If you haven't seen it intuitively, then "depression" is an unreachable word for ordinary people. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I may have seen some in literature, in the news, in movies and television, but after all, it is very far away from me, and what will become of people with depression does not seem to matter to me, so many times, I just forget about it, and I don't really care about and study it deeply.

However, when the person suffering from depression is the person close to him, the feeling is completely different.

Ye Qingyun still remembers the scene when she stepped into Cui Shuhai's room and saw him. The shock that made him feel uncomfortable in his heart that he couldn't describe in words made him particularly sensitive to the word "depression" to this day.

Before the winter vacation, when he said goodbye to Cui Shuhai, he was still the same as usual, just a slightly introverted boy.

I don't know what happened during the holiday, when Ye Qingyun saw him again, his gaze could be described as sluggish, and the speed of reaction was obviously much slower, and when he saw Ye Qingyun's expression, it seemed that there was only a momentary smile, and he quickly returned to a daze, maybe not at a loss, but not knowing what he was thinking.

Ye Qingyun tried to chat with him for a while, but what he got was either no response, or he still didn't answer the right question after pondering for a long time, muttering some incoherent content, so that he couldn't hear a specific meaning, and finally had to withdraw regretfully.

According to Cui Shuhai's mother, he originally had a local girlfriend of theirs, a childhood sweetheart, and the relationship has always been good, but because the university is not in the same place, the relationship gradually faded.

At first, he committed suicide by taking sleeping pills, but fortunately, he was found in time and rescued, and then it slowly became what it is now. I took him to see a psychiatrist, and he was already taking medicine for treatment, but the effect was not very obvious......

Ye Qingyun was also hit hard by this trip, and after a few words of relief, he comforted his mother and went home.

After that, he himself was depressed for a long time, and then there was news of Cui Shuhai, but he went to the tutor's office and overheard that a student majoring in computer engineering committed suicide due to depression.

At that time, I chuckled in my heart, and after inquiring carefully, I learned that the boy's name was indeed Cui Shuhai, and he didn't know what his reaction was.

Sadness doesn't seem to count, sadness doesn't seem to count, loss doesn't seem to count, it's mixed, and empty.

A person who was originally so close to himself, so close that he was only separated from his life by a thin door panel, just because of broken love, because of the so-called "depression", completely left this world, how can he accept this fact?

After that, as a friend recognized by Cui Shuhai, he felt extremely guilty for not being able to help him.

So, I was very afraid of the people around me, and then left for such a reason.

During that time, he read a lot of books on psychology and gained the necessary understanding of the initial symptoms of depression and how to alleviate it. He hopes that the people around him, no matter who has this trend, can detect it as soon as possible, mental illness is actually similar to physical illness, the earlier it is treated, the greater the chance of recovery, and the longer it drags on, the more unimaginable the consequences. (To be continued.) )