When Cheng Jiayi was a child, the first death he faced was the death of his grandmother. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Grandma died of esophageal cancer, because there was no way to swallow at the advanced stage, and she could only barely maintain it by injecting nutrients by drip, so she was almost skinny when she died, plus she was small, working in the field all year round, her skin was very tanned, and the whole look was extremely desolate.

Grandma's patriarchal thinking is more serious, so she, the youngest granddaughter who should theoretically be the most favored, is not very favored, but is often ignored or even disliked by her grandmother.

When she was a child, her grandmother never took her, and since she was born, she has always been taken care of by her mother, and even when she goes to work, she can only take her to the office to stay, so Cheng Jiayi and her grandmother are not very close.

When her grandmother was dying, Cheng Jiayi asked for leave to visit her, and she also recognized her as Cheng Jiayi's cousin and called her cousin's name.

Originally, she was used to being ignored and not loved, and she didn't want to dwell on it, but the subconscious mind was not controlled by the brain at all, and for some reason, this matter kept lingering in her mind.

Even many years later, when someone mentions her grandmother again, the only thing she can remember is the last name that was called wrong.

Just like the last side of her grandmother she saw, although her appearance has long been blurred and no longer real, it has left an extremely terrible and desolate shadow of illness and death in the very depths of her heart.

She was afraid of getting sick, and she was prone to think of the worst when she had a minor illness, and then scared herself so much that she couldn't sleep.

When she was in high school, because of her mother's divorce, there was a lot of pressure in all aspects, which made her feel chest tightness and shortness of breath for a long time, and she didn't pay much attention to it at first, but when she realized that she had this situation, she couldn't help but think of all kinds of worst aspects. It's like wrapping yourself in an airtight quilt in the dead of night, and soon you start to breathe, and you wonder if it's the first symptom of heart disease.

When she was in college, she had lymphatic inflammation, and a small piece of her neck bulged, which hurt when she touched it with her hand, and she was also worried that it was a tumor, so she scared herself into tears.

Shu Hang teased her that "it's terrible to be uneducated", and then gave her the most common possibility of certain symptoms.

She listened, suffered from the symptoms subsided, and then continued to be the frog at the bottom of her well, as if the process of being frightened and cranky was also a kind of enjoyment.

Anyway, she has Shu Hang to comfort her.

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But this time, it doesn't seem to be a matter of relief or not, if you play a drip for 3 days, and the small shadow still stubbornly occupies the place in the head that shouldn't belong to it, then what should I do?

What if, as the doctor thought, it was not actually a bruise but a tumor?

Surgery on the head...... According to the usual plot in TV dramas, nine times out of ten, they either have amnesia or are in a coma.

Cheng Jiayi tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

Although Ye Qingyun has always known that she sleeps differently, how could two people with the same heart not know that what she is tossing and turning at the moment is because of her inner hesitation.

He was also afraid, he was also worried, but after all, he couldn't show it in front of her, two people together, there must always be a proper strength, appropriate bravery, to support the other half.

So he put his long hand around her shoulder, pressed her head on his shoulder, rubbed her long soft hair comfortingly, and asked, "Can't sleep?" ”

Cheng Jiayi whispered timidly: "Hmm." ”

Ye Qingyun: "Scared? ”

Cheng Jiayi rubbed his gaze from his shoulder, hesitated, and asked, "You...... How do you know? ”

Ye Qingyun's tone was flat: "Guess." ”

Cheng Jiayi was reckless: "Actually, I wasn't very afraid, I was a little scared...... It's true...... Just a little ......."

Ye Qingyun pressed her head back to the pillow again, and her tone was gentle like never before: "I know ......"

Cheng Jiayi softly pasted it into Ye Qingyun's arms.

At the moment of infinite warmth, Ye Qingyun suddenly changed the topic: "When you are well, how about we redecorate your home?" ”

The sudden question made Cheng Jiayi not react for a while: "Why?" Isn't that nice now? ”

Perhaps the light of the nightlight was too soft, and perhaps the faint fragrance of milk made the atmosphere in the room too warm, Ye Qingyun coughed lightly, and said a little shyly: "I'm jealous......"

Cheng Jiayi, who was restless, heard this, his little head raised again, and stared at Ye Qingyun's eyes in a daze: "Jealous? ”

This time, Ye Qingyun didn't deliberately press her back, let her lie on top of her, and looked back at her with a light smile: "Yes...... That...... Didn't I go to Shu Hang's house? I was especially envious of the ones you had so well arranged......"

Cheng Jiayi: "Huh? ”

Ye Qingyun said again: "This is already your home, but it seems that there is always a little less of your feeling, almost everything is still my original ones, I am always afraid of you, and one day you will disappear again, as if you never existed...... I think you'll be able to set it up when you're free......"

Cheng Jiayi never expected that Ye Qingyun would have such an idea.

decided to marry him, she never wanted to leave again, was it because she gave him too little security?

Thinking of the current situation of being sick, his chest was as uncomfortable as a block, and he stroked Ye Qingyun's cheek in distress, and nodded his head several times.

Ye Qingyun picked up the little hand that touched his face, brought it to his lips and kissed it tenderly, revealing a soothing smile.

Cheng Jiayi also smiled, couldn't help but lean in and kissed his lips gently.

The mind that was originally hesitant because of cranky thoughts was replaced by a strong love at the moment, and it settled down a little. I began to draw a blueprint for the layout in my head.

I still wanted to open my mouth to discuss with him, but I came back to my senses, but I was pressed under Ye Qingyun, and a gentle and gentle kiss fell all over my forehead, cheeks, eyelashes, ears, and lips......

Cheng Jiayi responded with a whimper, his big watery eyes were misty, and he blinked as if asking him why he was so slighted......

Ye Qingyun's eyes were full of love, and she smiled evilly and revealed the answer to her: "The doctor told her before...... Do not exercise vigorously ......"

Cheng Jiayi blushed: "Ah...... It turned out to be this ......"

Ye Qingyun smiled: "You really just understood?" ”

Cheng Jiayi pouted and turned his head: "Yes...... How can a doctor be so obscene! ”

Ye Qingyun stopped kissing, leaned in the direction she didn't open, leaned over and half-buried it in her neck socket, and smiled softly: "I thought you didn't understand that it was pretending, I really didn't expect that my wife's thoughts are so pure......"

Cheng Jiayi shyly beat his chest with his small fist, tore it for a while, and finally fell asleep. (To be continued.) )