173. Choice
Listening to Gao Wenxuan's words, Jin Hua didn't know what to answer for a while, and quickly used whiskey to help him deal with the wound, Gao Wenxuan's situation was not something that could be solved by washing the wound with whiskey, thinking of the terrifying nine-headed bird, Jin Hua still had palpitations.
After Gao Wenxuan treated the wound on his leg, he lay on his side in the sleeping bag, did not close his eyes, but looked at the green-clothed ground in a daze.
The sleeping bags of the two were separated by about half a meter.
"Jinhua." Suddenly, Gao Wenxuan shouted.
Poking his head out of his sleeping bag and looking over. In the dim firelight, Jin Hua clearly saw his childish, unproductive, pitiful expression, and in his heart, it was as if he had been hammered with a fist, Gao Wenxuan's weakness She was extremely useful, so there was a little secret emotion in her heart that was awakened, well, answered.
"You're not going to leave me, are you?" After a long silence, his pitiful expression changed to a comical flattery—his face was bulging, his eyes were swollen, and his smile was all huddled together, like a ball of colorful dough.
Retracting his gaze from Gao Wenxuan's face, Jinhua slowly got into the sleeping bag, Gao Wenxuan's idea is realistic, and she can't say anything, as for whether she will abandon him, she can't be sure of this, so she is simply silent.
At this time, Gao Wenxuan's voice came again: "Jinhua, I don't mean anything else, you know, we are the same people in this case"
"In this case, I should have left you and run away on my own, right?" Gao Wenxuan's words made people feel uncomfortable in the end. Listening to his explanation, Jinhua sat up and looked over with a smile.
After receiving her answer, Gao Wenxuan's heart suddenly became cold, and his whole body trembled because of the cold.
He had known that they were the same people, and he was a little annoyed at the moment - why did he ask these words so much, since they were the same people. He could hold her.
Jinhua thought a lot. She was confused in her heart—what was the wise choice in this world? She has experienced so much, but she has become numb to life, and she has heard too much truth. All kinds of articles advocate this kind of self-sacrificing demeanor, and what she wants is just to live, but she really doesn't want to. I don't want to hurt him.
Twisting his face to look at Gao Wenxuan again, he was already asleep. With my eyes closed, the swollen eye bubbles flattened a little, much better than the previous swollen appearance.
Looking at the flame burning in front of him, Jinhua suddenly thought. She has known Gao Wenxuan for three months. Because the relationship gradually became closer, I saw more and more other sides of him. He can't be said to be bad, it's a reality that everyone else sees. Just like Fang Cai, she didn't think too much about it. It's just that he instinctively regards him as a partner, and when he mentions him like this, it reminds her that she has to think about it.
With life as the fundamental guide, every step of the plan is bound to be considered for yourself, Shennongjia's thrilling has already been experienced, and now she is alone with Gao Wenxuan's sick number, how easy is it to find Mu Shaoqiu in the vast forest, not to mention the beasts of the mountains and forests, what about the others?
Danger is hard to prevent.
What is conscience compared to life? Fuck the bullshit conscience!
She sat up, fumbled on the ground and found the box of cigarettes, took out one, and lit it by the fire tremblingly, Gao Wenxuan's cigarette was a little spicy, and when she took a puff, her tears were choked unconsciously.
took a puff of cigarette and exhaled white air, as if exhaling the fear stuffed in his cavity, listening to the sound of rain outside the cave, Jinhua squeezed the butt of the cigarette and smiled knowingly.
The night passed quickly.
After the heaviest darkness, the sky gradually turned white.
The experience of insomnia is commonplace for Jinhua, looking at the light coming in from outside the umbrella, she got up and put away the flashlight that was turned on all night, Gao Wenxuan was still sleeping, he whispered all night last night, and his mental state was very poor.
After receiving the flashlight, Jinhua went to check his body temperature, thank God, his high fever had subsided, feeling the warmth under the palm, Jinhua couldn't help laughing, and finally put down a big stone in his heart temporarily, after putting away the sleeping bag and backpack, he took out the compass he was carrying, and the current position is in the southeast direction.
"Awake?"
Look back.
Gao Wenxuan's tall figure stood behind him, he had already put on a clean suit, and the swelling on his eyes had disappeared a little.
"Hmm. How are you feeling right now? Eat some compressed biscuits later, and we'll continue on our way. ”
Gao Wenxuan put the sleeping bag in his backpack, looked at the pile of cigarette butts scattered on the ground, and kicked it aside silently.
Somewhat embarrassed, Jinhua walked over with the biscuits in his hand, and after last night's conversation, the relationship between them seemed to have become estranged again.
"Well, I smoked that pack of your cigarettes, and I'll give you the money at the market price."
Gao Wenxuan still didn't reply, Jinhua handed over the compressed biscuit in his hand: "If you feel uncomfortable, just tell me, we"
Gao Wenxuan's face was undisguised mockery, and he interrupted her: "Is it useful to tell you if you are uncomfortable?" ”
Jinhua couldn't answer for a while, which she herself felt incredible, there were obviously too many words to refute, but they were all stuck in her throat without exception.
At this time, Gao Wenxuan turned around to get the backpack on the ground again: "I'm not hungry, let's hurry." ”
"Okay." Jinhua's hand holding the biscuit retracted unconsciously, she lowered her head, and picked up the backpack as usual: "We are now in the southeast direction." ”
"We're going to go out of Shennongjia in two days."
"Yes"
Jinhua was about to say something, but he saw Gao Wenxuan drop the things in his hand, he unbuttoned his shirt in front of her with a flat face, turned around slowly, and said in a dull voice: "I can't last too long." Maybe you can leave me behind. ”
Looking at the wound on Gao Wenxuan's back, Jin Hua couldn't help retching, when he looked at it yesterday, there was only a small swelling on his back, but today, the lump turned into a dense bulging pimple, the pimple was round and bulging, there seemed to be pus inside, and some places had festered, with small black spots like insect eggs, spreading half of his back.
"Winshare, we"
"I just want to live." Gao Wenxuan turned his face, his face was cold, full of the determination in his words at the moment, his eyes emitted a little cold light, that kind of light looked extremely terrifying, making Jinhua feel that if she didn't agree, Gao Wenxuan would immediately draw a knife to face her.
"I just want to live." Gao Wenxuan repeated it again. (To be continued.) )