Chapter 14: Playing the Guitar Downstairs in the Boys' Dormitory (2)

Behind Jiang Yirang's tall figure was the light in the corridor. In the light, he looked thinner. He pushed his glasses on the bridge of his nose and looked over to Cissy and us.

As soon as Lu Xiaoxi saw Jiang Yirang's figure, she immediately stood up, and Ah He and I also stood up beside her. She took a step forward and stood in front of me and Ah He, but instead of stepping forward, she clenched her hand into a nervous fist, and then opened it again, subconsciously wiped it on her skirt, and clenched it again.

And Jiang Yirang stopped at the door of the first floor and did not go any further.

The two of them stood at such a distance from each other for a long time before Lu Xiaoxi turned his head and looked at me and then at Ah He, and then the two of us nodded at her and smiled encouragingly.

I said, "Come on, Sissy!" Then deliberately pretending to be exaggerated and gesturing to Lu Xiaoxibi to cheer, she couldn't help laughing when she was still very nervous. Ah He gently pushed her forward on the other side, raised an eyebrow at her, and then looked at Jiang Yirang.

Xixi finally mustered up the courage to walk in the direction of Jiang Yirang.

Although I asked Lu Xiaoxi to come on, but I watched Xixi walking towards Jiang Yirang's back, and I was inexplicably nervous, and subconsciously went to hold Ah He's hand, when Ah He also held me, I found that she would also be very nervous, I always thought that no matter what she did, she was indifferent and would not care about the result, but now I found out from the strength of her holding me that there was something about us, which could also make her so nervous. I looked at the side and kept my eyes on Xixi, not noticing that I was looking at her Ah He, and clenched her hand even more.

We looked at Lu Xiaoxi together, as if watching the girl we have always loved the most, step by step towards the person she likes the most, step by step towards the happiness she wants most.

Lu Xiaoxi walked in front of Jiang Yirang.

Neither of them seemed to speak.

Jiang Yirang stretched out his arm and hugged the little Lu Xiaoxi in front of him, who was much shorter than him.

Ah He's tears and I were about to fall.

Then for a long time, they separated, and Jiang Yirang handed over a letter-like thing to Lu Xiaoxi's hand, and then turned around and went upstairs.

Lu Xiaoxi opened the letter.

She didn't move.

Ah He and I hurriedly ran to her side. Lu Xiaoxi smiled and handed us the letter. A lot of words were written on the letter, I don't know if Ah He saw it clearly, anyway, I didn't see it clearly, but my eyes fell on the last line.

"You should meet someone who really likes you, is loved, and is taken care of, instead of continuing to wronged yourself for me. Thank you for being nice to me, but I'm really sorry I can't be with you. ”

My heart was suddenly very stuffy, as if I had been rejected by my favorite person, my hand was weak, I felt as if I couldn't use my strength anymore, and the letter paper in my hand fell lightly. Ah He reached out and grabbed the piece of paper, then stared at the last line of words, and then let go and threw it away. The letter fell to the grass.

"Why do you want to throw it away?" Lu Xiaoxi squatted down and reached out to pick up the letter paper full of Jiang Yirang's words. Then carefully blow off the grass that is stuck to the edge of the letter. folded it and put it back in the envelope that Jiang Yirang originally handed to her, "Anyway, it was also a letter written by him." So many words! More than I've ever known him, and he's said more to me combined. ”

I don't know what to say. Ah He stretched out his hand and grabbed Lu Xiaoxi's shoulder and shook it, "Xixi, are you okay?" ”

But I couldn't even ask, "Are you okay?"

I knew how she could be okay at this moment.

Lu Xiaoxi shook his head at Ah He, and looked at me again, "Oh, it's okay, don't think about it, I was wrong before, I'm not at all like Jean and you and Zhou Qingchun, I, it must be an unlucky exception, you and Zhou Qingchun will definitely be fine." Seeing that I was sad, she sniffed and smiled at me, but this time I really couldn't laugh at all.

Actually, it wasn't very late, but the lights in this building were turned off early.

Including the fourth floor.

Lu Xiaoxi has never liked a person so wholeheartedly, and even, she has never liked a person, all her girl's thoughts are about Jiang Yirang.

She worked with me on printed circuit boards, and when she saw me printing Zhou Qingyou's name into letters, she also carefully and carefully printed the letters JYR on her circuit boards.

In all her crazy and stupid moments, as long as we laughed and shouted Jiang Yirang's name, she would blush like a little girl who had been caught doing something bad and looked back to see if the owner of that name was really smiling at her behind her.

She was overjoyed in the long line on a windy night, because she thought that she could easily ask him if she had just got two tickets for the game, "Hey, do you want to see it?" So that he can easily step into the door of the small theater in the envious eyes of others.

She often asks me like an unfavored child, isn't she cute? Why doesn't Jiang Yirang like her? Then she often comforted herself after a short period of loss, and regrouped confidently to let him see her goodness.

A few hours ago, she was downstairs in his dorm room, waiting for him expectantly, as if he was going to walk towards her in the next second.

And, as she read the letter, her happy smile froze on her face and slowly became stiff and sad.

I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat was sore, and the wind poured through my mouth, and I couldn't speak.

Lu Xiaoxi, who we hurt the most, Lu Xiaoxi, who smiled incomparably brightly every day, finally made up her mind to tell her all her thoughts to Lu Xiaoxi, the person who had been watching her for a long time, Lu Xiaoxi, who was like a little sun, at this moment, looked so sad, but I couldn't say anything.

Lu Xiaoxi patted me on the shoulder, probably trying to pretend that it didn't matter and smiled at me, but her tears fell honestly.

Standing under the dim street lamp, I finally couldn't hold back anymore and burst into tears with her.

Ah He didn't say anything next to her, but her eyes and nose were also red, she blinked her eyes vigorously, sighed, pulled Lu Xiaoxi with one hand, and pulled me up with the other, and slowly walked back to the dormitory.

We have all laughed at idol dramas, romance novels, girls are wholeheartedly for the person they like, brave silly to be good to him, laugh happily for him, and cry for him, we all used to boast that we were strong and brave and different, but when that person really appeared, with the most casual attitude in our hearts set off stormy waves, and looked at us behind us without pity, politely and thoughtfully said the cold "I'm sorry" three words, and then walked away without looking back, we were finally willing to believe in heartbreak and tears, Girls, it's actually no different.