Chapter 245: Unwilling
Rose Garden.
Mrs. Song looked at her daughter sadly.
In less than half a month, this little face has been thin, and she doesn't dare to recognize it.
Mrs. Song's heart ached, but she had to say that she couldn't understand her thoughts at all.
She wondered, where did her well-behaved and obedient daughter go?
Is this daughter in front of her still the daughter she gave birth to? Is that well-read and well-written daughter?
She raised her with hard work, was this how she was abused by others?
"Go and invite the prince to come over, I want to ask, why did my good daughter come to his house, why did she toss like this?" Mrs. Song instructed Peijuan resentfully, "I taught the girl to you, and this is how you serve your girl?" ”
Peijuan is the first maid by Song Xinwei's side, if Song Xinwei has something inappropriate, she, as a personal maid, has to come back to Song Mansion to say something.
"Mother, don't blame her, I can't think of this qiē myself." Song Xinwei didn't dare to say that Peijuan had been sent to a very remote Zhuangzi by Liu Ziming at this time.
She and Song's mother almost lost their lives.
Now it is a great luck to be able to see Peijuan, and Song's mother has fallen ill because of the continuous travel.
"Where's Mother Song?" Sure enough, after reprimanding Peijuan, Mrs. Song was looking for Song's mother again, "Why didn't you see her?" ”
Mother Song is Mrs. Song's nurse, and she raised Song Xinwei single-handedly, which is better than treating her own flesh and blood, so Mrs. Song also trusts Mother Song and uses her as a matching room for Song Xinwei to bring to King Ning's Mansion.
"Back to Mrs., my mother was infected with a cold a few days ago, and she was afraid that she would make Mrs. and the girl sick, so she didn't come." Peijuan had already said the prepared rhetoric.
"Really sick?" Mrs. Song looked at her daughter suspiciously, and saw that her eyes did not dodge, so she did not continue to ask. And Peijuan, who was kneeling on the ground, also breathed a sigh of relief.
"You go down first." Mrs. Song sighed, and when she saw Peijuan closing the door, she grabbed Song Xinwei's hand and asked, "You asked my mother to inquire about things there." What exactly do you want to do? ”
"Aren't you giving up?" Mrs. Song continued, "I said why are you so stupid as a girl," Mrs. Song said while crying, "You are now the son of King Ning, what do you want to do so much?" ”
"Listen to my mother. Live a good life with the son. Mrs. Song held Song Xinwei's hand, "Ang, be obedient, don't go to Xiao to think about things that don't belong to you." ”
"That person, let's just think we have nothing to do with him." Mrs. Song said and wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "Don't inquire about the affairs of Kunzhou Mansion anymore." ”
"Mother, don't cry." Song Xinwei is also very filial to her mother.
She knew that her mother was not favored by Lord Song, and her life in the Song Mansion was not as good as it seemed. But he gave her all his love.
All the good things were also given to her, even if she herself was struggling in the Song Mansion.
"I didn't do this for him," Song Xinwei said with a sigh while helping Mrs. Song wipe away her tears, "He ......"
Song Xinwei stood up and walked to the window, and said lightly, "From the day I got married, he has been dead." ”
It was still a dream she had when she was younger, and now she had woken up.
The only thing that is there is hate.
"I'm not a mother. If you are wronged, you can swallow your anger. Song Xinwei turned to look at Mrs. Song who was stunned, "I don't want to live like my mother." ”
It's so aggrieved to live.
Since she recovered the memories of her past life on that day, she had already made up her mind that God could let her live again. I just want her to be able to live freely.
In her previous life, she was just like Mrs. Song, wronged in that backyard.
For Li Zhuoran, a man whose heart is not in her, she has worked hard all her life, but she can't get a turn or a comforting look from him.
That man's heart was cold in his previous life, let alone in this life?
The reason why she is so persistent is because of the obsession in her previous life. She didn't believe that she Song Xinwei could be so sad, she was a human being in two lives, and she couldn't fight Gu Linglong's woman today.
She was not convinced.
So......
What she Song Xinwei can't get, no one can think of it.
"Why do you have to do this?" Mrs. Song moved her lips, wanting to tell her daughter the truths of the past again, but in the face of Song Xinwei's stubborn eyes, she only turned into a heavy sigh in the end.
"Bitter?" Song Xinwei smiled and shook her head, "It's not bitter at all." ”
Seeing them being tortured, she Song Xinwei was happy.
That's right, in this life, the purpose of her Song Xinwei's life is to let the couple Li Zhuoran and Gu Linglong live in torment and pain.
It's a pity that it was too late for her to recover the memories of her previous life, otherwise the ancient Linglong who would have been there would have married Li Zhuoran.
If Gu Linglong hadn't married him, would this life have been different.
It's a pity that there aren't so many ifs these days.
And she has long had no way out.
"Just beg you, silly daughter, aren't you tossing yourself?" Mrs. Song still couldn't help crying, "Look at you, how thin have you become now?" ”
"Mother, can you help your daughter? The only person I can trust is my mother. Song Xinwei lay down in Mrs. Song's words and said, "My daughter is not convinced." ”
"You ......" Mrs. Song raised her hand but gently patted Song Xinwei's sadness, "How do you want your mother to help you?" ”
She is such a daughter, she is willing to do whatever she wants, as long as her daughter can be happy. It's just that nowadays, it seems that there are not many happy things.
"As long as you are good, promise your mother, you will be good."
Otherwise, she would not have the courage to live.
My daughter has become like this because of her, because she is too cowardly.
People say that being a mother is strong, but when it comes to her, it is a woman who is strong.
Because she was afraid that she would be wronged by her mother's hand, Song Xinwei tried to be perfect in everything. , and therefore deeply won the favor of Lord Song, so that her status in the Song Mansion has not changed, and she has always sat firmly on the throne of Mrs. Song.
Otherwise, it would have been against the women in the backyard, who would have died several times.
It has always been her daughter who has been protecting her as a mother, and now it is her turn to protect her daughter.
Just hopefully, it's not too late.
"Mother only needs to ...... like this"
Song Xinwei smiled softly and whispered a few words into Mrs. Song's ear.
"You really ......" Mrs. Song looked at Song Xinwei in surprise, "Are you sure?" ”
"Sure." (To be continued.) )