Chapter 123: Letters

In May 1998, during the NATO bombing of Yugoslavia, five missiles hit the Chinese Embassy in Yugoslavia, killing three Chinese journalists from the three countries in the embassy, causing tension between the two sides. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

In June of the same year, the French team won the World Cup in France, which became one of the most classic World Cup games, which made the older post-80s and 90s enthusiastic.

And what will happen: the return of Hong Kong and Macao in '99, and China's accession to the WTO in '00......

Too many things have happened in this era of glory and turmoil, and many heroes have emerged, such as Li Xiangqun , Gao Jiancheng and other heroes who know their names, and heroes who don't know their names, are interpreting their own lives.

Everything that is broadcast live on TV is far less intense than the real experience, as if the international events are far away from us, but they are really happening on the other side of the land.

At the end of the ninety-eighth year, in the small inland town where the camphor was covered with streets, Su Can went to and from school like ordinary people, living an ordinary life with occasional leaks.

Compared with the protagonist of the crossing described in the time-traveling novel, who has a net worth of hundreds of millions of dollars when he moves his golden finger, waking up in a villa of how many square meters every day, or stirring up domestic or foreign storms is different from turning his hands into clouds and covering his hands for rain, Su Can's not rich money bag only has more than 1,000 yuan, of course, he is also a wealthy tyrant among his classmates.

The scope of the fate of Su Can's little butterfly flapping its wings is limited to family, friends around him, and a little farther away is the Laojie Ruoyan clothing store.

Of course, in all fairness, his comeback is not to become a money-making machine, but to make up for all the regrets of his student days, those who missed, those things that were wrong, and the things that he never did.

I have also been confused and forgot what my original intention was, but the more you want to know if you have forgotten, you will remember it clearly.

Su Can once read this passage in a book: "When you can no longer have it, the only thing you can do is to make yourself not forget." ”

Back to 1998, just to commemorate for the sake of commemoration.

At least returning to this era made Su Can gradually understand some of the truth, and he began to feel sorry for his parents timidly, or swore or was full of ambition.

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In the afternoon when the sun was dappled and intertwined, Su Can sent Yuan Xiaorui away, she walked very freely, like clouds on the horizon, even though the trajectory of life and Su Can had a brief intersection, but after all, she still had to return to her original life.

Our world is so unpredictable that no one knows what tomorrow will bring.

When Yuan Xiaorui jumped on the bus, she turned around and smiled at Su Can, pointed at Su Can, and then grabbed the pillar of light that lingered in the air, and said with a ruddy lip: "Your stage is not in a backward town, but a wider and more colorful world outside, so, Su Xiaocan, please grow up as soon as possible." ”

"Yes."

"Well, goodbye then."

Su Can watched the bus staggering away, and muttered slightly, "The stage outside is very big, but I want to enjoy the campus days more." ”

He didn't have the ambition to think that maybe he was just a layman.

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Su Can and Cheng Keshu walked side by side on the school square, the marble pavement looked rough after more than ten years, but now it is very kind, the wall of a teaching building was kicked down by a ball, the white lacquer surface was exposed, revealing the mottled and yellowed brick surface, the hundred-year plan, the banner of education first was lonely and blown by the wind, and the warm wind also blew in front of his forehead, and the soft medium and long hair was fluffy and chic, a bit similar to the delicate of Takuya Gokimura.

After lunch, the men and women returned to see the two walking side by side, chattering and discussing, Su Can and Cheng Keshu did not care about other people's eyes, but looked at each other and smiled, quite a wordless tacit understanding in their hearts.

The school management system in '98 is no different from that of schools in more than 10 years, the sophomore students also leave class at 11:50 a.m., have about twenty or thirty minutes to eat, and in the summer, there will be a lunch break, and the first class will not be taken until two or half past two in the afternoon. This is also to ensure that students can listen to the first class in the afternoon, but the school leaders from the general reaction survey of teachers show that the first class in the afternoon is the most reluctant, because the students are ignorant and half-awake and half-asleep.

