while, I didn't expect Saori to love me so much.
I didn't expect Saori to do so much for me behind me.
Faced with Saori's true feelings, I don't know what to say.
Saying anything hurts Saori, and I can only choose to be silent.
Escaping Saori's resentful eyes.
Seeing that I was silent, Saori didn't say anything more, but said softly in that begging tone, "Xiao Luo, can you hug me?" ”
My mind went completely blank, and I was completely subconsciously embracing Saori with my arms outstretched.
I could feel Saori trembling in my arms, and trembling violently.
It's like a frightened fawn.
Saori crawled into my arms for a moment, stopping her crying before slowly looking up. wiped away the tears that were still hanging on his face and stabilized his feelings.
At this moment, Saori changed back to the image of the strong woman, and the person who choked in my arms just now became completely two people.
Sha Zhi pretended to be a business negotiation and said to me: "Yin Ran, if I said that as long as you leave Lin Xi, I will help Emperor Xinhuang, will you promise me?" ”
I really can't accept Saori's sudden transformation, just now I was a little bird, but now I have said such realistic things.
I can't see which one is the real Saori.
She, like Lin Xi, often gives me the feeling that is so hazy.
I'm annoyed that Saori threatens me with this.
Use Emperor Xin to threaten me to leave the witch.
I said coldly to Saori, "What if I say it's impossible? What will happen to you? Helping Emperor Xin is something that I have decided a long time ago, since I have chosen to go through this troubled water, even if the end of this road is hell, I have no regrets. ”
I don't say these words to tell Saori how much I love Lin Xi and how inseparable I can't live without Lin Xi, but because Saori touches the bottom line of my heart. Threaten me.
Everyone hates being threatened.
Especially when people use me as an object to make bets on others.