(395) will not leave you

The rumored wandering is probably that people like me are really getting more and more tired recently to deal with business and some so-called private matters during the day. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

As soon as I turned on the phone, the words "winter solstice" appeared on the lock screen of the phone. The cartoon image above is a family building a snowman around each other. Mom wrapped the child in a scarf, and Dad built a snowman on the side, smiling happily.

Sarcasm, really sarcasm.

Actually, I'm jealous.

When you get home, turn on the lights and look at this. Empty house. Inexplicably sad, I'm not a sentimental person, just because I'm sad, I can't breathe in pain.

Last night I had a dream in which a child was calling me Mommy. It was a beautiful boy who smiled like an angel. I never thought I would have children, just because I was unlucky, so I didn't want this misfortune to spread to my children.

It's just that the dream is really good, and when the child smiles at me, it seems that my maternal care appears.

But it's good to talk about dreams, the angels in dreams are not suitable for real life.

My life is already tragic, I can't have anyone to fall with me anymore, I can't be like my mother. Such selfishness is going to ruin everyone's lives like this.

When the house is big, people's hearts will be empty. Especially for people who lack love, it will be uncomfortable to listen to the voice of this ending. I don't know what's wrong today, my heart hurts.

I felt so bad that I suddenly wanted to cry.

But Fang Jingxian can't cry, can't cry.

Obviously, Fang Jingxian has everything, why is she still so painfully saying that she has nothing?

Yes, I have everything.

I'm so ridiculous, seeing a picture, I can't break the army.

In fact, children in this world should not be abandoned, they should be happy. With the love of Mom and Dad, they will not become calculating.

This is probably the essence of pity for hateful people, and of course the opposite is also true.

I'm sitting on the couch, and lately I've seemed to have turned into a glass heart, and I'm really disgusted with myself like that. I don't feel sorry, my Jingxian is always arrogant.

My hands clenched unconsciously, firmly telling such a self.

Fang Jingxian's life is very interesting, obviously there is nothing, but it seems that she has everything.

There was a voice at the door, probably Yan Shaocheng was back. He's been home a lot earlier lately, maybe I'm a, and he's out of the way with me.

"Why don't you turn on the heating? Aren't you afraid of the cold? Yan Shaocheng turned on his mobile phone and turned on the heating from the smart home improvement software.

After opening it, he took off his trench coat and hung it on a hanger next to him.

He came over and looked at me condescendingly, looking at me in a daze. He reached for his watch, half past seven.

He took a document out of his briefcase and gave it to me, causing me to open my eyes to him.

He sat down next to me instead, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"Don't you want to know about Shen Muyang?" His words woke me up, and I took it to see what it was.

Open and look at Shen Muyang's information, I have repeatedly ignored the people around me before, and now I am really responsible for the previous neglect.

"Shen Muyang is an illegitimate child, and few people in this circle know about it. I cooperated with Shen Jinrong before and learned from Shen Jinrong. Yan Shaocheng suddenly stopped talking as he spoke, and he looked at me as if he was appreciating the precious jade.

This look made me feel uncomfortable, and I looked up at him. He was looking into my eyes.

"You don't seem to be in a good mood today, do you think of something?" Yan Shaocheng was very clever in his words, so that I didn't know how to answer his words.

"yes, I'm not in a good mood." I laughed, bitterly with a bitter laugh. I don't feel very comfortable.

"Can't you tell me?" Yan Shaocheng also laughed, everyone is the kind of smirk, the smirk that has no heart.

I looked at Yan Shaocheng, but I couldn't speak.

"Shen Muyang and Fang Luyao got married today, and they belong to a legal couple with legal effect. Fangzheng has an extra son-in-law, what are you going to do? I changed the subject, not wanting to answer Yan Shaocheng's question.

"You don't have faith in me?" Yan Shaocheng turned to me and asked me, so that I couldn't say anything. He blocked me with a word, and I couldn't answer.

How can I not have confidence in Yan Shaocheng, what kind of person is he Yan Shaocheng.

"What kind of drug did you give Fang Luyao, why is she so obsessed with you?" I was suddenly curious, it's been so long, I really don't know what Fang Luyao is holding onto.

"What kind of drug did you show Shen Muyang?" He likes to ask rhetorical questions, and his rhetorical questions have always hit the nail on the head.

"Are you sure you want to hold on to me?" I stared at him with a serious gaze.

"Shen Muyang is not as happy as you think, he has been in a full-time nursery school all his student days, and he only returns home once every three months. He doesn't like to make friends, but he obviously makes an exception for you. And for a man, only if he has a different relationship with a woman will there be an exception. Don't want to know what Shen Muyang is willing to pay for you? Yan Shaocheng looked at me with a smile, and I could see the temptation in his eyes.

I smiled, looking at Yan Shaocheng like this, I smiled.

"Yan Shaocheng, are you jealous?" I smiled happily, and deliberately said this, hasn't he Yan Shaocheng always been high?

"Yes, I ate it wrong." Yan Shaocheng didn't mind saying this at all, his words surprised me a little. "Shen Muyang is indeed a good competitor for you. He is willing to give up everything for you, and such a rival is really hard to ignore. What about you? What do you think? ”

Yan Shaocheng's eyes were always looking at me when he spoke, he seemed to be watching my reaction, no, to be precise, he wanted to see my thoughts.

"No, I'm not going to leave you." I looked at him very seriously, almost looking at him in my bones.

Indeed, a person like Shen Muyang is very suitable for a person like me who pursues interests. It's just that Shen Muyang can't achieve my goal, my goal is you Yan Shaocheng, if you are not by your side, how can I stab you better?

So Yan Shaocheng, I won't leave you. I will not leave you until you have not chosen to abandon me. The bet between us has not yet been revealed, so let's see who we can win in the end.

Yan Shaocheng, who of us will say that the one who wins in the end, do you think I can let you lose under your nose?

Yan Shaocheng's eyes looked at me, as if he was savoring the meaning of my words.

Perhaps he was also amazed at my progress, and there was nothing in my eyes at the moment.

He stared at me for a moment, and when he saw my unflawed gaze, he smiled, mockingly.

(To be continued.) )