Chapter 367: Nirvana
"I, I almost ......" her voice was trembling, clutching the clothes on Le Chen's chest tightly, her nails white without a trace of blood.
"It's okay, it's okay." There was anxiety in Le Chen's eyes, and he hugged her tightly in his arms. But at this moment, his appeasement effect is not too great.
Looking down at her with a worried face, Qikang with water vapor in his eyes, as if he could cry at any time. His eyes flashed, and he smiled at Qikang: "Qikang, come and help me support your queen mother." ”
Qi Kang hurriedly pounced and stretched out his hand to pull the hem of Qijing's clothes.
Qijing's whole person trembled violently, and he bowed his head for a while.
"Mother, are you sick?" Qikang's concerned voice is like a gospel from heaven. Qijing's whole person shook violently, but his body softened. "Don't be afraid, the imperial doctor will be here in a while, and the queen mother will be fine."
"Qikang is so smart." Lechen rarely praised his son: "Your mother is not feeling well, let's help her and go back to the dormitory together, okay?" ”
"Okay." Qikang really didn't feel scared. In fact, it was also Qijing's own distraction. She was an extremely determined person, and even if she lost her mind, it was impossible for her to be murderous to her son.
Her hand was still about ten centimeters away from Qikang, not because she was one step slower to kill her son. But in her consciousness, someone released a traitor to her son because she couldn't know people clearly, and this traitor wanted to kill her son. She stretched out her hand to kill the traitor.
The action at that time was just instinct, and the moment I was woken up, I didn't realize it at all.
Qikang didn't feel the killing intent, his mother only had love for him, he could feel it, how could he be afraid? Some only have a deep concern and worry. The queen mother's eyes were red, and the queen mother vomited blood.
For children, blood is an extremely terrible thing.
Lechen took one of her hands off her chest and let Qikang grab it. Although this made him very unhappy, her son's comfort was more effective. And Lechen also held Qijing's hand very tightly, and his dependence and worry were undoubtedly revealed.
Qijing secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart became more and more uncomfortable. She actually tried to hurt her own child, without her consciousness. Fortunately, this time, Lechen came in time and was able to wake her up. What if he's late next time? Or what if she strikes faster next time?
Isn't it dangerous for her son to be with her? As soon as she thought that something would happen to her son, and that it might be her own hand, her mind began to fog again.
"The Queen Mother." The clear and sweet children's voice woke her up from the obstacle again. She shuddered slightly, looking down at the little man who depended on her wholeheartedly. She gave him a light smile back: "The queen mother is fine." ”
"But the queen mother vomited blood."
"That's okay."
"But the queen mother vomited a lot of blood, Qikang saw it, the queen mother, does it hurt?" For children, pain is always accompanied by pain.
"It doesn't hurt." Nanakei didn't want to scare his son anymore, so he was extremely careful. The voice is soft, and he laughs hard.
It's a bit hard, but it works well. Qikang seemed to be relieved, and her own nervous feelings were also slightly relieved.
Hearing the conversation between the two, Le Chen breathed a sigh of relief. He suddenly felt inexplicably uneasy before, only seven scenes in this world were in line with his heart, and he had nothing to do, so this kind of restlessness could only come from seven scenes. So, I hurried over. Unfortunately, it was not seen more clearly. But he can still be sure that Qijing is not murderous to children.
However, this incident hit the Seven Views very hard. For the first time, he was a little disgusted that Atai's movements were slow. He should come back soon, and when he comes back, he can go to retreat with the Seven Views with peace of mind.
Back in the dormitory, Lechen asked Qikang to take him aside. The little one was reluctant to leave and stayed by the bedside.
The Imperial Doctor came over and took her pulse. The result is just too much thinking and a depressed mood. As for vomiting blood, it is a good thing, and some depression is scattered.
Then he opened all kinds of bitter and unpleasant bitter soups.
Qijing has always hated Chinese medicine, but at this time, she has no reaction to this qiē.
Lechen was worried and waved everyone back, including Qikang.
"I'm fine." Qijing spoke before he could speak, "I just got into the horns of the bull for a while. ”
Le Chen sat beside her and hugged her into his arms: "My queen, can you sue me, where are you getting into the tip of the horns." That way, I will be able to find it, cut off its horns, and pull you out of it. ”
Qijing chuckled, laughed a little, and immediately retreated. After being silent for a long time, he said lightly: "I thought at that time, Qikang went out today, but he didn't play anything." Then I played with him...... But then it occurred to me that Qikang should need a playmate. It's not the ones you arranged, the playmates who forced him to grow up. It's a real companion who can play with him. ”
Lechen frowned, such an idea is completely fine.
"Somehow, I suddenly became worried. I'm afraid that the playmate I've found for him will be of bad character or a shameful betrayer. But I put such a despicable person by Qikang's side, and if he betrays him in the future, it will hurt Qikang......"
