Chapter 466: The Mystery of Life 1
Zhang Jingyi was a little caught off guard by Xiao Qiang's sudden hug, feeling the feeling of Xiao Qiang's strong chest clinging to her, she blushed with shame and her pretty face was pounding, and her delicate body had a feeling of being numb and soft and losing her strength, not to mention pushing away, and even the slightest thought of struggling and resisting was inexplicably not born.
The warm fragrant nephrite jade entered his arms, Xiao Qiang's right hand held Zhang Jingyi's slender waist, touched the smooth and tender white skin that was as fine as condensed fat, and smelled the faint and alluring fragrance, he almost couldn't hold back and think about it, but fortunately, Zhang Jingyi's exclamation made him wake up from ** in an instant, hurriedly let go of her delicate body, and coughed a little embarrassed twice, "Jingyi, thank you, I think I am more stable now." ”
Being hugged by Xiao Qiang's domineering, Zhang Jingyi was shy and didn't dare to say anything, she touched her hot pretty face, and hurriedly escaped from the room with a soft hum.
Xiao Qiang shook his head a little helplessly, he found that he had already fallen in love with Zhang Jingyi a little uncontrollably, indeed, she was gentle and elegant, beautiful and generous, and full of charming femininity, such a perfect woman has been in contact for a long time, what man would not be impressed?
But now is not the time to worry about feelings, Xiao Qiang walked out of the room, came to his mother's bedroom in the Westinghouse, hesitated when he raised his hand, and finally knocked on the door.
"Mom, are you sleeping? I'd like to talk to you. When Xiao Qiang said this, when he thought that he was not Zhang Cuihua's biological son, his eyes couldn't help but turn red. After all, he has always regarded her as his own mother since he was sensible, but this relationship was completely shattered tonight, which is really painful......
"Xiaoqiang, is it? Enter...... Come in, door, door is unlocked. Hearing this, there was still obvious panic in her mother Zhang Cuihua's voice, maybe she was not ready to explain.
Xiao Qiang took a deep breath, pushed the door open and walked in. When he saw his mother sitting on the edge of the bed with a guilty face, he took the initiative to sit on the chair next to him.
Xiao Qiang...... I ......" Zhang Cuihua said with a hint of crying and guilt, "this thing...... Actually, I've always wanted to find a chance to talk to you. In the past, I was afraid that you were not yet an adult and that it would hit you if I heard it, but when you turned eighteen...... I'm ...... again. I don't dare to tell you, I'm afraid of losing your son......"
"Mom, can you talk to me...... This, what the hell is going on? Xiao Qiang gritted his teeth with red eyes and said, "Why...... I wouldn't be you...... Biological? Could it be that my dad ...... My dad had another woman before he married you? ”
"No, your dad loves me very much, I love him too, he doesn't have other women, don't get me wrong, actually...... He's not your biological father either. Zhang Cuihua reluctantly confided the truth, "To be precise, your father and I adopted you, and we have no blood relationship with you." ”
Xiao Qiang was shocked again, he really didn't expect that even Xiao Wannian was not his biological father! In other words, the Xiao family in Yongan County has nothing to do with him at all!
At this moment, Xiao Qiang suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness that he had lost all his motivation, his parents were not his relatives, so shouldn't he be an orphan abandoned since he was a child? Thinking that his biological parents would ruthlessly abandon him after giving birth to him, there was a resentment and anger in his heart that was gradually burning.
"Mom, do you know the situation of my biological parents?" Xiao Qiang hesitated for a long time before he said sadly again, "I want to know, who are they and why do they abandon the baby in swaddling clothes so ruthlessly?" What exactly am I doing wrong? ”
"Xiao Qiang, you're not wrong, you're really not wrong...... It's us who are wrong, it's your parents, it's us adults who are sorry for you, I'm sorry for you......" Zhang Cuihua wiped the tears that flowed out, choked up and said sadly, "Maybe this secret should be kept forever, so that there will be no troubles." But...... But paper can't contain fire, facts are facts, and even if I don't say it, you'll know sooner or later......"
"My biological parents...... Why the hell did you abandon me? Mom, I want to beg you to tell me everything you know, I'm an adult, don't worry, I'll stay calm and composed, I have control and self-control. Xiao Qiang closed his eyes and muttered, "I want to know who I really am, who my relatives really are, and why they abandoned me." ”
"Hey......" Zhang Cuihua sighed, as if she was trying to remember the bits and pieces of the past, and after sorting out her thoughts for a while, she said quietly, "I am a rural girl, and your grandfather found me an errand back then, that is, to work as a cook in the canteen of the agricultural machinery factory in Hengtian Town." I met your adoptive father Xiao Wannian in the canteen of the agricultural machinery factory, your adoptive father was just an ordinary young man in the countryside at that time, there were many young people from all over the world and the same as him, all in response to the country's call to go to the countryside to produce, your adoptive father was honest and helpful, once I encountered trouble in the canteen, it was he who kindly helped me solve it, and then we became good friends. At that time, your adoptive father also had a good relationship with a young man named Xiao Guofeng from the capital, and in that era of scarcity of material resources, spiritual emotions became our only sustenance. ”
"In the years of the agricultural machinery factory, your adoptive father and I gradually became a couple from knowing each other to falling in love, and the good brother of the adoptive father also found a life partner, that is a city girl from Beihai City, named Liu Ailan, who is very beautiful and very good with him. The four of us established a revolutionary friendship, often drinking and chatting, and often helping each other, and were really good friends. When Zhang Cuihua said this, her eyes revealed a look of fascination, and she could see that she missed the years very much.
Xiao Qiang listened silently, he didn't say a word, he wanted to listen to this story completely.
"Time flies, years pass in a flash, national policy changes dramatically, and the turbulent years soon come to an end. Most of the educated youths in the countryside are desperately writing applications to return to their hometowns or cities, and your adoptive father's friend Xiao Guofeng also received a letter from Beijing, saying that his family's grievances had been restored, and asked him to return to Beijing immediately. At that time, we learned that Xiao Guofeng was actually a child of a big family in the capital, and he was afraid of being persecuted and implicated by the government, so he came here to take refuge. Zhang Cuihua said this, glanced at Xiao Qiang and said, "But Liu Ailan, the Beihai girl who has fallen in love with him, is not so lucky, her family has many children, and there are only two places for each family when she returns to the city, so in order to give it to her younger brother and sister, she has no ability to go back." Originally, she was full of hope to figure out that her lover would take her to the capital, but who would have expected that Xiao Guofeng would never return, and the letters sent were mixed with photos of her marriage, which made her devastated and completely collapsed. ”
When Zhang Cuihua said this, her fists clenched involuntarily, and she gritted her teeth and said, "At that time, after Xiao Guofeng went back, Liu Ailan found that she was unwell, and secretly went to the doctor to find out that she was pregnant. In those days, getting pregnant unmarried was simply an unforgivable thing, but she didn't care, she wanted to keep the crystallization of her love with Xiao Guofeng, and wanted to wait for her beloved man to come back to pick her up before telling the secret. But who would have expected that what she was waiting for was the betrayal of her lover and a letter of breakup. ”
Xiao Qiang's originally cold face gradually rose a trace of hideousness, and he frowned and said, "Mom...... Keep moving! ”