Before the lunch break, Su Can opened the table as usual, and took out the books that were required for the first class in the afternoon, and opened the drawer of the desk to see that there was a white letter pressed on top of the neatly placed books, which was white and eye-catching.

Su Can woke Liu Lei up from his sleep and asked suspiciously, "Liu Lei, did anyone come to the classroom at noon today and moved my desk?" ”

Liu Lei opened his sleepy eyes and yawned, "I'm one step ahead of you, how do you know if someone has moved your table, could it be that someone stuffed you with a love letter or you lost something." ”

Su Can covered the white envelope in the desk drawer with a book, and said without changing his face: "No, I'm just asking, it's none of your business, you can sleep." ”

Liu Lei rolled his eyes and scolded: "Lao Tzu just dreamed of a beautiful girl with big breasts, thin waist, round buttocks, you woke me up, and there was nothing." ”

"Oh, my bad." Su Can quickly said a word and stopped paying attention to Liu Lei.

"Damn." Liu Lei scolded and continued to sleep.

Su Can tore open the opening of the envelope and took out a blue and elegant letter, with a smell of blue ocean, the handwriting is very delicate and small, the words are like his person, it can be seen that the owner is the character of a well-behaved girl.

Su Canqi:

Su Xiaocan, well, I don't know if it's appropriate to call you like this now, but I still like the name I called you at the beginning.

What about us, we haven't been in touch for about ten days, indeed, there is an invisible barrier between me, and I don't want to quarrel with you as soon as I meet, one is to affect my mood, and the other is to bury our feelings like this.

I thought, let's keep a distance, okay? Let's both calm down and think about ourselves, each other.

I, maybe I'm just so vexatious, I'm too sensitive, but this is me you know from the beginning, to you, I don't know why I'm so angry, really, so if you want me to calm down, you have to give me a while.

As for you and Cheng Keshu, I have no right to interfere, no matter who you are good for, it is up to you.

In fact, after getting along for so long, do you really know me, during this time, you should think about what kind of person I am, what I like and what I don't like.

You have never forgotten your kindness to me, I have been touched by you, but I have also been hurt by you, and some things are not said to be in the past.

I'm angry with you, why don't I ignore you, it's useless to tell you, think about it yourself.

In front of you, in front of many, there will be no restraint, no talking. Maybe I'm a spoiled kid, sorry if I hurt you.

When you figure it out, when you can sit down with me quietly and calmly, come back to me.

If, the next time I see you, I still look aggrieved and pretend to turn a blind eye, then please don't blame me and choose to walk away.

The past few days have been encountered, but they are like strangers, it is all up to you, and I have replied to your indifference with a smile.

I'm still me, and I'm still the one who wants to be protected and hurt by you. As for you, whether you still want to be my protector, my confidant, the person who gives me a sense of security and warms me like the sun, it's all up to you.

All is well, don't read it.

―Su Xiaoxiao

Su Can smiled bitterly after reading the letter, exhaled a breath with a heavy heart, and released all the suffocation that was suppressed and filled his chest and made him a little suffocating.

In fact, Su Xiaoxiao is still reluctant to give up this innocent friendship between Su Can and herself, and doesn't want to become a stranger, so many days have passed for almost half a month, Su Can's silent response made her a little helpless, after all, she is an innocent little girl.

Especially every time I saw Su Can's indifferent eyes passing by in the corridor, I felt a burning pain in my heart and a little pain in my chest.

She's not strong, she's just pretending to be strong.

She was afraid that Su Can would never pay attention to her again, and the relationship between the two would be broken, and from then on, she didn't want to see Cheng Keshu and Su Can talking and laughing, and she was like a defeated ugly duckling who couldn't avoid it.

Su Can squinted his eyes and was thinking about something, the camphor outside the window was charmingly reflected in the mottled silhouette, and the warm wind shook the leaves and swirled and fell.

"It's time to find a chance to reconcile with Su Xiaoxiao." Su Can thought of the beautiful girl with bright eyes and kind eyes, and muttered to himself lightly.