There are always some things that are ethereal and indelible, like the spirit of the book business, you can say that it is worthless, a chicken like a reader, can really carry the pen and pierce the sky? But there are always a handful of people who will not hesitate to break their lives to prove that you are simply farting.

Healer, benevolence also! Of course, this is a tune that has long been outdated for many years, and now this is a big era when a hundred schools of thought are competing and a hundred flowers are blooming, and it is estimated that few people will care about benevolence or non-benevolence, but such a clear pillar as the old director can still win everyone's respect, even if he really blocks the way of some people, no one really dares to treat him how, this is the awe, is the innate fear of darkness and light.

The symposium finally came to a successful conclusion, the old director is expected to take the plane at half past nine in the morning, and it was the lunch break when he arrived in X City, Zhang Xiaoshuai volunteered to pick up the plane after hearing the news, and the old director did not refuse, only said that he should not delay his work, which made him very happy, because the old director obviously did not treat him as an outsider.

Qingchuanjiang Psychiatric Hospital is only half an hour away from the airport, Zhang Xiaoshuai was ready to drive to the airport to pick up people after being laid off at noon, and when he went downstairs, he happened to meet Ling Xiaoxiao and was about to leave, so the two took the elevator down to the underground parking lot together, because they took the medical elevator, so there was no one else inside.

"Zhang Xiaoshuai, you said I was right to do this, right?"

Zhang Xiaoshuai was stunned for a moment, and then nodded without thinking:

"Yes, it's the best option for him."

Ling Xiaoxiao looked at the gradually smaller numbers at the elevator buttons with her eyes, and suddenly said to herself:

"My parents died in an accident, the driver ran away, and the neighbors helped to raise money, I was 12 years old that year, Xiao Cong was 8 years old, after my parents died, we completely became wild children who no one cared about, I heard the neighbors say that my father actually has a younger brother, so I asked around to find the door. At that time, I thought that as long as he could take in our brother and sister, I would repay him even if I would be a cow and a horse in my next life. ”

"I was ridiculously naïve at that time. Imagine a younger brother who refuses to even help with his brother's funeral, how can he kindly take in his brother's orphans? But at that time, I really couldn't help it, I was still so young, and my younger brother was hungry all day long, and the family had eaten all the food they could. We can't starve to death, can we? I didn't expect the second uncle to really take us in, although the second aunt never let us eat enough and left all the housework for me to do, but even so, I was still grateful to them, until one night, I woke up from a nightmare and saw the hideous and distorted face of the second uncle, I was fourteen years old at the time, because of chronic malnutrition. Even my breasts didn't develop, but I still couldn't escape from my second uncle's clutches. ”

"After that, I seemed to have changed as a person, I began to be willing to degenerate and follow those ruffians all day and night, at first I just didn't return all night, and then I didn't see anyone for ten days and half a month, the second aunt pointed to my nose and scolded me for being a little cousin, and the second uncle stared at me with a snake-like gaze and smiled yin, he knew that no matter how far I ran, I would definitely come back. Because I can't ignore Satoshi, I have to lie on the bed obediently and let him ravage, as he said, without his in. We may have froze to death on the street a long time ago, he provided us with food and shelter, and even let my younger brother go to school, this is a great kindness, and it is natural for me to play with him, in fact, I think what he said is quite reasonable. At least I don't hate him. ”

When she said this, Ling Xiaoxiao always had an ethereal smile on her face, as if those nightmarish experiences had nothing to do with her at all.

"When I was eighteen years old, a coal boss took a fancy to me, he was old, ugly and fat, that thing was not as small as my little finger, but I liked him very much, because he was very rich, he really spent a lot of money, he sent my brother to a private school, he hired a tutor for me, he taught me social etiquette, taught me to dress up, I knew he just wanted a delicate vase that could earn him enough face, and I didn't mind making this vase, the day he left the second uncle's house, the coal boss brought four bodyguards into the door, The second uncle and two aunts were so scared that they didn't dare to put a fart, I knew what they were afraid of, but I didn't do anything, the coal boss threw down 100,000 yuan and left, before going out, I looked back at the man who had made me dare not sleep for several years, he shrunk like a dog, squatting in the corner, the funny thing is that I suddenly felt that he seemed to be more pitiful than me. ”

"When I was twenty-two years old, the coal boss had a cerebral thrombosis, and became a paralyzed person with crooked eyes and slanted lips who could only drool and smirk, and soon I saw the legendary original wife, she didn't say anything, just let the bodyguard hold me and throw it out, just like discarding a piece of extremely eye-catching garbage, except that I was wearing that dress, she didn't let me take anything away, and all the things related to me were directly piled up in the yard and burned, but she didn't know, I had been preparing for this day for a long time, and I had saved a lot of money in my hands at that time, There are coal bosses who give it, and there are also jewelry that I secretly sell, since my parents died, I have understood a truth, never put your life and death in the hands of others. ”

Xu was a little complacent, Ling Xiaosu suddenly lowered his head and laughed silently.

