Chapter 21: A Moment of Clarity
The applause swept through the audience like a wave, and finally formed a huge wave vortex. In the midst of this whirlpool, Iris quietly bowed and left the venue in a gesture befitting his identity as a flower girl.
β......β
Nanxi couldn't recall her mother's eyes.
Yesterday too, today too, spent together.
"Nanxi? β
However, I can't recall it. Avoided seeing the face. Subconsciously, I did.
"South Stream. β
When I close my glasses, I feel pain because the voices of other people are calling to me. I didn't pursue the longing mother to make myself feel miserable. In any case, it is impossible to respond to expectations.
"Now, Nanxi. β
If my father took away not my brother, but Nanxi. If that were the case, maybe my mother's heart wouldn't be broken, as it is now.
"Now, you. β
It doesn't matter if it's like this, whether it's a father or a mother, if you don't think that you don't need a son on either side.
If you were a better child.
- I'm embarrassed.
Not good at embarrassing things.
- I'm embarrassed.
I am, for whom it is an embarrassing existence.
- I'm embarrassed.
It is because of deep knowledge.
"You, don't cry. β
Shamiwen wiped the corners of his eyes, and Nanxi realized that she was crying.
Looking at the ground in a panic, tears welled up even more.
- I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed.
The words just now hurt in my chest. I feel ashamed of myself who has been unable to forget the past that I have loved and fled from the people I should have protected.
At present, you may think that Nanxi is no longer there, and even if it is broken, you will still look for Nanxi.
"Sorry, leave for a moment. β
Nanxi let go of Shamiwen and left the ceremony. Asked if he was going to your mother, Nanxi held back her tears and nodded, and a careful voice on the road pushed Nanxi behind her.
The groom, who walks away from the ceremony in the middle of the wedding, is the worst, thinking so through the attendees. After Nanxi left the table, the participants ushered in a more grand and passionate than the dance time.
When they arrived at the door, they saw Iris Havinfa, who was still in the venue, but there was no sign of Janecis.
"Thank you for your attention. β
It seems that he is not going to see the end of the ceremony and leave.
β...... We're that, that, thank you. Words given to me...... Aware that I am a failed son. What nonsense did your mother say to you...... I express it in beautiful words like that. You're amazing...... What a strange expressionβ"
"I did a very willful thing, and I hope I didn't cause trouble to Mr. Nanxi. β
"No, that's good......"
"During the time that Mr. Nanxi and Ms. Shamiwen were not at home, your mother wanted to express her thoughts in the only waking hours she had. She said, "Be sure to get it across to you." She said that she had been causing trouble for her son, and after losing her family, her loneliness affected her son. β
- It shouldn't be like that -
- It shouldn't be like that -
Nanxi stumbled past Ari and opened the door to the house.
That's it.
Iris also left.
I didn't even have time to climb the stairs and walked out to the room on the second floor. What is Mother doing now in a room that can only be opened from the outside?
After removing the lock, unscrew the doorknob.
Probably because the windows were open. There was a light breeze inside. The mother looked out of the window at the place where the wedding was taking place.
"Mom, Mom. β
A sound was made.
"Mom. β
Shouted it several times.
The mother turned her head to this side and returned her vision to the window.
"Now, calm down...... Younas. β
Yet there was little return.
"Mommy, Mommy, Mommy, Mommy. β
I looked at my mother sensibly like this, and after the family was broken, all at once.
"It's a very important time. β
All at once.
"Where's Nanxi? β
Not once.
β...... Mom, I'm here. β
Like a child, made a sound.
So, after the mother's body trembled a little, she slowly turned around.
It looks like a meaningful view of Nanxi from top to bottom. The look in his eyes is different from what he has always been. Nanxi looked into her mother's eyes. It is a brilliant amber color.
The same color as her own eyes, Nanxi recalled. The mother walked over to Nanxi's side and touched Nanxi's cheek with her wrinkled palm. Tears flowed incessantly.
β...... Don't cry anymore. β
Very happy.
"It's getting really good, Nanxi. β
In those amber pupils reflected Nanxi.
"Congratulations on getting married. β
Smile.
At that moment, there was no doubt that the mother was conscious.
When Nanxi hugged his mother, he had already lost it again.
"Now, where is Nanxi?"
β...... I'm not going anywhere anymore. β
There is no doubt that love exists.