Chapter 737: I didn't know I was a guest in my dream
The events of that summer had passed in Su Can's mind for so long, but the memory was still so bright and bright, so bright that he could not forget it in his life.
He will still remember the girl with a bright smile, who turned around to look at him through the sea of flowers, jumped over with her hands behind her back with a smile, and said, "Su Can, let's go together after school in the afternoon!" ”
"Okay......" When Su Can just wanted to smile and reply to this sentence, the girl with a smile like a smile had disappeared.
It's like a puff of smoke, and another puff of smoke and dust is floating in the wind.
Su Can really wanted to control her eyes, and even tilted her head slightly to prevent tears from falling from her eyes, but she still felt distressed in her heart, and her ears would still echo what she said with a smile, if you and I are powerless to change this ending, it would not be good to face it earlier. Time will heal all wounds.
The wound will heal, but it will still leave an unforgettable scar.
But he understands that Cheng Keshu and Su Xiaoxiao can only choose one person, these two extremely proud girls will not share their love with others, this is reality, not that the harem in fantasy cannot be hugged left and right, and he is not an ancient emperor who has three thousand beauties in the harem, this is the reality.
In the world, Su Can is just an ordinary person, so he can only live up to one person.
This was a little too cruel for Su Xiaoxiao, but she and Su Can had actually lost contact in the summer of her sophomore year of high school.
Since then, there has been no handover between the two of them, between the two worlds.
Just like Su Xiao's, all this is a beautiful dream.
Now I wake up from the dream and have nothing.
Many people disappeared from Su Can's memory, but they did not completely fall into his memory.
Liu Lei and Li Yun graduated stumblingly, and the days to come will continue, but fortunately they persevered.
When Li Yun participated in the grand graduation ceremony, Liu Lei sneaked over, I don't know where to get a bachelor's gown, as well as a doctor's hat, and squeezed into Li Yun's graduation photos of their 04th class, Li Yun was probably surprised, she turned her head sideways, staring at Liu Lei with bright eyes at a loss. Liu Lei is too thick-skinned, even if he is standing in it a lot taller than others, he is very calm, and he grins at the professional cameraman under the flash. A boy wearing a doctor's hat next to him was a little exclaiming, which god in the class was this! Not even the slightest impression?
"You're going to die!" Li Yun smiled, her nose was a little red, she held back her tears and said in a low voice.
"I'm thinking, I missed a lot with you before, but today is an important day, I can't miss it anymore, then I will regret it for the rest of my life." Liu Lei said very sincerely.
"Oh!" Li Yun was a little moved, and took Liu Lei's hand in the gap between the shadows in front of her, and shook her fingers, "I love you." ”
A stream of heat involuntarily emerged from Liu Lei's spinal cord, and goosebumps rose all over his body.
In this way, Liu Lei, a discordant guy, blended into Li Yun's graduation class, and as the photographer "clicked" to press the camera, those colorful, serious, or bright smiling faces were frozen in this beautiful era, and when they were pressed under the box a few years later for their graduation photos, they couldn't help but point to Liu Lei, who was smiling the most, and wondered who this thing was?
After graduation, Li Yun gave up her high-paying job in Hangzhou and returned to Pinghai Town, to be an ordinary and close to life of a small accountant, you can see your dreams when you look up, and if you don't have any interest, it's much better than those dreamers who are drifting north outside and gnawing on cold steamed buns, at least you can work near your home, have a hot shower to take a shower, have a hearty dinner to eat, and that stupid Liu Lei can hug.
And Liu Lei also returned to Pinghai County, it seems that the end of everything always has to go back to the starting point in the end, he always seems to be lucky, the trajectory of fate in this life and the previous life has changed a lot, no matter what, his original intention is always the same.
At the end of 2003, Luo Xi was discharged from the hospital and had fully recovered, Su Can and Cheng Keshu went to visit her and gave her a lot of gifts.
Su Can took Luo Xi to the library of No. 2 Middle School and chatted for a long time, and at the same time showed her the manuscript he had written, the little girl read a lot in one breath, and the radio station on campus not only played you at the same table again, but the familiar tune rushed into his nose like this, making Su Can couldn't help but be impassioned.
The teaching building of the second middle school has built two new dormitory buildings, the walls are painted with gray paint, the dormitory building is connected to the gap between the teaching building, several plane tree canopies are undulating, and there seem to be those wild grasses growing one after another under the mottled shadows, this is a season when the grass grows and warblers fly, and it is also a season of parting sadness, many people laugh and cry goodbye, but they know that goodbye is far away, and a turn may be a lifetime.
"Goodbye, it can be goodbye, or it can be said to never see again." Luo Xi held the manuscript, sniffled, the wings of his nose were red, and he raised his face and smiled brightly and sunny.
Su Can stared at her in horror, then smiled, shrugged helplessly, touched Luo Xi's head, and said with great ease, "I believe we are the former." ”
"Yes." Luo Xi nodded heavily.
This morning, under the banyan tree in the dome, Luo Xi said a lot of things, there were things about her and Chen Susu's best friend, there were also some small to trivial things, as well as the plan for her future life, she and Su Can are different, they have been delayed for a year, and they need to catch up, Su Can listened very carefully, she said a lot, but nothing about Su Can.
