1. Dream or be reborn
On April 24, 2016, the weather was fine. The golden sun spills lazily on a small courtyard on the edge of the city, just like every weekend afternoon. The sunlight reflected mischievously through the window onto the bed, and a slender girl was seen curled up and asleep. Contrary to all of this, the girl's expression seemed to be in some unbearable pain, tears were constantly falling from the corners of her eyes, and her sleeping face looked distorted and hideous. Suddenly, the girl opened her eyes and sat up quickly, and the whole movement was done in one go, not at all as if she had just woken up from a deep sleep. Her eyes looked angry, sad, and desperate. Tears fell on her hands, and the girl looked at her slender fingers in disbelief, touched the tears on her face, and finally stared at the long hair hanging down her shoulders in a daze.
"Is it a dream?" The murmuring voice made her look extraordinarily vulnerable.
After a short hesitation, the girl ran to the mirror, saw a smooth and immature face, and smiled silently. In order to get more confirmation, the girl wandered back and forth at home, lived for more than five years, and was so familiar that she couldn't be more familiar with the scene, which made her burst into tears again, "There is also water, and there is also electricity." By the way, what about Mom? Mom...... Be... No... Also...... Still there?
Picking up the mobile phone next to the bed, the girl's body and mind were trembling. The phone was quickly connected: "Hey, Wanguan woke up, are you hungry?" It wasn't until her mother's voice came that the girl's hanging heart slowly let go, and tears flowed uncontrollably.
The slight whimpering sound made Guan's mother nervous, "What's wrong with Guanguan, Mom will be back soon after shopping for groceries." Don't cry. ”
"Mom......, I miss you." I really want to think about it, and I think that I am used to the suffocating pain. How long have you heard your mother's voice? In the dream, I could only count the years by the scars on my wrists, until I couldn't find the place to go under the knife, and I couldn't count how long it was.
"What the hell is going on, is it a nightmare? Mom is going to come home now, okay? ”
"En......" wanted to say a lot of things, as if they were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say a word. The cowardly could only utter a simple monophonic word, begging his mother to come back soon. I really hate the way I look at the moment. I want to know where my mother is now, I want to know how long she will be back, I want to tell her how much I have suffered, I want to tell her how wronged I am, and I want to know if she is okay now? The girl's brows furrowed, her fists clenched, and she used all her strength, "Mom......, I love you!" "Quickly hung up the phone, the palms of my hands were full of sweat, fortunately, I finally controlled myself, but it was just a dream that was too real, just wake up, why worry my mother. Wanguan would rather crush and swallow all the sadness and pain in the dream, it will never happen anyway, just let it dissipate like this.
On the other end of the phone, listening to her daughter's sudden dialogue of true feelings, Guan's mother smiled like a flower, and decided to make her daughter's favorite hot pot at night. Pity the hearts of parents in the world, and it is so simple to be satisfied.
The girl washed up briefly, turned on the computer, and began to frantically search for news about the end of the world. What was obtained was false, and the 2012 prophesied by the Maya did not come. It really seems to be a dream about the end of the world. The girl smiled, this girl has a nice name, called Guanguan. Hearing the doorbell, he trotted over to open the door excitedly, and sure enough, his mother was back.
"What an adult, having a nightmare and crying nose," Wan's mother quipped with a smile.
"Mom, it's good for Mom to have you!" Guan Wan hugged his mother tightly. It feels so good to have Mom around, and I've never been so grateful as this moment.
"Alright, alright, hungry, I'll go cook. Seeing that you are so well-behaved today, I will buy you prawns to eat for a while. From the hug, there was a strong admiration for her daughter, which made Guan's mother sigh that her daughter had finally grown up.
"Okay, mom is really the best mom in the world" This sentence is like the best sycophant, and it has been tried and tested repeatedly. The loss in the dream is too realistic, and Wanguan wants to be tired of being by her mother's side now, so she helps wash the vegetables together.
"By the way, your aunt went to the hospital today to find someone, it's a boy, it seems that our old Li family has a future. Tomorrow we will go to grandma's house for dinner. Your grandma is happy. Mother's words are like opening Pandora's box and releasing the devil in Guanguan's heart.
No, it won't be real, the scene in the dream strikes again. The aunt did give birth to a boy, but the boy was born prematurely, his health was not good, and he spent a lot of money, so his grandmother was very anxious, and kept asking his mother for money, and later, by the way, the end came, and the aunt took advantage of the family to go out to find food, and swept all the food in the house and ran away, that person was the boy's biological father, and in the process of the dispute, the grandmother was pushed to the ground by losing her hand and died of excessive blood loss. After grandma left, the uncles and aunts at home used this as a fuse, grabbed food, split the family, and broke up unhappily. My mother knew that she would fall ill in the future, and Guanguan, who had no medicine and little food to spare, had no way to turn to her neighbors for help, but what she got was the plundering of moral degradation, not only taking away the last bit of food, but also having bad intentions towards Guanguan......
