I lit a cigarette and took a puff to drive the depression in my heart, Saori had just taken a few steps when she suddenly turned back to look at me, and I panicked and picked up the bowl to cover my face and ate it. Copy URLWèn%77%77%77%2e%76%6f%64%74%77%2e%63%6f%6dSha Weaving looked at me for a few seconds, I was wearing sunglasses and a hat, maybe she couldn't see who I was, and turned her head and followed Xing Da to the stage and danced a pas de deux.

I have thought of thousands of scenes if I can meet her again, but I would never have thought that I would see her again like this, and the waves of lovesickness in my heart have become bitter waves and ripples.

All living beings, who will be who will be who forever, but who is who is just a hurried passerby. I am a lonely person, and I always remember everyone in my life with my heart, so after separating from them, I always think of everyone who appeared in my life, and count my loneliness over and over again on every starfall night.

After a few days, Bai Jie often asked me to dinner, and I always found some strange excuse to refuse. Ashin is right, there is a big difference between me and Bai Jie and Saori, we are in two different worlds, just like two flowers blooming in different pots, due to the difference in soil quality and nutrition, they are destined to become two types of people, no matter who transplants them, they will not grow vigorously.

Besides, if the person you love does not love you, you must resolutely separate, after all, it is better to leave than to be cowardly entangled. I've tried, and I'm not throwing in the towel now, but I really can't see her walking on those rich people's cars. I have to find things to do every day to keep myself busy, and I'd rather not see her, don't want her, and slowly let her blur in my mind. It's like you've never loved her.

If you can be in touch with the people you love, is there anyone who is willing to give up the temptation of material things?

If you can grow old hand in hand with the people you love, is there anyone who wants to ignore the saving of money?

The woman's answer is: no.

So I don't want to do useless struggles anymore, life, let it be. My unrequited feelings can be used to describe it in a hurry. Thinking about it carefully, there is no shortage of infatuated men and women who fall into feelings so lightly in life, and even intentionally or unintentionally add a bit of pathos to their infatuation. It seems that he has used all his life to love, and no one will ever replace the place left by that person in his heart. In fact, as long as we grow up a little bit and mature a little more, we will finally find that those past are just a small wave in our lives, which ripples at that time and will always subside afterwards. After disappearing Bai Jie for many days, I don't have the crazy thoughts I had before, and my head is not so disordered.

Bai Jie made an appointment with me a few times, and after seeing that I was indifferent, gradually, I saw the manager of the financial department come to pick her up more and more often.

On Saturday, Bai Jie sent me a text message: 'How are you?'

'Well, what about you?' I'll come back.

'Thank you for helping Zihan so much, I want to invite you to dinner, I know you will definitely refuse, do you hate me again? Whether you come or not, I will prepare a meal and wait for you at home. She gave me this message that made me feel tender, and men can't resist the tenderness of women. My heart, which had been resolute for many days, wavered.

I thought about it several times, and it was better to go to another meaningful event. In the past few months, I have taken out two or three hundred yuan from my salary every month to donate to the Poor Children's Education Foundation, and this morning, a person in charge of the foundation called me and told me to attend the donation ceremony of a poor primary school today.

I got into the car chartered by the foundation, and I went to the remote poor primary school to participate in the donation ceremony, I thought it was just some good people who donated and some people from the foundation went there, but who knew that there were really a lot of people who went, and there were many rich people who drove cars.

Those who donate a lot of money go to the flag stand of the poor primary school to say a few words, and those of us who donate less are responsible for taking books, notebooks, pens, ballpoint pens, clothes, basins and other learning utensils and living utensils to distribute to the children. Looking at the elated appearance of these children in the mountains with yellow faces and thin muscles after consciously queuing up to receive a pen and a basin, I feel that I am really more than a hundred times happier than them.

There was a little girl, who looked very cute, with big eyes, two pigtails, a round face, and looked up at me childishly, after I sent her something, I couldn't help but squat down and kiss her face, looking at her with a hint of fear, I smiled and mossed her head.

