137. Drinking

So Meng Zijun felt the need to talk to Teacher Le.

After school, Teacher Le called Yu Xiaofei to pick up her son, and told her that she would not go home for dinner.

Teacher Le took a taxi to the Jinlilai Hotel, where Meng Zijun had been waiting for a long time.

Meng Zijun booked a private room on the second floor this time.

sat down, served the food, and Mencius ordered wine.

Meng Zijun poured two glasses of wine, put one in front of Teacher Le, and he picked up another glass, "Teacher Le, I haven't drunk wine since I got sick, but today, I want to drink it, this first glass of wine, I respect you, thank you for taking care of and loving my daughter Qingqing for more than a year." Meng Zijun said and drank it all.

Teacher Le said: "Meng Zijun, don't drink if you're not in good health."

Meng Zijun poured himself another glass, "It doesn't matter, my body, whether I drink it or not, I invite you here today to sue you, I am a person who will die soon." Therefore, the words are also from the heart. So today, the two of us men drank happily, said happily, and said whatever was in our hearts. ”

"Meng Zijun, haven't you already had kidney replacement surgery? Hasn't it been good for more than a year? How could it be...... Impossible, right? Teacher Le said in surprise.

Meng Zijun smiled bitterly and said, "Now the condition has deteriorated. The doctor said that I would survive for more than half a year and only two months at worst. ”

"Why is this happening? Aren't there people who can live for more than 10 years after a kidney replacement? ”

"Personally, the longest can live for twenty years, the shortest one month, if I can last for half a year, it can be regarded as two years of life, these two years, I can arrange my daughter's life well, it's worth it!"

"You can change your kidney again, I don't think you're short of this money anyway."

Meng Zijun shook his head, "It's not a matter of money. It's that there is no suitable kidney, waiting in line for ****, far away, I'm afraid I can't wait. I used to use my mother's kidney to survive, but now my condition has been hidden from my daughter, if she knew, she would definitely use her kidney to change it for me despite a request from the doctor, she had already done a match last time. Her kidney is suitable for me, but I don't want her to hurt her in the slightest, my mother has already made me regret replacing my kidney, if my mother hadn't given me a kidney replacement, she might not have left us so soon, so I won't allow Qingqing to give me a kidney replacement anyway. ”

Teacher Le said: "I don't know about medical things, but as long as there is a little hope, you can't give up!"

Meng Zijun picked up the second glass of wine, "This wine is my wine of atonement. I'm sorry for Xiaofei, I feel deeply guilty about the current troubles between Xiaofei and you. This qiē is all my fault, I lied to Xiaofei, I didn't treat her well, and I didn't handle the matter with her, so that now I have become such a situation. Mencius said and drank a second glass of wine.

Teacher Le was silent. Staring at the wine glass in front of him, when he heard his wife tell him about the past between her and Meng Zijun last night, he wanted to beat Meng Zijun violently, but now he was facing Meng Zijun. But his fist couldn't be punched, this man who was only thirty-four years old and in his prime, but he was counting the limited days. He also has to work hard to plan for his daughter's future, and the things he did that he once hated were from another angle, looking at his position, how helpless he would be to choose that way and do that.

"Teacher Le, if I am in good health, I will never let Qingqing recognize her mother, and I will not disturb your peaceful life. But I am almost dying, and if I leave, this child will be alone, so I have to plan for her, so let her recognize her mother, so that she can still have a place to rely on in this world, and not live so lonely and miserable. Teacher Le, as a father, I don't ask too much, although for you, this decision is very selfish and unfair, but the child is innocent, since she has a mother, she should be taken care of and cared for by her mother. Teacher Le, I really don't have any other way, but if I have a better way, I won't ruin your and Xiaofei's lives, Teacher Le, you are more knowledgeable and educated than me, you help me come up with ideas, if you were me, what would you do? ”

"If I were you, I would do everything possible to survive and take care of my own daughter, instead of putting the responsibility on others, most of the people who are sick die because they have no money for treatment, but you yourself are different, you have money, and if you have money, you have a chance."

Le Huazhang also drank the wine in front of him in one gulp.

Meng Zijun filled Teacher Le with wine, filled himself with wine, and stroked his forehead with his hand, "Teacher Le, when I was so poor and desperate in the past, I often thought that if I had money, many things could be solved, but without money, it was difficult to move an inch, but after I had money, I found that things were not as simple as I imagined, Teacher Le, you won't understand, you won't understand the helplessness and powerlessness when a person stands on the verge of death, of course I want to live, of course I want to accompany my daughter to grow up, but it's not like I want to, Those who died in the hospital, the day before, were still there talking about what they were going to do after they were discharged! But the next day, who wants to die? Who doesn't want to live well, but luck and fantasy can't change reality, it's better to face reality directly and arrange the future life for your daughter who can't bear to give up. ”

"If you want to arrange your daughter's life, you have to break the peaceful life of others, Meng Zijun, you are too selfish, I thought that for this child, you did everything possible to deceive Xiaofei to give birth to her, and deliberately deceived the child away, all these years have passed, Xiaofei already has her own life, and you have to come to let the child recognize her, so that her family is not peaceful, how can you treat her like this, you can bear to treat her like this."

"Teacher Le, I'm really sorry for her, but fate has to arrange it like this, what can I do? Teacher Le, if I leave one day, can you understand Xiaofei recognizing Qingqing? Will you be able to accept Qingqing? ”

"I can't understand, I can't accept it, Mencius, tell me, if it were you, you would have thought that your family was very happy, and that your wife would only have one man for the rest of your life, but one day someone told you that your wife had a child before, a child born with someone else, what would you think in your heart? Can you not care about this qiē? ”

"Teacher Le, if I were you, I really don't care at all, but unfortunately I'm not you, my life is not as rich as yours, so good, people often don't know how to cherish what they have, but they are obsessed with those inconsequential details, this is cocooning and self-restraint, and they are uncomfortable with themselves. Most of the time, human suffering is self-inflicted. ”

"You say I'm rich? Am I cocooning myself and asking for troubles? Mencius, do you know what you're talking about? Are you mocking me? ”

"Who am I to mock you? I said that you are rich, it is your good health, which cannot be bought by any amount of money, if it weren't for the car accident more than ten years ago, I would never give up Xiaofei lightly, no matter what kind of difficulties I encountered, I would hold on to her tightly and not let her slip away from me, and you Teacher Le would never have a chance to get Xiaofei, but that car accident made me no longer a sound man, and I couldn't give a man the happiness that a woman should have, so I reluctantly left her. So, aren't you richer than me in this regard? You have a healthy body, and you have a good woman like Xiaofei, what else do you not be satisfied with? Xiaofei and I, it was before you, she gave birth to Qingqing, and it was also before you, there is nothing wrong with her, you can't figure it out with your own little belly and chicken intestines, and you have to show her face, and you don't feel good in your heart, aren't you cocooning yourself and asking for trouble? (To be continued.) )