"Xiao Cong has liked to paint since he was a child, and then I got rich, so I sent him to the best art academy in China, one day, Xiao Cong suddenly told me, he said that he is a homosexual, to bring a boy back to show me, to be honest, I don't mind anything different, as long as Xiao Cong likes, he is saying that he is in love with a dog, I will not stop it, when I first saw Fu Lei, I agreed to their relationship, because I have never seen Xiao Cong smile so easily and so freely, as long as it can bring Xiao Cong happiness, I don't really care if this person is male or female. ”

"The day I learned that Xiao Cong was dying, I couldn't even shed tears, maybe I didn't cry for too many years, I completely forgot how to cry, when I arrived at the hospital, Xiao Cong was like a broken rag doll lying on the bed silently, seeing me coming, he even showed a smile, he said that he had been very guilty, if he didn't drag me down, I wouldn't have to suffer so much, hehe, he didn't know at all, if it wasn't for him, I might not have been able to live for a long time, when I was dying, Xiao Cong took my hand and asked me to swear, Never be allowed to take revenge, take good care of Fu Lei for him. Live well, take his share with you, and I swear to heaven that if I break my oath I will not die a good death. He shook his head desperately, until he forced me to renew my oath and teach him that if I broke my oath, he would never be allowed to live, and finally closed his eyes in peace. ”

Zhang Xiaoshuai's heart was moved, what a smart boy. He knew that his sister didn't care whether he would go to hell or not, so he used himself as a threat to force her to live well.

"Do you believe in retribution?"

Ling Xiaoxiao said, and suddenly turned her head to look at Zhang Xiaoshuai, she had a pair of incomparably charming Danfeng eyes, slender and narrow, like a hand-me-down work drawn out of a wonderful pen Danqing.

Zhang Xiaoshuai met her dark eyes, and suddenly felt a little breathless, he clenched his fists hard, and said with a smile on his face:

"I don't believe it. If there was really retribution, Zhao Jinlong's scum would have died a long time ago. ”

Listening to Zhang Xiaoshuai's words, Ling Xiaoxiao's deathly face suddenly showed a strange look, Zhang Xiaoshuai raised his hand and touched her head very inappropriately, and her stiffness and slight trembling could be clearly detected under the palm.

"Yuan Ye is a very powerful celestial master, let him help your brother take a look at the Yin Mansion another day, rest assured, I promise to let your brother have a good birth in the next life, and he will have no worries about food and clothing. A lifetime of peace. ”

Ling Xiaoxiao looked at Zhang Xiaoshuai fixedly, her mouth opened, but she didn't say anything, and the elevator suddenly opened with a ding. Zhang Xiaoshuai was the first to get out of the elevator, and when he looked back and saw that she was still stunned, he couldn't help but smile and waved his hand, and then turned around and left without looking back.

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When Zhang Xiaoshuai hurried to the airport, he learned that the plane was late, and he didn't know when he would be able to arrive. I had to lean on the side of exit B boredly, and waited patiently while scrolling through the web page, and he had already asked the head nurse for leave before going out, so it didn't matter if I went back later.

About an hour later, the big screen above his head refreshed again, the plane was delayed, and it would take half an hour to arrive, and the cursing around him came and went, but Zhang Xiaoshuai was calm as if he had not been affected by anything.

In the end, after waiting for nearly an hour or so, Zhang Xiaoshuai saw the figure of the old director at the exit, and the relatives and friends waiting to pick up the airport around him were obviously unable to complain, Zhang Xiaoshuai quickly stepped forward to take the small suitcase in the old director's hand, and asked with a smile:

"The director has worked hard all the way! Shall we go straight home? ”

"No, let's go back to the hospital first."

After sitting on the plane for so long, the old director's face was a little tired that could not be hidden, Zhang Xiaoshuai glanced at the old director with disapproval, and did not dare to say anything against it.

Seeing that Zhang Xiaoshuai actually pulled the old director back, the head nurse couldn't help but blame:

"Why don't you send the director home and have a good rest?"

Zhang Xiaoshuai has a bitter word, can only helplessly have a wry smile, the old director happily played a round, saying that there is just some information to bring over, the head nurse is a knowledgeable person, enthusiasm and care can always be mastered just right, not only let you feel the warmth of the spring breeze, but also will not feel ** violated, of course, the premise is that she is willing to take such a hard time to you, seeing that the old director returned to the office, Zhang Xiaoshuai himself also went back to the dressing room to change into a white coat.

As soon as he walked into the ward, he saw Ye Jinghong walking out of the intensive care ward with a serious face, Zhang Xiaoshuai frowned, and asked:

"What's wrong?"

"Fu Lei's medication was a little chaotic before, and his body has developed drug resistance, and there are not too many antidepressants imported from our hospital, so I am afraid that I have to apply to the pharmacy for a special batch."

Zhang Xiaoshuai nodded, patients with mental illness belong to a vulnerable group, and many people need to take medication for life, so most of the drugs are actually very cheap, but they can't be bought in ordinary pharmacies outside, but antidepressants are generally very expensive, and the cheapest domestic ones are more than 100, and a box usually only has a week's worth of medicine, and a slightly better imported antidepressant will cost five or six hundred, and a box of thousands of yuan is not considered a top sky-high price, so if there is no special need for patients, hospitals usually will not enter this medicine.

"You sent the old director home?"

Seeing that Zhang Xiaoshuai came back so late, Ye Jinghong thought that he had rushed back after sending the old director home, and Zhang Xiaoshuai spread his hands helplessly.

"Where? The plane was late, and it took almost two hours to pick up someone, and the old director had to go back to the hospital, and I couldn't stop it, don't you say it's sad? ”

Ye Jinghong frowned slightly, raised his feet and was about to go out, but Zhang Xiaoshuai stopped her and asked in a low voice:

"What is Fu Lei's situation, you tell me the truth."

"Everything else is easy to say, but this person's mind is too heavy, and he is still young, if he is older, he may have died long ago."

Ye Jinghong has always been a little incomprehensible about love, although the death of his lover is sad, but it is not really depressed! Fu Lei's auditory and visual hallucinations were very serious, and he muttered like a lover in the morning, and in the afternoon, he yelled hysterically, and just injected him with a sedative, and finally barely stopped at this time. (To be continued.) )