Chapter 163 of the main text volume Ideological Work

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After getting out of the car, Qiu Fengyu went to push the boat into the water, and he beckoned April: "Come here, help!" ”

April walked over and helped Qiu Fengyu push the boat into the water. ⊙ Qiu Fengyu got on the boat, and then beckoned April to come up too, April looked at the boat shaking in the water, a little worried, but still didn't say anything, and got on the boat, but when he went up, the hull of the boat shook, almost fell, and couldn't help screaming.

Her arm was grabbed by Qiu Fengyu, and then she sat firmly in the middle of the boat. The mounds began to bait the rods and then began fishing. From beginning to end, he didn't say much, let alone persuade April. April didn't speak, just quietly watched Qiu Fengyu fishing.

After a while, Aprily saw that Qiu Feng had caught a rainbow trout, and she screamed happily. He even clapped his hands. Qiu Fengyu smiled slightly, and then put the fish into the tank. The fish fluttered in the water, but after hitting the tank a few times with its head, it stopped tossing.

"Do you think I'm mentally wrong?" April finally refocused her eyes on Qiu Fengyu's body, and asked in a somewhat faint tone, "Rui Qian said that I need to see a psychiatrist, I think what she said has some truth, I always think of those people's faces and those sharp knives when I was tortured." ”

"One more!" Qiu Fengyu suddenly laughed, and a fish was hooked again, and he quickly put the fish into the tank. The fish was running around in the tank again, while the fish in front of it was quietly carrying it in the water.

"Are you listening to me?" April felt a little frustrated, originally wanted to seek comfort from Qiu Fengyu, and wanted to ask for psychological shadows, but he actually seemed to be so indifferent, and he was a little aggrieved, but it was difficult to say, and his mood became even more depressed.

"I've been listening." Qiu Fengyu smiled, "Look at the two fish in the tank." ”

Aprili leaned over in confusion and looked at the two fish in the tank, one still and the other restless swimming around, constantly hitting the tank and making a slight "thump" sound. He frowned, thought for a while and said, "You mean, I should be like the quiet fish in this tank, since I am already trapped, then accept the reality and not do useless struggles?" Or is it like the restless fish that wants to break free from this bondage? ”

Qiu Fengyu didn't answer, but threw the fishing hook into the water again, then turned his head and smiled: "You see this?" ”

April didn't answer, she was still thinking, this was like a metaphorical story, she needed to figure it out by herself, she believed that Qiu Fengyu must mean this, so that she suddenly understood a truth, and no longer suffered from her mental illness. So she looked at the two fish more closely.

"Hah—the third one." Qiu Fengyu laughed, and then put another fish into the tank, and then the third fish that came in was like the second fish that had just been put in, restlessly ramming around, while the two fish in front were quiet, but they still swam from time to time, and there was some interaction between the two fish.

"I know, every fish that just comes in will feel like it's trapped and desperately trying to escape. It's a visual and physical trap. The two fish in front of them also felt that they were trapped, but after trying to feel that there was no hope of escaping, so the two fish simply settled down, even in this tank, they will gradually get used to it, and see the interaction between them, which is a state of mind problem. ”

"Mood problems?" Qiu Fengyu glanced back at her, "Oh? Let's talk about it. ”

Aprili looked at Qiu Fengyu with a smile and said, "I know you won't ignore me, are you using a way similar to a wise man to explain me?" It's like the dialogue between the ancient Greek scholar Socrates and his student Plato, and you used a similar method, didn't you? ”

"What the hell did you come up with?"

"Dilemma - I am now like a fish trapped in a tank, when I first came in, I felt as if I was trapped, desperately trying to escape, but I always hit a wall everywhere, so I thought I had no way out. But if you are quiet like the two fish in front of you, you will feel that the predicament is only tangible, and the inner liberation is the real relief, so even if they are trapped in the water tank, they can be calm and find happiness with each other. ”

"That's all you think of?" Qiu Fengyu's expression was surprised.