Su Can smiled very easily.
But I saw Luo Xi's melancholy figure leaving in the sunset.
His heart was still a little sour.
It's time to Chinese New Year's Eve Chinese New Year's Eve, the firecrackers outside the window are still ringing vigorously, many windows in the community are brightly lit, lit up all night, and the outside is a prosperous appearance, Lin Anqin came out of the kitchen and brought it to the table for supper, Su Chengye sat on the sofa and watched TV intently, the second uncle Su Chengfang's family came to place it, the second aunt gave birth to a big fat baby for him, the family was very festive, Su Fang's family also came, Xie Ningtian, the little girl, came to Su Can for the first thing.
She was a little annoyed and angry, because Mu Nuanyang called and explained everything to her, she was a little panicked and nervous at first, but then she calmed down completely for some reason, and said very calmly, I like you.
Mu Nuanyang is the deepest crush in her impression when she was young, a warm young man in blue, like like the wild grass that grows one after another in the spring.
But in fact, she understands that there is not a world between the two of them, not to mention the gap in age and social status, one is a girl from a peasant, and the other is the son of an official eunuch, just like ants and dragons have no intersection, dandelion seeds and colorful clouds in the sky are difficult to meet, they are in different worlds, and they never know each other.
Unexpectedly, Mu Nuanyang was silent for a while and then said, "I'll wait for you to graduate from high school, if you still like me, then I'm yours." ”
At that moment, Xie Ningtian was really moved.
But moved to be moved, she absolutely condemned her brother's unkind behavior, after all, she has never been a person who dares to love and hate, and will only hide her delicate likes in her heart.
Su Can hugged his head and ran around, it was useless to even help Lin Anqin stop it, at least what he knew was that the goose feather pillow in Su Can's bedroom was flying all over the sky that night, and it was almost broken.
Cheng Keshu came, she wore a red coat, the long and soft waist was extremely slim, her long hair was tied into a ponytail, a pair of extremely good-looking eyes looked at Su Can with a smile, her thin white index finger took out a few messy goose feathers from the hair on the back of his head, and said softly, "Why are you so embarrassed?" ”
Su Can was extremely embarrassed, rubbed his soft and fluffy hair, shook off a goose feather, and then sighed: "The female eldest brother can't help it!" ”
"What do you sigh about, you must have done something bad." Cheng Keshu, where did she not know Su Can's character, Su Can couldn't hide it, so she still said it honestly.
"You take it easy, if you do bad things with good intentions, be careful that your sister hates you for a lifetime, I don't know her character, don't you know, like people will only be hidden deep in your heart, you poke it out directly, and the final result is either to see the light and die, or to open a bigger corruption." This sword-hearted girl is always smarter than anyone else, and it's not an exaggeration to say that she has the whole picture.
Su Can sighed slightly, "But... That's a shame! ”
So Cheng Keshu stopped talking, maybe Su Can's approach was right.
Su Can shook her hand, covered her soft little hands, and finally hugged Fairy Cheng into his arms, this scene made Lin Anqin, who was passing by, cough twice, and his eyes signaled, There are still many elders in the hall outside.
Cheng Keshu blushed a little, but did not break free, but tilted her head slightly, lightly imprinted a kiss on Su Can's cheek, and then leaned on the crook of his strong arm, closed her eyes, and her long eyelashes trembled slightly, very peaceful.
At zero o'clock, the fireworks in the sky flew towards the night sky and exploded into brilliant ashes, Su Can and Cheng Keshu stood hand in hand under the fireworks, looking up, the broken colors appeared in their pupils, passing by like a horse, a year passed in a blink of an eye, and a year came in an instant.
Su Can and Cheng Keshu are separated under the light and shadow of the residential building.
Clusters of children come to the door to beg for candy or ask for bits and pieces, at this time Lin Anqin is often very generous, and puts the candy wrapped in sugar in their hands, or they take out a pile of bits and pieces of money that have been prepared for a long time, and each child does not share the money partially, and the children leave in a pleasing voice, beaming with joy.
Su Can was lying lazily on the sofa, the crystal chandelier above his head was extremely gorgeous, he sent blessing text messages one by one, and finally arrived at Su Xiaoxiao's column, and the edited text messages were deleted word by word, and he honestly wrote Happy New Year, which was very decent, impeccable, and helpless.
Soon her text message came back, "Happy New Year. ”
Before he could text back, a second message popped up again.
"I think the purest liking is, even if you reject me, I will never complain about you, but I will not come closer, if... I mean, if you ask me in the future, I'm going to do my best. But from now on I will hide my likes, I will not swagger around again, I will try to live well, and I hope you too. ”
This is Su Xiaoxiao's consistent style, undisguised, not around the corner, like is like, dislike is not like.
Su Can, who was in the spotlight, stared at his mobile phone for a long time, without blinking, until his eyes were sour, and then he deleted this text message.
He didn't speak.
But this night was destined to be sleepless.
The rain is murmuring outside the curtain, and the spring is beautiful. Luo Ji is not tolerant of the five colds. In my dream, I don't know that I am a guest, I am greedy for joy for a while, I am alone and I don't rely on the railing, the infinite rivers and mountains, it is easy to see when it is difficult to see.
Flowing water and flowers go in spring, heaven and earth.
(End of book)