(484) Love has become a Gu, and hate has become a death

In the afternoon, I made a special trip to the hospital to see Qiao Yinan. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoI know he's been hurt a lot lately, and I feel that the injury on his body should hurt on the surface.

When I walked in, Qiao Yinan was lying on the hospital bed, as if he was asleep, his face was a little pale, so I almost thought he was terminally ill.

My mind was too stupid, and I didn't reflect Qiao Yinan's true physical condition at that time.

(ps: I heard that people are destined to have regrets, my regret is that I was concealed by Qiao Yinan and unconsciously taken away, I always think that if I knew Qiao Yinan's illness at that time, would I still be saved?) But without ifs, I'm still the most ignorant of people. ）

I put down my lunch box and sat on the sidelines. Xu was aware of me, and it didn't take long for him to wake up.

With that pleasant smile on his face, that feeling seemed to be something that Qiao Yinan hadn't seen for a long time.

"Awake?" I'm right. He smiled, pushed the table over, and looked at him earnestly. "I'll give you the chicken soup." I deliberately went home to stew it, considering that the chicken soup outside was not pure, so I specially cooked it myself.

I am good to Qiao Yinan because he is good to me. I am a person who repays the grace of a drop of water, and of course a person who will repay it.

I am an extreme, but there are only a few people in the world who understand my extreme.

I always wonder what it would have been like if Qiao Yinan and I were really together?

"It's the first time I've eaten something you've made." Qiao Yinan was smiling at me with his pale face, and I saw that he seemed to be much happier.

It's just that there's no possibility, there's no way we're together.

"Then you can taste it and see if it will poison you." My words were a little lighthearted, as if I had already obtained the square.

I'm going to start planning what I'm going to do in the future. I'm always thinking about how to cherish the time in the future, my own life.

"You're in a good mood today." Qiao Yinan saw my mood on the surface, ~ Qiao Yinan understands me.

I watched him drink the soup with peace of mind, took out the contract from his bag and showed it to him, and smiled like the rising sun.

I've always looked like a femme fatale, and it's all the more surprising to reveal such a smile.

Qiao Yinan didn't have it at all, the kind of expression he showed was to feel happy for me.

"You got Founder's shares from Shen Jinrong?" Qiao Yinan's tone was a little surprised, but he was happy, I could hear it.

There was joy in my eyes, and even my eyes were about to squint with the lying silkworm.

"With that piece of land, Shen Jinrong's old fox didn't choose interests in the end. I can confront Yan Shaocheng at tomorrow's shareholders' meeting, and I will definitely win. "I've never been so confident, Fang Jingxian's confidence has always been disguised, but this time it's true, I'm really serious and happy.

Qiao Yinan just smiled and said nothing.

It looks like I'm a very stupid person. But if you can keep being happy like this, I'm willing to be a fool all the time.

and so on. Qiao Yinan, where are you going? Planning to run a company? With your ability, it must be possible. ”

I have never denied Qiao Yinan's ability.

"I'm going to go to a far, far away place and probably never come back. What about you? What Qiao Yinan said had a deep meaning, but I didn't understand it very well at the time, and it was because of this that we went farther and farther apart, and finally became the distance between life and death.

"I'm going to travel, Fangzheng will hand it over to a CEO, if you want to come back in the future, remember to let me know."

I am actually desolate in my heart, and at this moment my smile has turned into a hypocritical smirk, and I don't seem to be able to be that free and easy person at all, because I think of Yan Shaocheng and become sad.

What does Yan Shaocheng want this man? Why can't I take him as much as I want?

To be honest, I wanted to stay with him, but I couldn't, and he couldn't. People can't stay together, and they can't forget. The thought of him made me feel uncomfortable and became even more scared.

I was afraid of being by Yan Shaocheng's side, but I was afraid that I was not by his side.

I looked out the window at the sun that was about to set, and I was always thinking about what Yan Shaocheng said, he said that we met in the most beautiful sunset.

As everyone knows, Qiao Yinan on the side is also looking at her, and that feeling seems to be trying to hold the last beauty.

Qiao Yinan was dripping blood in his heart, he thought that the time was okay, it would always exist, at least he would live a hundred years old, and he would guard her for a lifetime, but life seemed to have regrets.

So he doesn't have a future, and if there is one, it's good. So you're happy in my place, and I'm not there anyway.

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Outside the door of the ward, Yan Shao's hand that wanted to knock on the door fell. He heard their conversation, and it didn't seem like he could get involved.

It seemed that his heart was throbbing too, and it felt as if he was already terminally ill. I heard that there are many people in this world who live with smiles and tears, so he should not be the most unfortunate person.

His breathing seemed to have stalled, and the painful sensation almost suffocated him.

There is nothing in this world that you can't love, and what you hold on to. Obviously, there is no way to give up, but in the end, you still have to choose the feeling of abandonment.

Who is causing this suffering? Why, why is it so painful. Why can't you let go of all your defenses to love each other, why are we all hedgehogs, and we must sting each other before we let go?

Why? Why? Why, exactly?

Yan Shaocheng's hands clenched, and the green tendons were highlighted.

"Hello, which ward are you looking for?" The nurse on the side suddenly asked.

Yan Shaocheng came back to his senses. "I'm sorry."

Then he turned around and walked away, as if he had gone resolutely.

The windows of the corridor are the most beautiful sunset, and the red ones seem to be all over the world, just for the most beautiful scenery.

And Yan Shaocheng's heart was throbbing, and the indelible pain was intensifying in his heart, which seemed to be a disease.

Love has become Gu, and hate has become death.

Who in the world can fulfill love, from the first meeting to the last hug, who can go resolutely?

There are no invulnerable people in this world, and there will be no invincible people. The most terrifying thing about this time is that I know you and you understand me, but we have never been able to tell each other that I love you.

Obviously, we have spent a lot of courage, and there are still peaks that cannot be crossed. It seems like we've never had a fate, it's all a lie.