April glared at Qiu Fengyu: "Then what else do you want me to think of?" I'm not a philosopher, I'm not a master puzzle solver, I'm just trying to understand what you're trying to tell me the way I want to, am I wrong? ”

Qiu Fengyu suddenly burst out laughing, and even squatted on the bow of the boat. This made April immediately embarrassed, she stared at Qiu Fengyu and said, "What do you want me to guess?" Or what do I realize? I said it my way, and you're going to laugh at me? ”

"No, I'm not laughing at you, it's that I'm thinking too simply." Qiu Fengyu still couldn't help laughing, "But ...... You guessed it fits your profession well, so ...... I'm not surprised. ”

April puffed out her mouth and said to Qiu Fengyu, "Then what do you mean by that?" ”

"Well, I'm trying to say to you, look at the fish in the tank, we're going to eat this fish tonight. It depends on whether you like to eat rainbow trout like this or not. Qiu Fengyu touched his head, "You know, I'm not a philosopher, Socrates I only know the name, I don't know what he said to his student Plato. ”

Aprile was petrified.

What are these words? This guy actually just let himself see if he likes to eat these two fish, and he actually thinks about this guy's words as if they were philosophers' words. Let's explore a truth. Her face was immediately bloodshot, her face was flushed, and she pursed her lips before she made a very slight "hum" sound from her nose.

But then I thought about it, and this guy didn't seem to say anything to guess any truth for himself. He was originally a chef, and he was also a chef who liked to fight and kill, so his ideas basically belonged to his professional habits, and his own ideas were in line with his profession, which was originally a misunderstanding.

Thinking of this, April couldn't help but laugh with a "poof", laughing like this, it was a kind of happiness from the heart, and she felt very happy for the misunderstanding caused by the collision between her sensitive mind and Qiu Fengyu's big grinning mind. The depression that I had been feeling for a few days seemed to have been released a lot, and my mood was relaxed.

April smiled, just as Qiu Feng caught another fish. After putting the fish into the tank, Qiu Fengyu smiled at April, "So you figured it out, the two of us just don't have a line at all." But it's also a reminder to yourself. In other words, think about the problem from a different perspective. ”

"I've also thought about looking at things from a different perspective, but what I'm thinking in my heart is completely different from what I feel directly like we do. I prefer this one that gives me the most direct touch. "Aprile was really smiling, and it was the kind of laughing that was very happy," so...... I'm the right one to come to you. I don't want to see a psychiatrist, that's a false proposition. ”

"False propositions? Tell me about it? Qiu Fengyu said to her as he put on the bait.

"Yes, I just wanted to keep myself from having psychological problems, but I went to see a psychiatrist, doesn't that mean that I really have psychological problems?" "That's why I insisted on not seeing a psychiatrist because I wanted to show that I didn't have any psychological problems." So it's a false proposition. ”

"Well, whether it's false or true, I'm going to catch a few more fish right now, and then we'll have a really delicious grilled fish for dinner." As Qiu Fengyu spoke, he caught another fish. When the fish was caught, she jumped for joy, and she was indeed happy.

This is a good phenomenon, once the mood is released, it will develop in a good way. Qiu Fengyu wouldn't lecture her at all, and it was better for her to figure out some things by herself. All I have to do is take her to places where she can think on her own and do things that make her think.

After all, once her mind is caught in all kinds of entanglements, she will make all kinds of guesses about every action in the outside world, so it will inevitably pay close attention to Qiu Fengyu's every move.

The two of them sat down all afternoon, fishing, chatting, and when they finally landed, the tank was full of fish, and the two of them loaded the boxes in the car, tied the boat to the river, and drove back.

This time, April seemed very happy and had to do the barbecue herself. Dinner is a barbecue rainbow trout. The Qiufeng fish was processed first and salted for a while, so that it could be more flavorful. The barbecue is on the lawn in the backyard. Three people eat while grilling.

"Why is my barbecue just worse than yours?" After Aprili tasted the fish grilled by Qiu Feng Fish, she went to taste the fish she barbecued, and the taste was always much worse. She simply didn't bake it, and waited intently next to Qiu Fengyu, and ate one when she roasted one, but fortunately, Qiu Fengyu grilled several at a time, so that Tim was not hungry.

"Can you think about the philosophy in it?" Qiu Fengyu smiled at her.

"Uh...... I'll have to think about it. April pretended to be thinking very seriously, and did not delay her from sending the grilled fish to her mouth, and then suddenly said to Qiu Fengyu, "I thought it out, you must be trying to express it...... You're cheating! Ha ha...... Have you been fooled into thinking I'm going to say that stupid thing again? ”

"No, that's not a fool's word, that's the words of a wise man!" Qiu Fengyu also teased her.

One fishing, one dinner, it actually made April's mood a lot better, maybe it didn't take more than a few days for her to completely get rid of that damn nightmare-like experience.