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Between the afternoon class and the evening self-study, there is an hour and a half to eat, fetch water, take a bath, eat and drink enough, wash up, and go to self-study refreshed. High school life is like this, the classroom, the dormitory, and the cafeteria, day after day, year after year, keep repeating in the same place, but in order to get to the next level.

After eating a lot of food, I impatiently knocked on the stainless steel lunch box with chopsticks and pulled me back to the meal: "Life is based on food, and wasting other people's food is equivalent to killing people for money, and wasting one's own food is equivalent to chronic suicide." ”

"Time." Elementary school, junior high school and even now high school textbooks, Mr. Lu Xun's status is unparalleled, I believe in my memory.

"I thought that a person who wasted food and time was not qualified to correct other people's opinions." Just changed two words, and the famous quote became the words of navy blue, and it was so apt that it was not difficult to speak for yourself.

Well, I'll admit that this dinner took too long and ate too little.

When Zang Qing came back from the studio, he had little time left to go to the school's only store to buy: "Self-study at night for two hours, just what I just ate is enough for energy consumption, so I should make reserves in advance, so as not to turn off the lights and be in a hurry." ”

I didn't have the habit of eating before going to bed, so I went to the classroom first. I met a man around the corner of the hallway, Beichen.

I haven't called this name for a long time, and it's been a little rusty, so that I didn't call it out in the first place.

It was half a semester after we had known each other, and he laughed at me for being a village girl. I didn't plead, but honestly admitted, "yes, not as much as your name." When I say this, I come with various assumptions and speculations, such as the text "The Heavenly Pillar is high and the North Star is far away" in the "Preface to the Pavilion of the King of Vines", such as the "Analects of Politics" Zi said: "For the government to be virtuous, such as the North Star, live in its place and the stars are together." ”

"It's not that complicated, it's just a combination of my parents' last names." I didn't expect his answer to be so simple.

It's exactly like my name, simple and clear, but meaningful. The two married and had a son, taking their father's surname, their mother's surname, their parents' surname, and Nail's name. This made me feel emotional, and the vivid picture suddenly calmed down.

The surname North is rare, and the surname Chen is even rarer, so I somehow said: "The surname Ling and the surname Chen are from the surname Ji, and they are all descendants of Ji Chang, the king of Zhou Wen." ”

He said: "The world is a family, but fortunately it is not a close relative." "It's been more than 3,000 years, how close and close can it be.

At this moment, his deep gaze looked at me, as if waiting for something, and his mind became more and more difficult to fathom.

I looked at this once familiar face with an unfamiliar expression written on it, and thought of the note, there were some things I wanted to ask but didn't ask, maybe it would be better to wait for his explanation. What are you afraid of? I'm afraid that I'm abrupt, and if I care, whoever speaks first will lose.

When you are young, you only know how to be competitive, but you don't know that there are some things that you don't win or lose.

It seems that many people who have come before have said this: "People only know how to cherish after they have lost." "It can be seen that this is a world of regrets. Based on what I know about Beichen, he has always spoken for himself, and he should disdain to express his meaning through the words of others. However, the so-called understanding is limited to the last semester.

Now, we are not at the same table, or even in the same class anymore, and the little classmates accumulated last semester are not only not upgraded, but are not as good as before. Without tacit understanding, there is no way to even talk about understanding. Is he admitting what he has lost and what he has owned, and knows how to cherish it?

Is that what I mean to him? Thinking of this, I am a little disinterested, who would be willing to be someone else's experience. However, the reason why the predecessors planted trees and the later ones enjoyed the shade has always been so far-fetched.

One minute of looking at each other, sixty seconds of waiting, none of us spoke. So, I went upstairs, and he went downstairs, passing by.

Once upon a time, when we walked side by side, we could speak freely; Now that he's only a head above me, there's nothing else to say. There is only a wall between us.

In the corridor, the footsteps were far away, quiet, and empty.

It seems that since the beginning of this semester, Beichen and I have rarely met alone, and most of the time we meet him is with bugs; Even if you are alone, you don't have a word. Just like this time, pause for a few seconds, and then, each in its own way, in its own direction. Could it be that this is the so-called gentleman's friendship as light as water?

Although the departments are different, they are on the same third floor, so it should be very common for such an encounter to be common, and I always feel that there is still a chance to meet again and listen to him explain the note. After all, the college entrance examination is still so far away. It wasn't until later that we realized how many opportunities we had squandered.

Sometimes the people who miss it are because we don't dare to turn around, and we are afraid that when we turn around, we will see each other's backs. We would not have thought that it is precisely because of the pride now that there is the suffering later. It's easier to turn back than to change your mind.

I opened the notepad, turned to the page with the note, and remembered how it was written in "The Book of Songs, Weifeng, Papaya": "Vote for me with a peach, and repay it with Qiong Yao." Bandit retribution, always think it is good. ”

No, he treats me like a brother, brother!

I asked the navy blue who was facing the mirror to retouch her face: "Am I so indistinguishable from male and female?" ”

She pushed me in front of the mirror and shook it: "No matter how talented you are, you can't stand yourself from destroying yourself like this." ”

I saw myself, dressed in plain clothes and a bunch of green silk, describing me as thin and pale. Unlike the village girl, the village girl in my hometown is more angry than me.

Navy's blue stepped forward, blocked the entire mirror, and continued to pick up a negative ion perm: "Don't look at it, standard ascetic." There is no distinction between men and women, you don't need to look at your face. ”

Yes, you have your fancy world, and I have my poor years. Now that the dust has settled, it is useless to think about it.

Although we are not yet destitute in the present, it is not a long-term solution. In the next semester, what should I use to buy spiritual food such as the sea of questions, treasure books, and the art of war?

"I'll go first, and I'll go to the doorman to get the courier, it's really like a prison, and the courier brother won't let me in." The voice of the navy blue disappeared with her figure, and the food and grass she hoarded in a weekend afternoon was far from enough to last for a week, and the school store had a limited variety of grades, and online shopping became her main channel to realize the richness of her life.

Because the school implements fully closed management, according to her, every time she has to rummage in the guard room for half a day to find her package, the doorman is overwhelmed, and complains to the school to increase the salary, so she simply starts to collect express delivery, one yuan per piece.