The goddess Saori appeared in front of me at a moment when I was unconscious, and I was stunned for a moment when I straightened up, not expecting that she would also come to participate in this donation ceremony. The long silver-gray coat is flowing and dreamy, and the makeup is equally delicate and elegant, standing in front of me like a fairy. I smiled at her first: "I don't have a chance to meet on the other side, but I have a fate to meet thousands of miles away." I think we really are, unfinished love. ”

Saori walked up to me, took out something from the box and helped distribute it to the children, and said to me quietly, "I didn't expect that I would be dumped one day, and it would be so unreasonable. ”

"Saori, how can I dump you, you know, we are people from two worlds after all."

"Yin Ran! Did I ask you to promise me anything? Am I so dispensable in your heart!? Saori asked suddenly angrily.

"Don't be so loud...... It scared the kids. ”

"When you're gone! Don't you have any attachment in your heart? Are you so ruthless that you don't feel sad at all!? "She looked at me viciously, with resentment in her eyes, with resentment of love." Aren't you glad to see me now!? ”

"Parting and reunion are the constant dramas of life, and when you get used to it, you will no longer be sad."

She was about to say something, but a girl suddenly jumped up in front of me: "Brother!! ~~~”

I turned my head and shouted excitedly: "Yin Yue! Why are you here!? ”

My eldest sister, Yin Yue!

"Brother, it's really you!" Yin Yue hugged me, and tears couldn't help but flow: "I haven't seen you since the third day of the Lunar New Year!" I miss you so much! ”

"Yin Yue, why are you here!?"

Yin Yue is a member of the student union in the school, and the school arranged to participate in this event. I knew that the city where Yin Yue's school was located was not very far from Huping City, a three-hour drive, but I couldn't even squeeze out this time to see her.

"Yin Yue, why did I call home before, my mother always rushed to speak, during this time I called home and asked my mother what he was doing, he was always distracted!?" I hadn't heard my mother's voice for a while, and I was always nervous if something had happened to my mother.

"I don't know. Brother, call Yin Xi, she often goes home, she will know! Yin Yue said urgently.

I made a phone call to my second sister Yin Xi, and in her intermittent crying, I learned that so much had happened in my family. My mother was sick, in order to save money, I could endure it, but then I couldn't do it, so I had to go to the hospital, and when the money ran out, I could only sell the land, and I had a quarrel with the neighbor for a few square meters of land. The father smashed his hoe at the man, causing the man's head to bleed. The men the guy and smashed it back, and the mother blocked the father, who had a broken leg, had no money for surgery, and was lying on the g. Father is afraid that Yin Yue and I will be uneasy after we find out, so I should ask Yin Xi not to reveal half a sentence to us, otherwise he will break Yin Xi's legs! Of course, he was just scaring Yin Xi......

Yin Yue held my mobile phone in her hand, squatting on the ground and crying while listening.

I just felt chills all over my body, like listening to someone tell a story, a distressing story.

I took Yin Yue's hand: "Don't cry! Don't cry! Let's go, let's go home. ”

After walking a few steps, Saori asked, "How do you guys get home!?" ”

I turned around and remembered that Saori was here too.

"Brother, I'll talk to our teacher first." Yin Yue ran over to find their teacher.

"Saori, you've seen it too...... I still have something. In fact, to put it bluntly, there is a time when flowers bloom and fall, and like us, entanglement will only end in nothing. It's better to ......."

Saori paused, "Let's go, I'll drive you home." ”

"You're sending us home!?" I asked incredulously.

"You go and take the bus to you now, you won't be able to get there tonight!" Saori is right, the inter-provincial bus we took can't buy a ticket when we go back to Huping City now.

In this way, Saori drove and sent my sister and me back, and along the way, Yin Yue and I were in a low mood, and naturally we didn't want to speak, but Saori said a lot of nice things that relieved our hearts.

After a few hours of dust, in the evening, standing at the door of the familiar house, I ran in, the home lacked the familiar warmth, and the cool and lonely air filled the house.

"Mom......" Yin Yue and I knelt in front of our mother, who was suffering from illness, and wept silently.

