I've often heard people say that writing is very passionate at first, and then it may fade more and more, until one day you forget why you wrote in the first place. I first wrote about Xianlu Youdao because I had just given birth to a baby at home, and I was about to go crazy with my idle life at that time, so I began to think about what to do to enrich myself. Immortal Road Youdao was born in this way! At that time, when the baby was sleeping, the happiest thing was to quickly turn on the computer and write a short paragraph. Updates never stop! At that time, writing was both my hobby and my career! Later, the baby was more than four months old, and I also went to work! So the first break appeared. At first, I will feel guilty, I will hesitate, and I will be anxious to keep muttering to my husband - what should I do? I didn't update today! Later, as the work content became more and more, I became busier and busier, and the number of interruptions and the time for each interruption gradually increased. Getting used to it and adapting was a terrible thing, and I started to get lazier and lazier, and I made more and more excuses for myself. All in all, I've been too tired lately, my head needs to relax, so I'll wait and write novels and so on! The occasional small flame of guilt was extinguished in his own prevarication and excuses!

This time it hasn't been updated for more than a month. I haven't seen my own work for more than a month. From the moment he gave up on himself, he didn't dare to look at it, or even dare to go to the starting point network. I'm always afraid that I can't help but blame myself when I see it, and that's exactly what happened. Today, the editor once again reminds me to update! I was inexplicably moved. Click on the webpage, come up and take a look, there are no new comments, slightly disappointed, but it's normal to think about it. If it were me, I guess I wouldn't write anything under a novel that hasn't been updated for a long time, at most, I hate it behind my back, and then curse the author's unscrupulousness. Landing on the writers' area and seeing the more than 300 collections, I couldn't say what it was like to be in my heart. Happiness with a little smug mixed with sorry, it's complicated! Thank you to all of you who are still silently supporting and waiting for me! It's a feeling of being recognized, liked, and hopefully heard.

I'm still the same lazy me, but somewhere in my heart has changed!

I promised to start updating today if there are no special circumstances, and I think I will do the same. I haven't seen my work for a long time, so I need to take a look. It may be a little uncomfortable, but I'll try my best!

Dear friends, I love you so much. Thank you editors for not giving up! Love you!