The throat is dry.

Jinhua owes a debt and starts from Gao Wenxuan's side, she walks to the small table, lifts a bamboo and rattan teabottle, naturally uses the hot water in the teabottle to make a pot of jasmine slices, pinching the white-bottomed celadon tea bowl in one hand, and holding the pastel teapot in the other hand, she poured a bowl of yellow and green tea, and poured it into her mouth with a gurgling grunt.

Gao Wenxuan stared at her, looked at her somewhat soft silhouette under the lamp, looked at her moist lips, and suddenly overwhelmed. He had rehearsed it in his mind, but he never imagined that she would be like this, that she would not be retained, that she would not be submissive, that she would not be so bland.

Poured another bowl of water, the dry itch in her throat made her unable to say a word at this moment, Gao Wenxuan's shadow kept appearing in front of her eyes, she desperately wanted to control her feelings, but she always thought about this stubble in her mind, he was leaving, yes, he was really leaving.

At this moment, whether it was the stuffy room or the moths circling around the oil lamp, she felt irritable, she thought to herself that she understood her position, and she also knew that at this time, it was inappropriate for her to show too much affection with Gao Wenxuan, and she couldn't tell why she was so shocked by the news that he was leaving.

Pinching the tea bowl, pinching it for a long time, and drinking water for a long time, Jinhua never calmed her mind, when she finished drinking a pot of water, she still asked Gao Wenxuan, and her voice was very hoarse: "Wow, are you going to Hong Kong with Miss Pei?" What time to go? ”

Gao Wenxuan waited for her words, but he didn't expect to wait for such a sentence, and immediately lost his smile, and when his mouth opened, there was a burst of sadness, like a person drowning in water, his skin and flesh were blistered, unrecognizable, he was already very lost, and in front of her, some could not find their true selves.

He didn't know why he said such a thing, but this one did say it to her: I have always kept your ticket for you. ”

"Oh." Jinhua responded, her fingers and eyes still did not leave the tea bowl, she looked at the black spots left when the porcelain was baked on the tea bowl, and she was a little distracted.

She heard a voice in her heart shouting—he had left the ticket, but he was leaving.

Thinking about it like this, she felt very funny, pinching the tea bowl, and suddenly laughed, and the laughter shook the tea in the bowl to the ground, but she still laughed, and there were tears in her eyes when she smiled.

Cool tears slid down her cheeks, fell in the collar, and fell on the skin, and the cold touch was cold to the heart.

Gao Wenxuan didn't know what Jinhua meant by laughter, the laughter sounded a little harsh to him, frowned, he didn't want to stay any longer, pulled the shirt on his body, looked at her shoulders trembling slightly under the lamp, and still involuntarily softened his voice: "I'm leaving." ”

Jinhua's whole body trembled, turned her face, and there was a little panic between her eyebrows, but she restrained her wolf bèi very well, so in Gao Wenxuan's opinion, she maintained a rather elegant and calm smile on her face at the moment, and there was even a bit of falsehood in this smile.

"I'll send you."

Silent walking, speechless, only speechless.

The robe flew because of the kicking, and the lining of the silk refracted a slightly transparent flicker under the afterglow of the lamp, Jinhua followed behind Gao Wenxuan, looking at his flying robe, looking at his straight back, looking at his lean body, looking at the injuries on his body, looking at it, and paused.

"The clothes on your body are torn, let's change them and go out again, Xiaokuan is not much different from your size now, it's not good for you to go out like this."

Gao Wenxuan also stopped, he turned his head to look at her, desperately wanting to see the expression on her face at this time. What is it like?

In the dimness, he didn't see her face clearly. Although, he hoped, she would hold him and say, don't go. Or follow him, go along.

However, he knew her better than anyone else, so he knew that she wouldn't do it.

"No, I'll drive here."

Jinhua chose to be silent, and the two continued to walk forward, through the cloister, through the shop, and stood on the street, standing in the moonlight.

Tonight's moon is still the same as seven years ago, a soft blue. The moonlight sprinkled on the two of them, and their faces were snow-white by the moonlight, with a faint blue.

Very calm look.