"What's wrong with Guanguan, why can't you stand there. Tell your mom what happened, did someone bully you? ”
The memory was awakened, and before I knew it, I was already in a cold sweat. Perhaps, she needs to think calmly, "I'm fine, I just remembered the nightmare just now, what is the number now?" In her voice, there was a mixture of fragility and fright, which made Guan's mother very worried.
"Today, April 24th, then you go to bed and lie down and drink a cup of hot water. After a while, my mother will cook and call you. Looking at her daughter, Guan's mother secretly decided in her heart to find a "master" to show her daughter.
After returning to the room, he was stunned for a while before his thoughts returned to his body, constantly hinting in his heart. You can't panic, panic will be chaotic, chaos will be miserable. If the dream is true, then at the end of October, when the winter just begins, the end of the world will come, and the weak resistance will begin to mutate, with the arrival of the first snow, the zombies have learned to advance, and at that time, it is difficult for ordinary firearms to cause damage to the advanced zombies, and the government began to take care of itself, and since then the end of the world has begun to break out in full force. In other words, there are still more than 5 months to prepare. However, you can't mess with yourself just because your aunt is pregnant with a boy, and the proportion of boys and girls is only 50%, maybe it's a coincidence. Guan Guan carefully recalled what else had happened, so as to verify whether the dream was true or false.
About everything that happened in the dream, Guanguan's memory is very clear, remember to go to grandma's house for dinner tomorrow, in order to ensure the smooth landing of the first boy after the Li family, the family invited a "master" to keep the child safe. Later, he even paid a peace jade for his aunt to bring. If it was before, she would definitely be sneering, but she was told in her dream that the droplet-shaped Ping'an jade was a 50-square-meter savings space, and later the eldest aunt relied on this to sweep all the food in the family and run away with people.
That's right. The third and fourth uncles like to buy lottery tickets, and tomorrow there will be a big news discussion. There were 129 people who won the first prize of the two-color ball, and the average amount of money in each person's hand after tax was less than 300,000, which seemed to be 29. 80 thousand. At that time, Guan Guan thought it was funny, and went to check the news, and sure enough, it was so. I still remember that the winning number at that time was - 02051223282901. Because the lottery numbers contain the birthday of Guan Guan and the birthday of Guan Mom, the memory is not profound. Well, if the dream is true, the lottery is drawn today. Guan Guan glanced at the time, 3 o'clock in the afternoon, and then got dressed and opened the door to go out.
"Daughter, the meal will be ready soon, where are you going?" Guan's mother saw her daughter's unnatural behavior after having nightmares first, and then she was about to go out without eating after waking up, and suddenly stood at the door with a kitchen knife as if she was facing a great enemy.
Wanguan wanted to say, Mom, don't be excited, put down the kitchen knife and talk well, so that Mom can rest assured, but at the moment she is not in the mood to joke at all, "Mom, I'll go downstairs and come back in 10 minutes, I'm on the phone, and I'm calling if I have something." Then he rushed downstairs, took a taxi to the lottery station, and bought a lottery ticket and came back. After two years of apocalyptic experience, Guanguan forgot the value of money, so in a panic, she only bought a lottery ticket to verify whether it was a dream or a rebirth.
After returning home, Wan's mother has already cooked the meal, in order not to let her mother think too much, quickly returned to the room after eating, and quietly waited for the lottery to draw. As everyone knows, Guan's mother looked at her daughter's abnormality, and became more and more convinced of the idea of finding a "master" to show her daughter, and then she made a phone call to Guan's grandmother, asking the master to show Guanguan tomorrow after seeing the eldest grandson of the Li family.
In other words, at this moment, Guanguan has slowly calmed down. Maybe from the time I went downstairs to buy a lottery ticket, I assumed in my heart that all this could be true. It's just that I don't dare to admit it, and I don't want to experience such a terrifying human hell again. But this time, what else do you have to fear? If everything is inevitable, then more than 5 months of preparation, 2 years of doomsday life experience, is to protect your mother's advantages and capital. Thinking of the unwillingness and anger of being bullied to death in the dream, this time the prey and the hunter's role should be reversed. If everything happens like a dream, then now you should make use of what you know in advance. The train of thought is still very messy, and Guan Wan took the pen to record what he could think of, after all, this is not a trivial matter.
Soon, night came. Guan Guan didn't choose to watch the masochistic behavior of Ling Chi in the live broadcast of the two-color ball lottery, and clicked on the webpage at 9:30 with a hand that was trembling even if he deliberately suppressed it. Sure enough, the winning numbers 02051223282901. As if it was fate, he won the first prize of the two-color ball, and I don't know what expressions other people won, but it is definitely not the distorted face of Guan Guan at the moment. The apocalyptic life is vivid, the betrayal of my father, and the experience of my mother who is worse than death but works hard to support herself. The days when he was cowardly and ignorant and was bullied, and after his mother left, he didn't die with the enemy with all his might.
Guan Wan clenched his hands, no matter what in this life, he had to take his mother to live a good life, there was resentment and revenge, there was revenge, God blocked and killed God, and Buddha blocked and killed Buddha.