Betrayal again.
Le Chen hugged her into his arms distressedly: "Don't worry, with me, no one can make waves." ”
There are some things, even if she doesn't say it, he can think of it. Many, many, much, he just didn't dare to verify. He was reluctant to confirm it, and only stubbornly allowed himself to ignore that possibility.
"With me, there is no problem with qiē."
These words do not comfort the seven scenes. The inner demon, since it has appeared, can only be killed by itself. No one else can replace it.
And the demons in Qijing's heart are suspicion and betrayal. It is easy to cause the breeding of demons in the heart, which is Lechen and Qikang. But the root is in the person in the previous life.
After a lifetime, she wanted to kill herself, but she couldn't.
And before, she didn't trust Lechen completely. Therefore, there is no such thing as betrayal. However, as the relationship grows deeper and the bond becomes tighter, some things also change.
Lechen and Qikang are already her counter-scales.
Again and again, the demons are triggered, and the demons are also grown. It's not like a disease, a long-term incurable, a small lesion is a big disease, and a big lesion is a serious illness.
And she knows the cause and effect, and knows how to treat it, but she is very powerless.
"I'm fine." She could feel his heart comforting her, and she was comforted as well. This kind of cooperation will not solve the problem, but it will make it easier for them all.
"After a while, we'll go into retreat together. When the time comes, all the problems will be solved. ”
"Okay, then we'll go into retreat together."
After that, nothing seemed to happen, and the life of the Seven Scenes was peaceful again. It's just that when she plays with Qikang every day, she will definitely arrange a few people to guard by her side.
She was afraid that if she lost her mind for a while, she would hurt him.
She herself stopped her cultivation and began to do things that could calm her mind.
Tasting tea, playing the piano, writing, painting.
Her mood became more and more peaceful day by day, and her whole temperament sank. Her condition, at least temporarily, was alleviated.
When I got to Lechen, I had some trouble lately.
The affairs in the southwest, although he let people intervene in time, it was too late after all. The whole incident became a little out of control.
It's too unusual, and the shadow of the conspiracy is too obvious. His arrangements, both overtly and covertly, have been hindered. What made him angry was that those people were taking so many lives for their purposes.
With the report of the increasing number of deaths day by day, he was already secretly angry. Even if he knew that there was a conspiracy in this, he had to take it.
There are two dead cities with tens of thousands of casualties, and he, the emperor, has an unshirkable responsibility.
"You're going to the southwest in person?" Qijing looked at Le Chen with some astonishment: "Go by yourself?" "Don't take her or her son. Then I felt a little stuffy in my heart. She's so dependent!
"The plague is rampant there, and I can't let you go with Qikang on my adventure." Le Chen kissed the corner of her mouth and hugged her tightly in his arms: "I really want to make you smaller, and I always put it on my body." "But no, she has had a physical problem recently, and she has trouble practicing. He couldn't take her to that kind of place anymore.
The plague may not be terrible to her, but it is the human heart. The darkness of the human heart has an unimaginably terrible impact on her with such strong spiritual power.
"Be careful." I wanted to refute, but when she thought of Qikang, she could only press it down. Qikang is so small that he can't take risks. "Come back early."
"I will." Le Chen sighed lightly: "You also have to be well, at home, wait for me." If there is anything, write to me, and if anyone is not long-sighted, I will come back and clean it up for you. ”
"Yes."
The two of them earnestly advised and cared for each other. The last is ambiguous and rich, and it was turned red overnight. Until dawn, Lechen got up lightly and kissed the corner of her lips: "I'll leave today, go early and come back early, you are fine at home." ”
"You're going to be okay too." She didn't open her eyes, she just reached out and wrapped her hand around his neck. "Come back early." ”
"Yes."
Immediately after, Lechen left.
She always wanted to sleep lazily, so she got up after her. The spiritual power opened, enveloping the entire Dragon and Phoenix Palace. There must be a reason for this incident.
Thinking about it carefully, from the initial Le Hong accident to the fact that all the three kings left Beijing, now Le Chen has to leave...... The adult man of the Han royal family actually walked cleanly.
At this moment, if someone wants to do something, no one can stop it!
Qijing smiled, this smile, the brilliance that was lost because of warmth, bloomed in an instant, and made the world change color. Those veins and warmth, those shallow whispers, were all shelved because of the departure of a person. Now she is like a warrior, a warrior who can go to the battlefield at any time and fight bloodily.
When he came to Qikang's dormitory and saw the little guy's regular sleeping posture, Qijing touched his little face. "Baby, your father is not here, now, let your mother protect you. Protect this home. He turned around: "Pass the order, Dragon and Phoenix Palace, first-level martial law." ”
The clear voice is like a phoenix singing for nine days. The former Su Qijing is back. The instructor who made the Longyi battalion tremble three times when he heard it, is back.
"Ah, it's time for those guys to reminisce about the style of this palace."