Jin Hua stroked the broken hair hanging down his cheeks, the diamond the size of a pigeon's egg on his ring finger sparkled in the moonlight, Gao Wenxuan's eyes fell on the ring, his eyes froze for a while, and said goodbye to her with a polite smile: "I'm leaving." ”

Jinhua rubbed his hands and replied in a low voice: "Hmm." ”

Gao Wenxuan opened his mouth again: "You have to pay attention to the matter of He Rong and Yuanyuan." ”

Jinhua hesitated a little, but didn't say anything, and still responded as usual: "Hmm." I know. ”

Gao Wenxuan still wanted to say something, looked at her, but didn't say it, he walked to the side of the car and opened the door.

Jinhua looked at Gao Wenxuan's figure a little farther away, her body was straight, she felt her legs and feet under her skirt about to move, she was afraid that she would run towards him.

Gao Wenxuan pinched the door handle, he had already opened the door, but no matter what, he couldn't open his legs.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" He let go of his hand and appeared in front of her again.

"I'm leaving, Rong Jinhua, maybe we won't see each other again in our lives, even so, don't you have anything to say to me?"

Looking at his angry face, Jinhua was slightly stunned, she was ready for him to leave, and his appearance in front of her like this scared her so much.

"Live a good life, don't make it like this again, don't get hurt at every turn." Looking at his eyes, Jinhua hesitated for a moment, but still said word by word.

"Why don't you come with me? You're there, me."

Jinhua cut off his words, she was so awake at this moment that her whole body was cold, and her answer to him was very brief: "I just want to be myself." ”

Gao Wenxuan's hand that was about to grab her froze in the air, and he laughed, and there was a bit of self-deprecation in that laughter: "With me, aren't you yourself?" Jinhua, for so many years, I have been revolving around you, isn't this enough? You obviously have me in your heart and love me, why do you always avoid me, just because you want to be yourself? Over the years, I've never stopped you. ”

"Gao Wenxuan, I know you treat me well"

"So you all know, what is unspeakable to tell me? I've lived better than dead in the past two years, I put up with it for two years not to bother you, and now that the war is going to start, the Japanese are going to come in this place, why?! Why don't you come with me?! If you don't love me, if you don't have me in your heart, why do you keep that ring? I want to hear your answer, I'll leave after listening to it, and I won't bother you again. ”

Jinhua was pinched by his wrist, and he grabbed it so tightly that he almost crushed her bones.

Frowning, Jinhua wanted to put his hand down, but he didn't move, and even grabbed her tighter, sighed, Jinhua looked at him and smiled: "I don't have anything unspeakable, it's just that we are not suitable to be together." ”

"It's because of Gao Kuan, he has been dead for so many years, and you still love him in your heart, right? I know why you have your little broadband by your side. Jinhua, after so many years, can't I stand up to that dead man? You like Gao Kuan, you can, I won't stop you, because I know that he is a dead man, he can't compete with me, I am better than him, at least I can be by your side. All this time, I didn't say anything, it's just that the day after tomorrow I will leave by boat, you are so self-conscious, whether you follow me or not, I will give you the ticket now, and in the future, I will not bother you again. ”

Jinhua felt like she had been slapped by him, her whole face was hot, hot and painful, she couldn't tell why she was angry, her temper went up, she slapped his ticket with one hand and sneered.

"You think you're clean? Gao Wenxuan, those women are circling around you, don't I see them? You said that Xiaochun is pestering you, so what is Miss Pei? And that schoolgirl, if you don't have a ghost in your heart, explain something to me? You keep saying that it is for me, for your own selfish desires, you hate Gao Kuan, you hate the Gao family, you are just venting your own hatred through me, Su Su and Bai Chong died on the way to Beiping, do you think I don't know? I sue you, I know it, I know it. It's just that I didn't expect you to poison a baby child. ”

Gao Wenxuan sneered, looked at Jinhua, and in addition to self-deprecation, there was a little more helpless bitterness in his eyes: "Do you really think so?" Jinhua, over the years, I have always wanted to explain to you, but you have never listened to my explanation, and now, since you are leaving, I will explain it all to you. I explain to you that it's not because I have a ghost in my heart, it's me who wants you to know. I, Gao Wenxuan. Rong Jinhua for you, with a clear conscience! ”

Jinhua was speechless, listening to him, the corners of his mouth were filled with a cold smile.

