In fact, when I thought about it later, I could have replied that he was looking for me and lost something, or I could just tell him that it was nothing, I had just finished dancing and was about to take something back, anyway, it was better than crying out loud like a nervous break.

But the truth is, at that time, at that moment, I suddenly burst into tears like a nervous disorder.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Zhou Qingyou was frightened by my sudden crying, and in a hurry, he wanted to use his fingers to help me wipe my tears, and then probably found that he didn't wash his hands after playing, and his palms were dirty, so he changed to the back of his hand and carefully helped me wipe away my tears. But I kept crying and crying, and he finally gave up: "What the hell is going on?" Don't cry. I tried to stop crying and replied inarticulately: "I lost my bag, my wallet, my phone, my keys." Then he couldn't hold back his tears, he looked at me helplessly, thought for a moment and said, "Why don't we go to the school guardhouse and look at the surveillance first?" ”

"Monitor, monitor?" I twitched and looked up at him with teary eyes.

"Hmm." He nodded.

Then I followed him without knowing anything and went to the school guardhouse, only to find that the area of the football goal was a blind spot for surveillance, and I couldn't see it in the footage at all. The uncle who helped us adjust the surveillance video asked us to go directly to the police, I was a little stunned, and I didn't react to what the word "alarm" meant, Zhou Qingyou had already said thank you to the uncle and pulled me away.

"Are you going to call the police?" I reacted and asked Zhou Qingyou blankly.

"Well," he hesitated, then added, "but not necessarily useful, there are a lot of freshmen who have just started school and lost things." ”

"Oh......" I lowered my head in a daze.

"But I know you're in a hurry right now, so let's go anyway whether it's useful or not."

I looked up at him, and he smiled softly at me.

A thought suddenly flashed through my mind, is it the price of seeing him if I lost something? I didn't feel too sad to change him to stay with me for so long.

From the school to the police station, I didn't stop the car, how we got there all the way, how many shops and how many streets I passed, I don't remember much, I only remember that my whole person was confused, the street was very empty at night, the orange street lamps were sprinkled on the ground, the wind blew through my ears, he took my wrist and walked forward, and from time to time he turned back to me and asked: "Is it cold?" He comforted me again, "It's okay, it's almost there." ”

On half of Zhou Qingyou's side face that I could see, the orange light of the street lamp stuck to his eyelashes like thin droplets, and his clean face was full of heart-warming youthful temperament. When I used to read novels, I often saw such a sentence, "My heart skipped a beat", I didn't understand it at that time, I felt very hypocritical, very stupid, I just didn't believe that there would be that kind of moment. And now I have to believe that the heartbeat of this kind of thing really seems to leak that beat at some point without warning.

God knows what if I wasn't worried about when I would be there, but I was thinking, what if I didn't?

When I arrived at the police station, it was already more than 11 o'clock in the evening, and I was taken by the police to make a record, and Zhou Qingyou sat in the hall waiting for me.

There was also a couple next to me who was also taking notes, and when the police asked me which school I was a student at, and I replied that I was a student of N University, they both looked at me with a little surprise, and then the girl told me that they were also N University, and they also lost something.

The three of them sat in front of the police, and although they had never seen each other, they inexplicably felt a little sympathy for each other.

I asked the police, "Is it possible to get it back?" ”

The policeman, who looked older, looked at me, then replied with a sigh: "Yes, I have found it, but your situation is the same as that of many freshmen in the past, there are no clues, and the possibility of recovery is not particularly high." After a pause, he added to me and the couple: "You freshmen, you don't listen to the safety education class at the beginning of school, you don't know that you are distressed when you lose something, so you should be careful in the future." ”

The couple looked at each other, and then the boy put one hand around the girl's shoulder, and the other gently patted the back of her hand, comforting her without words.

When you go to a strange city, there may be a lot of big and small waves in life, and you are really lucky to find someone who can take care of each other.

I turned around and saw Zhou Qingyou sitting in the hall through the open door, and when he saw me turn around, he showed me an inquiring look, as if asking me, "What's wrong?" I shook my head and watched him sit alone in the hall, when I suddenly felt choked in my throat and my eyes were hot.

If only he could sit next to me and take me on the shoulder and pat the back of my hand, if he could hold my hand steadily and not just carefully pull my wrist along the way.

After finishing the transcript, I walked to school with Zhou Qingyou, I lowered my head and didn't speak, maybe I wasn't as anxious as when I came, this time he didn't even pull my wrist, just walked quietly beside me.

"What's wrong with you? Did the police say anything? After walking for a short while, he probably sensed that I was not in the right mood, so he asked me first.

I shook my head.

"Do you want to tell your parents?"

I still shook my head, tears rolling in my eyes for a long time, and finally they fell. He tugged at my wrist in a panic: "Hey, why are you crying again?" Did the police say they couldn't find it? ”

I shook my head and nodded again: "He said that it was unlikely to be found...... "Boys are sometimes stupid, is it necessary that crying and not being able to find something have something to do with it?"

"It's okay if you can't find it." His hand was raised, and I thought he was going to hug me like the boy just now, even if it was for comfort, but in the end it only landed lightly on my hair. Like my brother comforting my little sister who lost her sugar, he touched my head and said gently: "Your wallet is lost, and your campus card must have been lost, so before you find everything, come and eat with me." “

Hearing this, I cried even more, Zhou Qingyou didn't know, so he couldn't cry and laugh again: "Why are you crying even harder?" Is it so miserable to eat with me? I quickly shook my head, "No, no," I said, twitching, "and I cried happily at the thought that I wouldn't be hungry." "Silly." He smiled and didn't look at me again, his eyes falling on the orange circles of the streetlights in front of him.

In fact, I used to think that I was a very strong person, and I wouldn't cry at every turn, and when I was in elementary school, I would dislike the little girl in the same class who was wronged and cried and told the teacher at every turn, but in front of Zhou Qingyou, it seemed that he was my teacher, I was wronged in front of him and couldn't help but shed tears, and I would stand behind him like a child, waiting for him to take me to a place of light.

If Xixi Ahe laughed at me before, how embarrassed was he to help me move things just after school started, now if they knew, they would probably laugh at me why I became such a crybaby who depended on him in front of him.

But I feel so relieved.