When my mother saw me and Yin Yue, she was surprised: "You guys...... How did you guys get back? ”

"Mom! You're like this, why are you hiding it from us!? ”

Dad had just returned from the field and put down the flat pole and walked next to me: "Why are you back!?" ”

I pointed to my mother and asked him, "Why are you still hiding it from me, mother!?" ”

My father expressed his suffering, the leg was seriously injured, and he needed more than 10,000 surgeries, and the family didn't have so much money for the time being, and he didn't dare to spend it in the hospital, so he could only take his mother home first, and then go to the hospital when he had enough money.

I didn't say a word, I took my mother out and stopped a car, and the whole family went to the hospital......

After settling my mother, my father and I sat outside the hallway and smoked: "Son, you have a chance, you don't know how happy I am!" But I can see that your life is not very good. ”

"What's not good!? I'm driving a Mercedes now! Be a manager in a company! I lied to my father.

The father laughed dryly: "Hehe...... Do you drive a Mercedes and smoke less than ten dollars? That car belongs to the girl. ”

"Yes."

"Yin Ran, that girl, it looks like she can't be messed with. Our identity is too different from others, and you will be unhappy with her. ”

"What are you talking about...... I just hope that my mother's illness will get better. Dad, our family...... It looks much worse than others. I thought, I want to give you some money to build a house, and I will cover my sister's tuition and living expenses in the future, so you don't have to do those jobs. "Thinking of the dilapidated house of my house, my parents have to live there every day, and my heart sours.

"Son...... If you have this heart, I will be content. You want to borrow this money from that girl, right? How can my dad not see that little thing about you? Don't worry about this, Mom and Dad have lived for so many years, and they have long been used to it, and now as long as your mother's body is better, it is stronger than anything else. You can go back to work and earn money. ”

"Earn money, and do not know for whom this money is earned, for a passage in the Bible says: The world is an illusion when it moves; They were in a hurry, and it was in vain. Accumulating wealth, I don't know who will collect it in the future? You're not having a good time, what mood do I have to work! In case you have a three-strong and two-short, what do I do with the money? The house must be built! Father! Every time I think of you and your mother so miserable, I feel uncomfortable! ……”

The father smiled tearfully: "I have a good son!" You don't have to worry about the house! Let's do it slowly, and one day we will live in a bright house with three or four floors like everyone else! ”

"Dad, if you don't promise me, what mood do I have to go to work? What else is in the mood to go to work? ”

My father grabbed me by the shoulder: "You want to borrow money from other people's daughters?" People look down on us! You borrowed money from someone, so what is your relationship with her!? ”

"Yes, I'm going to borrow money from her now, but I'll be able to pay her back within this year!" I'm confident.

The father's tone was stern: "Yin Ran, you remember, a man can be ugly, he can have no money, but he can't be without a sense of responsibility." Is it just money that you owe to someone? You still owe a lot of love debts, and in this world, the most difficult thing to repay is love debts! ”

My father's words hit my heart like a hammer, and when I remembered this time, I was so entangled and obsessed with Saori, and my heart was first timid. What am I doing as Saori?

I'm still trying to convince my father that Saori has come over, and she's been in the hospital room listening to us all the time. Saori smiled at my father and said, "Hello uncle, I am Yin Ran's friend and colleague, I am the regional manager, Yin Ran is a salesman, I am his ...... Boss. That's right, Yin Ran made a big order for our company, it is an American business, and he made a lot of money, and his commission is about 30,000 US dollars, but these commissions cannot be received in a short time, and it will take some days for many leaders to sign layer by layer. But I could, give it to him from me. ”

Saori deceived me so much that my father looked at me in a daze: "Really? It's true? ”

I can't fool my father, as soon as I speak, he knows what I'm saying is true or false when he looks at me. Saori didn't give me a chance to speak, but looked at me and interjected, "Who in this society would give selflessly out of sheer sympathy! I help him for my own purpose! ”

With a pun, my father saw that Saori and I were not in a simple relationship, and he didn't say anything more.