Gao Wenxuan naturally saw her smile, the bitterness in his heart almost turned into bitter wine, he really wanted to get himself drunk and never sober up.

The air went in and out of the nostrils, making a hissing sound, looking at the girl he held in the tip of his heart, Gao Wenxuan's eyes were confused and distant, and he said loudly: "Pei Xiaofeng was found by the third child, it has nothing to do with me, I have an agreement with the third child, this has something to do with the eight gates, and it is inconvenient to sue you now." You also know the relationship with Xiaochun, it's all in the past, as for the other women, they are all acting on the spot, men, who do you say is not out of the house. ”

Jinhua's face was expressionless, she didn't know what her current feelings were, she was a little numb, and there was a little pain in the numbness, she heard Gao Wenxuan continue: "I have always wanted to protect you, and I am doing my best to protect you, Jinhua, you are my woman, I don't want to see you wronged, so I didn't tell you a lot of things, I think you should understand me, the Bai family is intertwined in Xiangxi, Bai Chong is a person who goes with the wind, Su Su has always wanted to move you, I am just to protect you, the Bai family of three"

"Enough. Gao Wenxuan, it's late, you go back, you don't have to give me the ticket, Wang Rose has helped me take care of it. ”

Gao Wenxuan was about to speak, but at this time, a cannonball fell not far from the two of them, and with a bang, it exploded a sieves of dust and debris, gray, like a layer of gray fog.

Gao Wenxuan had a bad premonition in his heart, although Jinhua's store was very close to the public concession, but after all, it was not in the concession, he didn't care whether she wanted it or not, and no matter how she struggled now, he directly grabbed her waist and stuffed it into the car, he drove the car, almost running away.

The hunch was right, because after the car drove away, the territory almost blew upside down, and the car almost passed through the rain of bullets. The exploding shells almost turned the sky into white day, and everywhere there was fire, everywhere there were shouts, everywhere there was terror.

Jin Hua looked at the turmoil outside the car window beside Gao Wenxuan, and for a moment, he was dumbfounded. Gao Wenxuan's mind is blank now, he looks at the concession that is getting closer and closer, but his nerves are getting tighter and tighter, the road here is not easy to walk, and more importantly, he is afraid that there will be bombing by enemy planes, the car is driving faster and faster, Gao Wenxuan simply stepped on the accelerator to the bottom.

The wind was sad, and the iron signboard of the shop was blowing in Ula Ula. Most of this place is shopkeepers, because most people have already moved out, this place is almost dead, it is dark and there is no edge in sight, Gao Wenxuan did not dare to turn on the lights, for fear of alarming the soldiers who may be lurking here, because it was too dark, he slowed down again.

Jinhua felt Gao Wenxuan's nervousness, she was also nervous at this moment, and involuntarily grabbed Gao Wenxuan's hand holding the steering wheel.

"Don't be afraid, Jinhua, we'll be there soon." Gao Wenxuan held the steering wheel with one hand and her hand with the other, holding it very tightly, Jinhua felt the sweat of his damp hands, felt the warmth of his palms, and suddenly wanted to cry.

Whether it's life or death. At this moment, anytime, anywhere, you will be deprived of a qiē, and life and death are simply without warning.

The breath in her cavity, the breath in his cavity, at this moment, there was nothing more real than these, the bomb just now, she didn't dare to think about what would happen if it fell next to them. It's over, it's all over, what wealth, what grievances, what civilization, it's all over.

Gao Wenxuan looked at the pitch-black road ahead, glanced at Jinhua who was holding his hand tightly beside him, and resolutely twisted his face. In this turbulent world, he not only lives for himself, but also lives for the girl he loves, if it were himself, he would dare to gamble, but with his beloved, he has no courage.

Stopped the car, Gao Wenxuan jumped off with Jinhua, he grabbed her hand, and asked while comforting: "How about it, can you run, the road is too dark here, I'm afraid that something will happen to the driving lights, we are going to run to the concession now." ”

Jinhua held Gao Wenxuan's hand, and she felt that he was the only one beside him, and that was the only thing she held in her hand now, except for the breath in her voice, the only and real storage zài.

Answered: "I can run." ”

(To be continued.) )